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tangerine

I don't respect your system. I won't protect your system. When you talk i don't listen.

About Me


I get out, I get out of all your boxes. I get out, you can't hold me in these chains. I'll get out. Father free me from this bondage. Knowin' my condition. Is the reason I must change. Your stinkin' resolution. Is no type of solution. Preventin' me from freedom. Maintainin' your polution. I won't support your lie no more. I won't even try no more. If I have to die, oh Lord. That's how I choose to live. I won't be compromised no more. I can't be victimised no more. I just don't sympathize no more. Cuz now I understand. You just wanna use me. You say "love" then abuse me. You never thought you'd loose me. But how quickly we forget. That nothin' is for certain. You thought I'd stay here hurtin'. Your guilt trip's just not workin'. Repressin' me to death. Cuz now I'm choosin' life, yo. I take the sacrifice, yo. If everything must go, then go. That's how I choose to live. No more compromises. I see past your diguises. Blindin' through mind control. Stealin' my eternal soul. Appealin' through material. To keep me as your slave. See, what you see is what you get. Oh, and you ain't seen nothin' yet. Oh, I don't care if you're upset. I could care less if you're upset. See it don't change the truth. And your hurt feeling's no excuse. To keep me in this box. Psychological locks. Repressin' true expression. Cementin' this repression. Promotin' mass deception. So that no one can be healed. I don't respect your system. I won't protect your system. When you talk I don't listen. Oh, let my Father's will be done. I've just accepted what you said. Keepin' me among the dead. The only way to know. Is to walk then learn and grow. But faith is not your speed. Oh, you've had everyone believed. That you're the sole authority. Just follow the majority. Afraid to face reality. The system is a joke. Oh, you'd be smart to save your soul. Oh, when escape is mind control. You spent your life in sacrifice. To a system for the dead. Oh, are you sure... Where is the passion in this living. Are you sure it's God you servin'. Obligated to a system. Getting less then you're deserving. Who made up these schools, I say. Who made up these rules, I say. Animal conditioning. Oh, just to keep us as a slave. Oh, just get out. Of this social purgatory. Just get out. All these traditions are alive. Just get out. Superstition killing freedom. Knowin' my condition. Is the reason I must die. Just get out. Let's get out. Knowin' my condition. Is the reason I must die. Just get out.
love, oh how i love being in love. i love my friends. i love my family. i love van morrison, the eagles, and dylan. i love the country of mexico. i want to marry arizona and brian of course. i could swim all day in the ob sand. one love.

My Interests

courageous people; travels; places; people; arts; the pursuit..

Can you really ask what reason Pythagoras had for abstaining from flesh? For my part I rather wonder both by what accident and in what state of soul or mind the first man did so, touched his mouth to gore and brought his lips to the flesh of a dead creature, he who set forth tables of dead, stale bodies and ventured to call food and nourishment the parts that had a little before bellowed and cried, moved and lived. How could his eyes endure the slaughter when throats were slit and hides flayed and limbs torn from limb? How could his nose endure the stench? How was it that the pollution did not turn away his taste, which made contact with the sores of others and sucked juices and serums from mortal wounds? … It is certainly not lions and wolves that we eat out of self-defense; on the contrary, we ignore these and slaughter harmless,tame creatures without stings or teeth to harm us, creatures that, I swear, Nature appears to have produced for the sake of their beauty and grace. But nothing abashed us, not the flower like tinting of the flesh, not the persuasiveness of the harmonious voice, not the cleanliness of their habits or the unusual intelligence that may be found in the poor wretches. No, for the sake of a little flesh we deprive them of sun, of light, of the duration of life to which they are entitled by birth and being.

I'd like to meet:

real loving people

Music:



You can dream a little dream
Or you can live a little dream
I'd rather live it
Cuz dreamers always chase
But never get it

Books:

So after all the activities that we had the kids take part in, dodgeball, hiking, tug o' war, we gathered around the campfire. When it was time to get up, too many people were on one side of the bench and it tipped over. This "Super Bench" didn't fall all the way back cuz there was a tree right behind it. One girl got pinned between the bench and the tree. Starts whispering my name while she's on the ground as if she's taking her last breath. The other had her foot pinned under the bench. OY! Had to carry both of them to the van and send them on their way. Snuck off after all the comotion with flask in one hand and pottery in the other.


My Blog

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oh what a world. im lonely and bored drowning in deep pool like voids floating back up to the surface momentarily to bathe in the sun. kissing my feet he holds in his palms i wonder is this what its ...
Posted by tangerine on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:43:00 PST

honey

Youth posing as a saint. [Egotistical], sleep and dance in Babylon, your fingers vainly threading themselves through truth. Imprisoning yourself when all you want is steady love and wings that soar.&n...
Posted by tangerine on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 12:01:00 PST

updated: 12/15

"To error is human, to forgive is divine." kaila"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." - Ghandi"The pleasure we feel in criticizing robs us from being moved by very ...
Posted by tangerine on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 10:52:00 PST

HEMP<33

*Stolen from someone else, thx.~Fuel: * Farming 6% of the continental U.S. acreage with biomass crops would provide all of America's energy needs. * Hemp is Earth's number-one biomass resource;...
Posted by tangerine on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 11:43:00 PST

on the subject of weed, feeling indeed, i was just thinking..

why do some people hold people who smoke pot in tarnished disdain. we dont do it to purpously piss you off or something. Why is it so criminalized? Marijuana has NUMEROUS medicinal benefits and can gr...
Posted by tangerine on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 02:23:00 PST