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Kristin Joy

The significant problems we have cannot be solved at the same level of thinking with which we create

About Me


Life is fragile and absurd, knowlege is the deep abyss that eargerly beckons and tempts. Nostalgia sets in.

I am a seeker of knowledge, and I have learned many things through out my life. People tend to think that I'm snobby or aloof, but that's okay. I know I'm not a snob. I just daydream a lot. I am wild, crazy, and a bit of a rebel. I'm always up to something. I have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle me. I'm intense. I definitely am a handful, and I'm prone to getting in trouble. I guess some would say that I'm tightly wound. It's easy to get me excited... which can be a good or bad thing. I get my hopes up too easily. I have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. I have the drive and ambitions to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Depending on the way you see it I could be the total package - slick, sexy, smart, and strong haha, but I'm happily taken by the most handsome, cuddly, love of a man, Jimmy and we've been together since September 7, 2006.
I'm the type of girl that can be easily influenced by the right people, but at the same time I can be very influencial to almost everyone I know. One of my greatest downfalls is that I don't always resist the urge to bring somebody down. I try to remember to put other's feelings before mine, but that only goes so far.I am a seeker. I often find myself restless - and I have many questions about life. I tend to want to travel often, to fairly random locations. And sometimes I'm most comfortable when I'm far away from home. I pride myself on being passionate, but sometimes I think i trust too easily, and love too soon. I'm the poster child of acting on impulse but, impulses sometimes get me into trouble.I like to think that I'm intuitive and wise. And sometimes I feel like I understand the world better than some people. My imagination is overly active and I often get carried away with my thoughts. Like all other human beings I'm prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. I like to think that I'm friendly, welcoming, and warm. I get along with almost everyone. I try to avoid conflict, but I always have been confrontational. I have an easy going attitude, but I take offense when people talk down about the music I listen to, the shows I watch, or the movies that I call my favorites. I love spending time with my family and loved ones. At times, I can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, I pull it together.
Kristin JOY's Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: My Moon My Man - Feist
Waking up: Conspiracy - Paramore
Average day: My Favorite Game - The Cardigans
First date: I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off - Fallout Boy
First kiss: Beating Heart Baby - Head Automatica Falling in love: Witness - Sarah McLachlan
Love scene: All Mine - Portishead
Fight scene: Blood On The Ground - Incubus
Breaking up: It Don't Matter - Rehab
Getting back together: Give Me A Reason To Love You - Portishead
Secret love: Maybe Tomorrow - Stereophonics
Life's okay: Only When I Dance - Becca
Mental breakdown: What I Always Wanted - Kittie
Driving: The Overly Dramatic Truth - El P
Learning a lesson: Get It Together - India Arie
Deep thought: Strange And Beautiful - Aqualung
Flashback: Good Times - The Animals
Partying: Early Mornin' - Britney Spears
Happy dance: When I Grow Up - Garbage
Regreting: To Be Free - Emiliana Torrini
Long night alone: The Greatest - Cat Power
Death scene: Do You Realize - The Flaming Lips
Closing credits: Goodbye Horses - Q. Lazzurus

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Dress party at the frat house

I wore a dress for that?     Two and a half Natty Ices, and two very weak shots, and about fifty drunk and sweaty pledges later, it was time to call it a night.   On the way home I...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:42:00 PST

I don’t care

Even though in all actuality, I do care, it hurts less to say that I don't.  I don't care that you've hurt my feelings.  I don't care that I trust too easily, and have a hard time ...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 03:21:00 PST

Lover Dreamer

Lover Dreamer Lover of life, dreamer of dreams My sacrifices, I trust myself to redeem. Hidden sorrows, avoiding conflict And always quick to feel for another. "Prick!" goes the thorn, "Drip!" goes th...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 02:56:00 PST

Passion. I give everyone a chance.

It's long overdue, but that doesn't mean you've avoided what my opinions and feelings are.   You're amazing.  You're amazing in the way that I'm amazed by how pathetic you are.  I'm ama...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 02:21:00 PST

I’m only crying because it hurts

Think, believe, feel what you will.  I don't think I have anymore heart for your arguments or complaint.  I can't help anyone more than I can help myself.  Am I selfish?  Am I...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 01:27:00 PST

She Was

She was the kind of girl who would give in too easily.  The kind of girl who trusted too soon, spoke before thinking, and always had to have her cake and eat it too.
Posted by Kristin Joy on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 08:47:00 PST

time heals all

I'm sorry I jaded you. I snatched the rose colored glasses off of your face and smashed them to bits beneath my four inch heel. While you were comfortably day dreaming and planning for the future, I w...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 06:02:00 PST

Story of my life...

I'm the one left out. I'm always the bystander of the group, duo, or trio. I loathe myself.
Posted by Kristin Joy on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 01:40:00 PST

I woke up screaming

I woke up screaming for the first time in either a really long time and I don't remember, or for the first time ever period. All I remember was screaming in my dream, but this time I actually heard m...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 12:25:00 PST

Growing up? Or becoming jaded?

Do you ever realize that, when we were children we were more perceptive and open minded than we are now? We were so welcoming, and we never judged things or people, but simply asked "why?"Do you ever ...
Posted by Kristin Joy on Tue, 06 May 2008 03:45:00 PST