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...Pretty as a car crash...

About Me


Music. Words. Life can be broken and defined into so many little lyrics. GUARANTEED you can always find a song to match your mood.
"Never take it seriously, you never get hurt. Never get hurt, you can always have fun. And if you ever get lonely, you just go to the record store and visit all your friends."
I go by many names.
Most of them are not chosen.
Some are prejudiced.
It’s inevitable.
I have so many dreams.
I often get lost in them.
I sometimes think they're bigger than I possibly ever could be. Know what I mean?
I chew on straws.. and bite my nails when I'm stressed.
I use books as a form of escapism.
I sometimes wonder what the world would be like if it really WERE taken over by zombies.. everybody's gotta have a 'zombie survival plan'. Ha Ha.
I dream in lime green. My favourite colour.
And everything is in STEREO vision. I feel alot that life is a movie with most of the actors being badly cast.
I live by the works of Oscar Wilde. Everything from his mind is quotable.
I'm a failed writer. Until I'm published that is what I say. I have an English degree. The paper certificate looks pretty gathering dust in my drawer.
I can sit on benches for hours and imagine the lives of the people who walk by.
I name my teddy- bears and collect porcelain dolls. I love Apple dolls.
I’ve tried fitting into stereotypes.
But I like too many.
So I don’t fit.
I have a cheesy taste in some music. And random knowledge on the most obscure.
I suck at pub quizzes but you could ask me anything about movies or music.
I’ve made mistakes and they haunt me still.
I cry at the cheesiest movies.
I love American comedies.. especially watching them and then reciting random quotes that usually only my brother can recognise.
I have a habit of talking too fast until even I struggle to understand myself! I’ve yet to meet someone who trips over their tongue as much as me.
I love meeting people and make friends easily although I find it hard to trust sincerity. More often than not I find it insincere. Ironic.
Most people in Nottingham would recognise me even if they don't know my name. Often get people come up to me and say they’re sure they’ve seen me around. Sure you have.. I’m out a lot.
I have many faces.. they usually vary depending on what I’m wearing.
I can’t stand pretension and find it easy to judge on first impressions although I try not to let that sway me. I’ll always give you a second chance unless you don’t deserve it. Or hurt me.
I get paid to talk.
People like my accent although more often than not mistake my nationality which is why I now suffer from an identity crises. I am SOUTH AFRICAN not Welsh or German or Irish or Dutch or American or Australian or.. from.. London.
Parents love me.. and I love meeting them. Guess ‘coz my own family life is far from normal.
I don’t take compliments easily.
I try not to talk about my father. My family mean the world to me.
I was stupid in the past. I’m still sometimes stupid but I'm learning.
There is more. Ask.

My Interests



Uniqueness- Your inner power is Uniqueness! You are very different from everyone around you, and you like it that way. In fact, you'd be furious if you were anything else. To the world outside you are a buoyant, fun loving person, and are probably pretty popular. Yet deep down you feel the urge to be accepted as who you are, and desperately want someone who is truly there for you. You are very indecisive and change your mind regularly over just about anything. Youre very opinionated, and bulldoze over anyone who doesnt share your views. At times you can be very depressed, though few people realise it with your animated personality. You are great fun to be around, and enjoy shocking people with your out there views and beliefs. At times however, your urge to be different can work against you, as people dont often enjoy their ideas of right and wrong having any shades of grey. But dont let them get to you; youre an awesome person who many love. You have no doubt heaps of friends, but dont always have that close friend/s that you want and need. You strive to be accepted for who you are, and are protective and loyal to those who earn your trust. Although at times you think there may be no one there, look around. There is someone in the shadows who desperately wants to be your friend, who maybe you just havent noticed. Dont let anyone get you down, youre the one who gives this boring world excitement and culture. Keep it up! Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: Someone different and independent. Someone who isn't your typical male/female, who can accept that not everything has to be black and white, and yes, there are many, many shades of grey. Your stone/jewel: Amethyst Your power: Difference/Change. This is the ability to make a difference in the world, to create new ideas and opinions, and to open up the minds of others to show that there is more than one shade of grey. Your element: Electricity/Lightening A quote that applies to you: "I'd much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not."

I'd like to meet:

Who would I like to meet? Is that a trick question? I couldn't possibly choose just. the. one... so, here's a few (brace yourself..)
Edgar Allen Poe (a beautiful soul in the body of one of Literature's earliest Goths.. I want to marry his corpse! Think his skeleton would look divine in my room!!!)
Johnny Depp (his beauty hurts my soul!),

Jimmy Hendrix.. no words can describe my love for the man!
Anne Rice.. I want to be HER!
Yngwie Malmsteen.. his music makes me cry, and WISH that I'd started learning to play guitar sooner..
Jim Morrison.. his death left a violently jagged emptiness.. argue against me, if you will, I'll only nod and hate you secretly for your misconceptions.
Tim Burton.. thank you for bringing all the magic of the gloom into our lives! I want to cherish a strand of your hair and stroke it sometimes.. just because I can! And 'coz methinks that idea would freak the wrong kinda people out *grins* Who says normal is the way forward?
Rob Zombie would be a dream to meet! I'd beg him to make a f*cked up movie about my life.. immortalised through ze beauty of ze cinematics!

Music:

The Stranglers, NIN, Motley Crue, Placebo, Rob Zombie, Guns N Roses, Within Temptation, Thin Lizzy, Joe Satriani, Iron Maiden, Yngwie Malmsteen, Deftones, Cradle of Filth, T- Rex, Queen Adreena, White Snake, Vain, The Strokes, Poison, Led Zeppelin, Kate Bush, Jimmy Hendrix, Eddie Cochrane, Frankie Goes To Hollywood, Evanescence, Aerosmith, The Haunted, WASP, Rammstein, David Bowie, New York Dolls, Alkaline Trio, Blink 182, The Cure, The Distillers, The Hives, Incubus, Lenny Kravitz, Chinkinki, Muse, Machine Head, Papa Roach, No Doubt, Puddle of Mudd, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Skid Row, Van Halen, Sum 41, The White Stripes, The Who, Lamb of God, Kings of Leon, Smashing Pumpkins, The Police, Magic Numbers, Black Label Society, Murder Dolls, Killswitch Engage, Judas Priest, TerrorVision, AHA, Coheed and Cambria, Queen, Sweet, Sisters of Mercy, Fear Factory, Kiss, Alice Cooper, Black Sabbath, Iggy Pop, ZZ Top, Manowar, LA Guns, Marilyn Manson, KoRn, My Chemical Romance, The Eagles, Three Inches of Blood, The Ramones, Rancid, The Doors, Avenged Sevenfold, The Used, AFI, Rachel Stamp, Bon Jovi, Trivium, AC/DC, Alice in Chains, Metallica, Twisted Sister, Tool, Disturbed, The Wildhearts, HIM, The Darkness, Def Leppard, Slayer, Megadeth, Soil, Drowning Pool, Dresden Dolls, The Distillers, Hole, Pantera, Rage Against the Machine, Faith No More, Kings of Leon, CombiChrist, Peaches, The HorrorPops, Betty Curse, Skindred, Hed PE, Bob Marley, Simply Red, Elvis Costello.. amongst others..

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Movies:



The Lost Boys; The Goonies; House of a Thousand Corpses; The Devil's Rejects; The Count of Monte Cristo; Pit and the Pendulum; Dazed and Confused; Salem's Lot; Interview with the Vampire; The Brotherhood of the Wolf (the SUBTITLED version.. dubbing should be banned!); Almost Famous; Pricilla, Queen of the Desert; Dirty Dancing; Ever After; Ravenous; An American Werewolf in Paris; Benny and Joon; Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (both versions); Sid and Nancy; Almost Famous; The Pest; The Secretary; Ginger Snaps; Reign of Fire; V for Vendetta; anything by Tim Burton.. I seriously could go on for ever, but I'll stop..Jay and Silent Bob

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Television:

The Mighty Boosh; Six Feet Under; Charmed; Family Guy; Lost; Live Autopsy; Supernatural; Most Haunted; Cold Case; Grey's Anatomy; The Class; Hollyoaks *whistles* ..

Books:

Drawing Blood; Exquisite Corpse; Lost Souls; ..anything by Anne Rice; Wuthering Heights; The Fall of the House of Usher; Dracula; Frankenstein; The Seventh Scroll; The Mummy; The Hobbit; Lord of the Rings Trilogy; Flowers in the Attic; The Historian; Swiss Family Robinson; Memoirs of a Geisha; Motley Crue 'Dirt'; Wideacre..

Heroes:

Ahh.. the creative geniuses of this world are my sources of envy: Edgar Allen Poe; Yngwie Malmsteen; Rob Zombie; William Shakespeare; Jimmy Hendricks; Trent Reznor; Stevie Nicks; and the list goes on..
You scored as Dante Alighieri. According to you most of humanity will spend at least some of their afterlife in hell. You have a high likelihood of being exiled, but anyone as bloody fucking romantic as you deserves what they get. You have an exceptional moral code, overshadowed by the fact that you yourself cannot uphold it.Your existence bears a definite irony, although of fairly Christian morality, many pagans, satanists, communists, and intellectuals admire you and your works for all the wrong reasons.Also, the brighest star in your sky is never going to be your lover...It takes a lot of grief to be the cartographer of hell.

Miyamoto Musashi


67%

C.G. Jung


67%

Dante Alighieri


67%

Friedrich Nietzsche


67%

Steven Morrissey


58%

Mother Teresa


42%

Sigmund Freud


42%

Jesus Christ


33%

Elvis Presley


25%

Charles Manson


17%

Hugh Hefner


8%

Adolf Hitler


0%

Stephen Hawking


0%

O.J. Simpson


0%

My Blog

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.grief.. an indescribable emotion.

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hOme (an old poem)

I once stood- On distant shores& I stood. Africa. Her name resounds and fills the air. Wet grass and desert sand- Elephant cries and lion roars- Bananas and koeksisters. The name of my home, My birth ...
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....A Poem Wot I Penned In May....

OH.. to be queenTo this troubled world!To take commandAnd send bitter politics into a whirl.To hug and kiss and loveThat little child,So tired and hungryWith tears in his eyes.I wish I could throw awa...
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girl anachronism

..> You can tellfrom the scars on my arms and the cracks in my hipsand the dents in my carand the blisters on my lipsthat i'm not the carefullest of girlsyou can tell from the glass on the floorand...
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im fucking up.. (wasteofbreathblog)

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