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AHoaxToLive4

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About Me

Im 20 from Lansing Michigan I love to draw paint write I go school and plan to own a tattoo shop I love my guitar and meeting new people I have a girl friend whom Ive been with for the past year and a half, I love playing in my band when we have it and I hope to one day be a poet other then that im pretty lame but, what I would love most of all is to have lived to move, moved for glory I want to explode like a roman candle and strive to be mad
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My Interests

poems interest me so ill give you one:The constant prevail of romance proven to be the reason I stand, ascend, a reason to breath resulting in my stink, I secrete the forgetful regret, a blink of an eye, get lost in a wink, just a way to leave without a cause and with out a doubt a way to protest my needs I think everything I show you that’s hidden under sewn shut eyes is held by the arms of waking up in folds more reasons to why im washing dirty dishes killing pain with forms of getting high, and the sad taste of pictures aged in old held in heart attacks, out of taste no answer phone call pranks and im lost in a stream breathing in gold.black mouth opens wide to talk about things that keep me down, fed with pride and in a stipple of color she pressed her lips against the thoughts and toys with idea of being set aside, dark redoubt, restless alive tasteless copycats, an unoriginal phoney pants, and fishing in a wave of un plucked eye brows and tide heartlessly waiting for nothing and holding hands alone , writing her name in my blood with a razorblade smile opening wide to a hidden frown faltering inside.and as you sit there confiding in your rhyme Jones and tom foolery your finger licking abominations spill onto everyone causing an outbreak of wanting you and I sit here lingering in forgetfulness while you make a fool of me because you know I’ll still love you slow intimidated wrongs and reactions from speaking louder then shouting right and wrong ambitions and you solemnly swear to slowly confide in me here your reasons you abuse my trustworthy decisions.

Music:

my fav. bands are the faint, zeromancer, poison the well, blindside, and then there was none, deftones, deadpoetic, orgy NIN, sparta, 30sectomars, and the list plays on, the postal service, Mindless self indulgence, prodigy, stabbing westword, dredg, finch, slipknot converge, cursive, the cure, brighteyes, bjork, muse, TOOL, the mars volta, at the drive-in, the used, As i lay dying, im kind of digging my chemical romance, dillenger escape plan,deadsy, at the gates, norma jean, isnt it yesterday, one step further then the fall, crossbreed, the bled, opeth, i like jay z but only the grey because dj danger mouse took the beatles white album made it into rap formation and the lyrics of jay-zs black album and made a very sweet grey album, dimmu borgir,cradle of filth,satyricon, dying fetus,old mans child, and the list goes on and on but my fingers are bleeding

Movies:

requiem for a dream, train spotting, party monster, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, saw (only the first one), HIGH TENSION, pulp fiction, reservoir dogs, Jackie brown, kill bill one and two, from dusk till dawn, fight club, garden state, the holy grail, life of Brian, lost highway and the sound track by the way, and so on and so forth any thing weird or violent or funny as long as its my style im there

Books:

anansi boys, american gods, neverwhere, stardust, smoke and mirrors: short fictions and illusions, curse of lono, hells angels, better than sex:gonzo papers vol.4, fear and loathing in las vegas, the rum diary, on the road, the dharma bums, Desolation Angels, Big Sur, Subterraneans, The Windblown World: The Journals Of Jack Kerouac 1947-1954,

Heroes:

jack kerouac, allen ginsberg, bob dylan, james dean, Hunter S. Thompson, Ralph Steadman, my father for never being around ... it saved my life, steven king, Neil Gaiman, eric drooker, to name a few ;)

My Blog

coca rails and ditzy smiles

Its hard to find someone to listen in this place where even crazy people find it hard to imagine it didnt happen to me owing more thrills then perceived from rolled up dollar bills jagged crystals...
Posted by AHoaxToLive4 on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 02:34:00 PST