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Background:
I came over to live in England in 1992, to Essex. I lived for 2 years in a creepy suburban modernist monstrosity town called South Woodham (never go there!). I finished my last year of education in William De Ferrers Comprehensive School. I hate snobs who turn their noses up at state schools, thinking a person cant leave one with a respectable level of intelligence. I disproved this by being poor, only getting a state education, but being put up a year and still ending with good grades (well, all except mathematics, which I cannot grasp!)
At 16 I ran away from home and moved to Southend, which is still my base. However, Ive travelled a bit again to Europe with bands I toured with and also travelled to the States.
I graduated in 2004 with a BA degree in Media Performing Arts Music Production. It meant doing a lot of studio work recording and mastering local bands, as well as creating sound effects / foley overdubs for short movies, which was fun. Years before that Id also studied Art & Design and received an HND. I commuted to London to the London College Of Art for a year, but I ran of money to keep studying there, so I just went off doing crummy office gimp work.
Over the last 10 years Ive been in too many bands to mention. Ive also formed 3 bands, which have been active on and off, depending on members leaving to get married or committed to psychiatric units - you know, the usual. The first was a kind of dramatic gothic band called Dark Lament - I played keyboards and sang. There was much word over-pronouncing, eye-bulging a-la Theda Bara and battering drum machines, but it was great fun.
The second outfit I formed was a band we called Orchid (after being stuck for a name for a year!). I advertised for members on old Jack Daniels bottle labels and got a great bunch of guys to work with. Our sound was sort of stripped-down blues rock, maybe indie. It was all no bullsh*t music and no gimmicks, which was refreshing. We did some local stuff together.
When there was only me and the bass player left we decided to try something completely different. We went around charity shops and car boot sales and found a range of the oddest silliest toy keyboards, whistling keyrings, rubbish drum machines and other bleeping and electronic nonsense. The result was a sort of punky electro pop band we called Laisse Faire, because it means whatever or so what in French. Oddly people got into this and we were invited to play out, as well as got the CD played in London clubs, which still seems so bizarre.
Im still aiming to continue with music in my life, as well as writing and art. It is a labour of love rather than the penance of a wage-slave. I never was that good with money anyway, on account of the fact that I dont really understand it that well.
How I Fill My Life Of Hours ...
* Photography & taking photos of random inane & strange things. Through my eye's these snapshots of life's interestingness and the surreal or unusual winds up here. Hit my GUN.
* Filming odd things on my Nokia Phone, well who doesn't? However, if still curious then Hava L@@ksee at my YouTube page as it's often Confuzzling stuff. Hit my HEART.
* Music production (computer editing, effects, soft synths, mixing, analogue loops, etc.)
* Composing writing & arranging, on guitar, keyboards, drum machine, anything. Underneath here be ORCHID, my first band. Under that lays LAISSE FAIRE, my second child.
* Writing articles, short stories, scripts, poetry. I have toyed with the idea of performing at a dramatic reading or beat / slam poetry events, but way too scared.
* Art (tattoo designs, agitation propaganda art & slogans, symbolism and shamanic art, clothes and jewellery making).
* Dancing & seeing the pretty club lights. For my DSI Page jutst click on my legs below...
My Russian Schoolmates and Relatives - all below!
CanYouSeeMahChickadeeAndMeSittingInATree...? 'Iniibig kita...'

My Interests

BoozeFlash !!! So what partayz do I like to Haunt in mah Hood? Here be some NightsOut. Jutst CLICKY on the Club Logos below-go & C. JuiceFlash!!! New photoshoot is here, a Throwing Knife N Shuriken extravaganza in La Soie Chinoise - CLICK B/Low: LooseFlash !!! Below are some ACE photos from a Session dating 07/2007. Many thanks to photographer Derroll Glover for such cinematic shots. Fatale & Noir, 50's Rockabilly Pin-up and Scream Queen stuff. To see more click in the bathtub... NooseFlash! Gallery of my BIRTHDAY BASHMENT on APRIL 17th 2007 is now up. To see it click my dishevelled face below: " All hopped up on goofballs, kid."
Abusing my guitar and other instruments, anally researching something .. or in the library, drinking myself into an early grave, waving my hair around, arguing with people, blowing smoke rings, cycling around looking at stuff, taking in as much caffeine as I can, trolling eBay, asking the DJ for songs I know he won't have, traipsing graveyards and church gardens, reading, painting on T Shirts or pressing studs into belts, messing around with Photoshop filters and making odd art, enjoying the side effects of my medication, throwing knives and shuriken into a dart-board, dancing round my room like Im having conniptions, analyzing dreams, singing badly but loving it anyway, taking photos of all kinds of things.

It's what I am, it's what I live for...

I'd like to meet:

YOU?...
THE BASICS: AN ‘A’ TO ‘Z’ OF MEEE
Name?: Carolina Maria Fasolo, BA (LoL)
Nicknames?: Caz, Bean at school (my last name means ‘bean’ in Italian)
What does your Myspace name mean?: It's my name plus the word 'CROW' in Russian
Birthday?: 17th April
Birthplace?: Moscow, Russia, Russian Federation
Current Location?: Southend On Sea, Essex, England
Your Heritage?: Russian, North Italian, Romany, Bulgarian
Eye Colour?: Very Brown
Hair Colour?: Dark Brown
Height?: 5.5" of stumpy grumpy attitude!
Shoe size?: 6 UK / 39 Euro / 8 USA (eBay teaches you to know that shit)
Right Handed or Left Handed?: Right, but use Left for Fraud & Forgery
Siblings?: Classic example of an only child
Where does most of your family live?: Moscow, Russia
Do you play an Instrument?: Guitar, keyboards, accordion (so-so), melodica
Where have you travelled?: US (California, Florida, New York, Iowa); France, Russia, Belgium, Austria, Sweden, Italy, Amsterdam...
How many languages can you speak?: Russian and English and was learning Spanish
Number of Piercings?: Was 10. Now just 3 in each ear
Number of Tattoos?: None yet. Soon...
Do you Smoke?: Yes but not much
Do you Swear?: @#%* Yeah!
Do you Sing?: At every given opportunity
Do you have any stitches?: Appendix scar plus bra-zillions of other scars.
Describe your hair:? Like an unkept grave, truly evil, a real rats nest. Oh well, tidy hair is for Good Girls
Are you creative?: I love any creative medium with a passion
Do you Email?: Doesn’t the whole Dyslexic world?
Do you read MySpace bulletins?: Yeah… you people are bored and crazy - just like me LoL
Do you want children?: I dont think I'd be any good at that...
Ever had any pets?: A cat called Michael and 3 evil feral rats
What would you rescue from your house in emergency?: Photos of my family
Dream Career?: Travelling anthropologist & documentary maker
What was your favourite game as a kid?: 'Dodge the Domestic Violence'
What are you allergic to?: Boiled milk - get that shit away from me!!!!
Do you get Motion Sickness?: Only after so much cheap Rum...
What does your bedroom look like?: Like Dia de los Muertos everyday
What do you wear to bed?: Varies on the weather and if I'm ‘entertaining’
Do you sleep on your stomach, side or back?: Yes I do. Apart from when I levitate over my bed Satanically
Can you curl your tongue?: Yeth
Can you whistle?: No but I can put my lips together and blow ;)
Are you friends with more men or women?: A good mind is good irrespective of gender
Are you easy to get along with?: Hell no
What are your bad habits?: Time-keeping, talking too loud, tactlessness
What’s the first gift someone gave to you?: My mother gave me the gift of life?
What irritates you?: Got a week?
Who was your most influential person growing up?: My Grandmother Natalia
Were you a boy/girl scout?: I was a Pioneer in Russia. It was cool
Are you an introvert or an extrovert?: Some of both, but at least I’m not a Pervert
Do you ever take medication to help you sleep?: Yeah-huh, it’s called Jack Daniels
First concert?: Technologia (Russian electro band) Hotel Rossia, 1990
First CD / album bought?: Depeche Mode 'Violator' in school in 1990
Do you have a journal?: No. I have a life instead. I'll write about my sins when I'm too old to keep doing them!
Unknown facts about you?: I used to know the Morse Code in Russian, an urban myth really happened to me and I dance a little every day
What is your deepest darkest secret?: I have none. I am transparent!
Name something funny that happened to you?: I once tried to impress a dude at college and wound up pouring a whole can of diet cola down myself like a retard
What 3 words best describe you?: Unprejudiced, knowledge-hungry, Indescribable
What’s under your bed?: My demons
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THE PHILOSOPHICAL: PONDERINGS WONDERINGS & SQUANDERINGS
Your Parents?: All of them are dead now
Your Weakness?: Always having to voice my opinion
Your Fears?: Progressive Human Stupidity
Any phobias?: Plants… The Giant Hogweed in particular
Are you afraid of death?: We all got to go sometime, and all things pass into the night.
How do you want to Die?: With a clear conscience
What is the one question you would ask God?: Why are you here?
What would you like to achieve this year?: To do whatever the fancy takes me to do
Things you want to do before you die?: Have amazing experiences… and accept myself
First thoughts waking up?: Am I still Dreaming?
Your Most Missed Memory?: My mother, grandfather's Dacha in Beryozki, Russia
Regrets of things you’ve done in the past?: I think both lots and none
Have you ever been in Love?: I know something hurts like a bitch...
Do you believe in yourself?: Enough to stand by my convictions
What is the best feeling in the world?: When everything is going right I guess
One thing you’ve realised about yourself?: I self-medicate a little too much
Who is Your worst enemy?: Myself
What moods are you in most?: Black, dreamy, hopeful, frustrated
What are you looking forward to?: Travelling off this island!
What makes you happy?: Wishes coming true
Do you believe in Karma?: No I believe in Chaos, like Verner Heisenbourg and Peter Carroll
Is love alive or dead?: In this world it’s on life support
Do you think you are Attractive?: Mentally yes, physically is a matter of taste
Your Best Physical Feature?: That's for others to decide
Would you consider yourself to be fashionable?: I am a law unto myself
Do you like Thunderstorms?: They can be erotic and charging
What do you tell yourself when times get hard?: If that's all there is my friends, then let's keep drinking
Do people talk about you behind your back?: Yes but I don’t really care
Would you want to be famous one day?: Only for a good purposeful reason
What do you think you did in a past life?: I was either a dark & enticing rapier-wielding warrior or a travelling illusionist
Do you ever lie about your age?: No I think I’ve earned my stripes in years and experience not to suffer fools gladly
Are you a ‘people person’:? Misanthropy is often appealing
Do you like your life?: No and that makes me not a contented materialistically satiated government controlled intellectually barren zombie, of which I am pleased
Would you survive in the Wilderness?: I'd turn into one of those wild folk with long grey hair who wash in their own pee and bark at owls...
Reason to smile?: When you finally give up hoping planning and dreaming and descend into Oblomov-esque apathy of lethargic bliss by reaching the Nirvana of the unimportance of everything and adopting mindless existential abandon, having reached the ultimate insight into the pointlessness of being... or after a good screw. LoL
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DELVY PERSONALLY THINGIES - ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX
Your status?: J’ai Une Ame Solitaire (for those who read)
Favourite Eye Color?: Brown
Favourite Hair Color?: Dark
Short or Long Hair?: Long
Height?: Not too fussed
Weight?: I'm not a size fascist
Best Clothing Style?: My Rock & Roll Rebel in Black
What do you notice about the opposite sex?: Intellignet eyes, poise, energy, enthusiasm, differentness
Do you prefer ‘sensitive boys’ or ‘tough guys’?: Intellectual tearaways
What things are important in a relationship?: Honesty, trust, respect and mind-blowing sex
Is having a partner the key to happiness?: It can really enrich your life or it can destroy it. Make your own happiness
Is it more fun being Single or Taken?: Taken often by my honey-pie
I would never sleep with someone who…: Was a right-wing bigoted greedy racist misogynist prick... or bald
Do you fall fast for people?: Fast in, fast disappointed, fast out the door... sadly
Do you enjoy playing hard to get?: If you don't ask you don't get, so no
Do you believe that you can change someone?: I'd rather meet someone who is already compatible
Your thoughts on Marriage?: What? Mating in captivity? No thanx, It's fattening
Worst thing you did to get back at an Ex?: I never did a thing because his guilt should be enough
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THE FAVOURITES: TURN-ON’S, TURN-OFF’S AND …TURNIPS?
Red or White wine?: Blood red, dark and fruitful as sin
How do you take your coffee?: Black & Bitter - Like my soul
Favourite colour?: Dark black
Kind of music?: As long at it is compelling, moving, evoking, fun, loud, inspiring, witty...
Preferred newspapers?: The Guardian. Independent. Observer
Favourite magazine?: Bizarre Magazine, Vice, NME, National Geographic
Favourite Drink?: JD, Cranberry juice, Russian Tea
Favourite cocktail?: Molotov. Always makes the party go with a bang
What countries would you most like to Visit?: Morocco, Haiti, Egypt, Mexico, Canada, Kenya, Tahiti... too many!
Do you like funny or serious people better?: Serious I guess. Funny can be phoney
Chocolate or Vanilla: Ugh... Chinchilla?!?
Favourite people to talk to: Khris, Lisa, Jesse, Derroll, my Therapist
Favourite subjects at school?: Literature, Music, Art, Geography, History, Language, Biology, Geometry, Physics… I liked school
What is your favourite food/cuisine?: Cheeeeeese... Russian, Caribbean, Italian, Japanese, seafood, NY deli, Mediterranean, mezze, tapas
What movies could you watch over and over?: Bladerunner, Near Dark, Jacob's Ladder and a few others
Favourite sport to watch?: Ice Hockey. BigRig Racing. Fencing, Capoira, Krav Maga... anything with noise, dirt & hitting people LoL
Bright or Dark Room?: Depends how shy the other person is. I dont give a damn
Favourite type of fruit pie?: Cherry, Rhubarb, Apple & Cinnamon, Forest Fruit, Red Berry
Rolling Stones or Beatles?: The Stones. No contest
What's your favourite flower?: I love daisies... no really!
Favourite Scents?: Err... cleanliness, Ocean Dream by Georgio Beverly Hills, fresh rubber tyres, creosote
Favourite Curse word?: CUNT. I think it should be reclaimed by us
Do you prefer desktop or laptop?: I'm good anywhere ;)
How much music do you have at home?: Over 300 CD's, 50 odd vinyl + 12GB of MP3's
Great drinking album?: Anything by AC/DC (Bon Scott era mostly)
Best thinking music? Isao Tomita, Kenji Kawaii, that Phaedra LP
Favourite sexy make-out sounds?: I guess funky 80's stuff by Prince?
Band that reminds you of high school?: Pearl Jam or Nirvana. Iit was everywhere *grrrooaaan*
Dream place to settle down?: I never settle. I wanna live en Mexico!
What is your favourite frozen treat?: The dead blue body of George W. Bush in an ice block - now wouldn't THAT be a treat?
Do you like picnics?: Umm... now that I think of it, no. Fucking bees and wasps in your food, spilt drinks get all sticky, stuff melts, the beer STILL gets too warm even in the Cooler Bag, you pitch your blanket on cow shit, the wind sends your bags flying... I'm being a picnic pooper aren't I?
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SNEAKY PEAK IN TO MAH PANTS - HAVE YOU EVER…
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: What? No, when they break your fucking heart's when you cry. When tings iz good you laugh and dance and screw and stuff.
Believed in True Love Forever?: Yes, but I'm cured now
Broken a bone?: Hand (came off my bike) and Nose. Over and over and over..
Been in a police car?: More than enough times already. Stop the hate, Babylon!
Came close to dying?: Yeah-huh. OD's, car wrecks, drug induced kidney failure, loss of blood, nearly fell off Keddies Tower one time, nearly drowned, nearly fell off a cliff in Yalta... I'm sure there's more.
Cried yourself to sleep?: After June 5th 2006 I cried and drank myself to sleep for 6 months
Ever fired a gun?: My bail terms forbid me to talk about that.
Cried in school?: Oh I'm sure I pitched a few fits and threw a few tantrums in my time - I'm a brat!
Wished you were of the opposite sex?: I dont mind what body my mind lives in. Can't escape your thoughts in any case
Gambled?: Only with my health and safety LoL
Had a good feeling about something and turned out you were right?: Always had a bad feeling about something and turned out I was right
Danced in the shower?: What, so I can lose balance, crack my head on the tiles, slip on the blood pissing outta my gourd, get concussed, fall and accidentally knock the hot tap all the way up, then smash the shower door glass on the way down, land in the shards and pierce my vital organs and finally get boiled and scalded while unconscious from that hot tap I knocked? No thanks.(Wow, I really went a bit overboard there, didn't I?)
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU…
Wrote with a pen on paper?: I scrawl lyrics on Butt Paper and restaurant napkins, bus tickets and the back of my hand...
Slept on the floor?: I like sleeping on the floor it's good for your back
Had your heart broken:? I think it’s been broken so many times now that it’s just going over the scar tissue
What was the cause of your last accident?: I hit the accelerator instead of the break and the wall came up at me very fast…

Did you answer all your questions truthfully?: I always shoot straight when I mean to. if I missed you I was just practising
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" Yoo-Hoo! I'll make you famous... "

CaRoVoRoNa's Results:

    Old-school Goth 100% Romantic Goth 100% Death Rocker 66% Ethereal Goth 42% Fantasy Goth 23% Industrial/Rivet-Head 11%

What Archetypal Gothic Sub-Genre are you?

Music:

I listen to a fair amount of darque glum ahh, bleep bleep click, some noisy grrr, a touch of noirish miserableness, a lotta leather sleaze & a dusting of surreal pop. So heres (ahem, just a few) of the things I listen to:

Musicians & Bands:
$3 Puta, 400 Blows, Abida Parveen, AC/DC, Add N To X, Adult., Alexander Robotnik, Alice In Chains, Angelo Badalamenti, Aphrodite's Child, Auf Der Maur, Augustus Pablo, Anthony Rother, Boris Grebenshikov, Barry Adamson, Bat For Lashes, Bauhaus, Beatnigs, Betty Davis, Big Black , Big Stick, Billie Haliday, Bjork, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Black Sabbath, Blackstrobe, Blondie, Bo Diddley, Bob Dylan, Bobby Hutcherson, Bobby Gentry, Bonde Do Role, Boss Hog, Brassy, Breakn3ck Static, Brian Eno, Butthole Surfers, Cabaret Voltaire, Calexico, Can, Canned Heat, Cansei De Ser Sexy, Captain Beefheart, Carl A Finlow, Carmen Miranda, Carter USM, Casiotone For The Painfully Alone, Cerrato, Claude Debussy, Clock DVA, Chrome Cranks, Closer Musik, Cocteau Twins, Cody ChesnuTT, Coil, Combustible Edison, Comtron / Bastian, Cornelius, Cosmo Vitelli, Count Basie, Cowboy Junkies, Coyote Shivers, Curve, Danielle Dax, Dead Can Dance, Dead Kennedys, Death In June, Delia Derbishire, Demented Are Go, Depeche Mode, DJ Shadow, Diamanda Galas, Discordinated, Disposable Heroes, Dr John, Dresden Dolls, Eagles Of Death Metal, Ed Elain Johnson, Edie Brickell, Eight Story Window, Eighties Matchbox B-Line Disaster, Einsturzende Neubauten, El Vez, Emergency Broadcast Network, Emperor Machine, Erica Pomerance, ESG, Ethyl Meatplow, Fad Gadget, Faster Pussycat, Fat Truckers, Flugschadel, Foetus , Freeform Five, Funtirisk / Jeremy Kolosine, Gina X And The Performance, Gitane Demone, Goblin, Goldfrapp, Gonzales, Grauzone, Gravy Train, Guitar Wolf, Hang On The Box, Hanoi Rocks, His Name Is Alive, Hope Sandoval, Howlin' Wolf, Ian Dury, I:Cube, Iggy & The Stooges / Iggy Pop,Igor Stravinsky, Issao Tomita, Jack Off Jill, Janes Addiction, Jarboe, Jeux Du Corps, Jimi Hendrix, Jimmy Scott, Jimmie Vaughan, Joaquim Rodrigo, John Foxx, John Lee Hooker, John Surman, Jonathan Richman & The Modern Lovers, Johnny Cash, Jon Spencer Blues Explosion, Joy Division, Juliette & The Licks, Kate Bush, Kino, Kraftwerk, Kristin Hersh, Kukl, L A Guns, Ladytron, Larry Levan, Led Zeppelin, Lee Scratch Perry, Liaisons Dangereuses, Linda Perry, Link Wray, Lisa Gerrard, Little Richard, Lou Reed, Love & Rockets, Lydia Lunch. M.I.A., Mahalia Jackson, Mark Stewart & The Maffia, Magazine, Maurice Ravel, Marlene Dietrich, Martin L Gore, Matson Jones, Mephisto Walz, Michelle Shocked, Mindfunk, Ministry, Minty, Miranda Sex Gardens, Mirwais, Miss Kittin, Monster Magnet, Morphine, Mr Oizo, Mr Velcro Fastener, Mu / Mu chan Clan, Musical Youth, Mudhoney, Mumii Troll, N.E.R.D. / Neptunes / Pharrell Williams, Negativland, Neil Young, New York Dolls, Niagara / Muriel Moreno, Nick Cave, Nick Drake, Nico, Nina Simone, Nine Inch Nails, Nitzer Ebb, Ohgr, Our Lady Peace, Pain Teens, Pankow, Patti Smith, Peaches, Perspects, Peter Murphy, Pig, Pigface, Pink Grease, PJ Harvey, Plastic Pertrand, Pop Will Eat Itself, Prince, Public Enemy Public Image Ltd., Pussy Galore, Quantic Soul Orchestra, Quasimoto, Queen Adreena, Quintron, Quireboys, Radical Posture, Ray Charles, Rahzel, Ramones, Rapture, Red House Painters / Mark Kozelek, Regina Spektor, Renegade Soundwave, Revolting Cocks, Rezillos, Ritchie Valens, Rob Zombie, Robbie Robertson, Robert Johnson, Roots Manuva, Ruby / Lesley Rankine, Ruichi Sakamoto, Ry Cooder, Sam Phillips, Saul Williams, Scott Walker, Selfish C*nt, Serge Gainsbourg, Sex Gang Children, Sheila Chandra, Shel Silverstein, Shonen Knife, Sid Vicious, Siouxsie & The Banshees, Sisters Of Mercy, Six By Seven, Skinny Puppy, Smeg & The Heads, Soft Cell , Soundgarden, SPK, Stereo Total, Stevie Ray Vaughan, Suicide / Martin Rev, Suzanne Vega, Syd Barrett, Tarnation / Paula Frazer, The 5678s, The Birthday Party, The Black Keys, The Bomb Party, The Chap, The Centurians, The Cramps, The Cranes, The Cult, The Cure (early only), The Damned, The Dead 60s, The Dead Boys, The Donnas, The Doors, The Duke Spirit, The Go Team, The God Machine, The Hacker, The Horrors, The Killers, The Kills, The Knife, The Leather Nun, The Long Blondes, The Magnificents, The Martini Henry Rifles, The Mummies, The Newlydeads, The Normal, The Pixies, The Raveonettes, The Residents, The Revels, The Rolling Stones, The Slits, The Scare, The Soft Pink Truth, The Soulsavers, The Starlings, The Swans, The Trashwomen, The Ventures, The Vincent Razorbacks, The Tornados, This Mortal Coil, ThroneBerry, Tracy Chapman, Tindersticks, Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers, Tom Vek, Tom Waits, Tommy Sunshine, Tones On Tail, Tracy And The Plastics, Tracy Chapman, Tuxedomoon, TV On The Radio, Van Morrison, Veal, Velvet Underground, Vic Doiree, Vitalic, Virgin Prunes, Vive La Fete, Voodoo Organist, White Noise, White Stripes, White Town / Jyoti Mishra, White Zombie, Willie Dixon, Wire, Wolfman, Wolfmother, X Ray Spex, XC-NN (Tim Bricheno), Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yma Sumac, Zeigenbock Kopf, Zombina & The Skeletons

"...I have seen too much, wipe away my eyes..."

My Rock & Roll Rebel In Black

Dream The Dream Forever

! CaRo's HeRo ! [click on her Tatas]

Movies:

Favourite Films:
1984, Alien Resurrection, Alice (Jan Svankmeyer), Angel Heart, Arlington Road, Apocalypto, Barton Fink, Basket Case, Batman Returns, Battle Royal 1, (Baz Lurmans) Romeo And Juliet, Blade Runner, Blazing Saddles, Bowling For Columbine, Breakfast Club, Brimstone and Treacle, Cabaret, Cabinet Of Doctor Caligari, Carnival Of Souls, Cement Garden, City Of Lost Children, Clockwork Orange, Cool Hand Luke, Company Of Wolves, Crybaby, Dancer In The Dark, Dead Man, Delicatessen, Desperado, Devils Advocate, Dog Day Afternoon, Down By Law, Dune, Dusk Till Dawn, Ed Wood, El Mariachi, Elephant Man Event Horizon, Falling Down, Fahrenheit 911, Fargo, Faster Pussycat Kill Kill, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Flatliners, Frida, Full Metal Jacket, Gas Food Lodging, Gattaca, Ghost World, Heathers, Horror Express, I Walked With A Zombie, Ichi The Killer, If..., Irreversible , Jacobs Ladder, John Carpenters The Thing, Johnny Suede, (Klaus Kinskis) Nosferatu, Leon, Lost Boys, Man bites Dog, Mars Attacks, Midnight Cowboy, Misery, Mulholland Drive, Naked Lunch, Near Dark, Ninth Gate, Nuke Em High 1,2 & 3 (+ any Troma), Oldboy, Once Upon A Time In The West, One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest, Pulse, Pump Up The Volume, Metropolis (Fritz Lang), Repulsion (Roman Polanski), Romeo Is Bleeding, Rosemarys Baby, Saw I,II, III, Scanners, Scarface, Slam (Saul Williams), Sid & Nancy, Silent Hill, Sir Henry At Rawlinsons End, Sin City, Society, Solaris, Taxi Driver, Telefon, Tetsuo - The Iron Man / The Body Hammer, The Big Lebowski, The Crow (Brandon Lee), The Cube, The Dear Hunter, The Good, The Bad and The Ugly, The Handmaids Tale, The Last Temptation Of Christ, The Long Kiss Goodnight, The Man who Cried, The Man Who Fell To Earth, The Mexican, The Prestige, The Shining, The Story of Ricky-Oh, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Village, The Watcher In The Woods, The Wicker Man, Tristana, Unleashed, V For Vendetta, Vampiros Lesbos, Vanilla Sky, Vertigo, What Lies Beneath, Whatever Happened To Baby Jane? Wild Zero, Withnail And I, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Young Frankenstein, Young Guns, Young Guns 2, Zatoichi...
Favourite Film Directors:
David Lynch, Alfred Hitchcock, Cohen Brothers, David Cronenberg, Jan Svankmajer, Ken Russel, M. Night Shyamalan, Robert Rodriquez, Roman Polanski, Russ Meyer, Sergio Leone, Stanley Kubrick, Tim Burton
Animated Films & Manga:
Aeon Flux (Peter Chung), Battle Of The Planets, Ghost In The Shell, Goshogun The Time Etranger, Jan Svankmejers Alice, Macron 1, Robotech, Spirited Away, The Iron Giant, The Maxx, Vampire Princess Miu, Vincent (Tim Burton)

Television:

Television Series:
Twin Peaks, Addams Family (B/W), American Gothic, Babylon 5, Eerie Indiana, Lost, Northern Exposure, Oz, Robin Of Sherwood, Six Feet Under, The Tripods
Television Programmes:
Art with Nigel Spivey, Century Of The Self by Adam Curtis, Great Composers by Howard Goodall, The Power Of Nightmares by Adam Curtis, Travels with Louis Theroux, The Trap by Adam Curtis, Tribes with Bruce Parry, Worst Jobs In History with Tony Robinson, Bushcraft with Ray Mears, Mark Thomas Product, Dispatches, Panorama, The Word, Old Grey Whistle Test, The Tube, Forensic Files.
Comedy:
Bill Bailey (various), Broken News, Dennis Leary No Cure For Cancer, Garth Marenghi's Darkplace, Inside Victor Lewis Smith, Jaaaam, Monkey Dust, Penn and Teller, Red Dwarf, Ricky Gervais Politics, The Late Edition, The Young Ones, TV Nation, TV Offal
Favourite Cartoons:
Action League Now, Beavis & Butthead, Captain Star, CatDog, Cow & Chicken, Doctor Zitbag€™s Transylvanian Pet Shop, Duckman, El Nombre, Home For Rent, Invader Zim, Johnny Bravo, Magic Roundabaout, Monkey Dust, Pepe Le Pew, Pinky & The Brain, Powerpuff Girls, Ren & Stimpy, Salad Fingers, Samirai Jack, Speedy Gonzales, Sylvester , The Animaniacs, X-Men Evolution

Books:

Authors and Writers:
Alexander Blok, Alexandre Dumas, Alexey Tolstoy, Anais Nin, Angela Carter, Charles Baudelaire, Christina Rossetti, Edgar Allen Poe, Edward Lear, George Orwell, Gil Scott Heron, H.P. Lovecraft, Isaak Azimov, Jean Paul Sartre, John Keats, Ken Kesey, Lord Byron, Maggie Estep, Margaret Atwood, Marquis De Sade, Mary Shelley, Michael Bulgakov, Michael Moore, Murray Lachlan Young, Noam Chomsky, Phillip K Dick, Sergei Yesenin, Shelley Hirsh, Victor Hugo, Voltaire, William Blake
The Master & Margarita by Michail Bulgakov, One Flew Over The Cuckoo€™s Nest by Ken Kesey, A Handmaid€™s Tale by Margaret Atwood, The Count Of Monte Christo by Alexandre Dumas, 1984 and Animal Farm by George Orwell, A Clockwork Orange by Anthony Burgess, The Laughing Man by Victor Hugo, The Night Stalker by Phillip Carlo, The Gadfly by E. L. Voynich, The Fly Room by Th. Metzger, Dracula by Bram Stoker, Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille, Mind Hunter by John Douglas, The Travel Book by Lonely Planet UK
Favourite Graphic Novels:
Sandman & Death by Neil Gaiman, Lazarus Churchyard by Warren Ellis, Johnny The Homicidal Maniac and I Feel Sick by Jhonen Vasquez, Kill Your Boyfriend by Grant Morrisson, Chi Chian by Voltaire, Lenore by Roman Dirge, Evil Ernie by Brian Pulido (+ other Chaos Comics), Tank Girl (Deadline) by Jamie Hewlett, Kabuki by David Mack, Gloom Cookie by Serena Valentino, Durhum Red by Dan Abnett, Maus by Art Spiegelman

Heroes:

Some are heroes and some are antiheroes - but I feel they jolted this world
Frida Kahlo & Patti Smith!!! + Adam Curtis, Angela Davis, Anthony La Vey, Bettie Davis, Bobbie Gentry, Bruce Parry, Carl Jung, Chris Morris, Chuck D, Dana Zohar, Genesis P Orridge, Germaine Greer, Gil Scott Heron, Jean Baudrillard, Jello Biafra, Joan Baez, John Peel, Joshua Pearson of EBN, Klaus Nomi, Linsey Kemp, Leonard Bernstein, Luísa Hanaê Matsushita, Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Matilda Joslyn Gage, Mathangi Arulpragasam, Mutsumi Kanamori, Michael Franti, Noam Chomsky, Peter James Carroll, Polly Jean Harvey, Quentin Crisp, Richard Ramirez, Rosa Parks, Sandy Kewanhaptewa, Saul Williams, Starhawk, Tahan K Jones, The Last Poets, Theda Bara, Valentina Tereshkova, Werner Heisenberg, Wolfgang Pauli and many more

My Blog

The Suicide Dream

The Suicide Dream I dreamed that I was in what looked like a school gymnasium, a place where indoor sports like basketball would be played. Even the bench seats were tiered like in a normal high schoo...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 04:48:00 PST

The Guesthouse Dream

The Guesthouse Dream My house is a semi-detached English house built around 1920. To the left is another house, usually, in reality, a similar size to mine and separated from mine by a narrowish dark ...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 05:36:00 PST

Carolinas Public A-Dress so LISTEN UP

The time was bound to come Lay-deez and Lay-me's: I've took a long hard look @ y'all, the bulge grown all up the front of my friendz list, and I knew I had to have a DeTox. Well yeah-huh, I added a s...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:35:00 PST

MySpace... Tragic Truths

Fuck you number ONE: There is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace Tracker, MySpace LoveChecker, MySpace Instant Record Deal or MySpace New Penis Generator. Like Santa and Virgin Births they DON'T exist. Have y...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 05:03:00 PST

WhySpace? WHY???

... Jeez today is just Eeevil on here! Are these people TRYING to send me insane? I'm gonna pull my hair out - Grrrr....First of all some shitty skinhead-looking band of 50-year-old losers have tried ...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 12:01:00 PST

Weird Wedding

Saturday May 18th 2007 I got married! Here's me (the Groom LoL) with my lovely bride Harleyquin and bridesmades TaraTrash & RoOdle, amongst other esteemed guests Scarlett and Phoenix... And if yo...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Mon, 21 May 2007 12:24:00 PST

Serious Statement about Quizzes & Surveys

Dear Friends. I have decided to make an important choice from now on: I am not going to be filling out or posting ANY MORE quizzes or surveys on MySpace and posting them up as bulletins There are ...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Thu, 17 May 2007 12:48:00 PST

Ouchie Part III - Slipped on a Lemon. Feel like a Lemon.

Just got my birthday madness out of the way and expected that the next few weeks would be a wind-down. Hmm... Not in my line of work of course when you work late into the wee wee hours around a lot o...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 04:31:00 PST

My Birthday Part II - A Thankee

First of all let me start by thanking all of you WICKED-SWEET people who made it to my party! You guys made my day and it was the best! Also I wanna thank Derroll for the lethally sexual Vodka Jello a...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 05:09:00 PST

??? MY BIRTHDAY ???

..> Dearly perverted, the time has come for me to celebrate mourn another year gone LOL! To make it easy and cheap for y'all I shall be in The SUN ROOMS bar in SOUTHEND ON SEA [20-21 Market Pl...
Posted by `Carolina`Vorona` on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 10:10:00 PST