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Ryan Lee

I am gonna get what I want... soon.

About Me

I love who i am. Truely. I know that I am going to do what is best for me, and the people who truely care about me. In my enitre life... VERY few people have stood behind me. I love those people... With all of my heart.
I have a great girlfriend. Probably the best there is... She is Smart, Funny, Beautiful, and all i want is to be near her. I love you Chas! Forever and ever babe! I love you...
I have a good life... I want to be in a band again someday, and maybe even become an engineer. As in a Studio Engineer. I just want to work in the music industry. I think that would be perfect for me.
Life is a search to be happy, all you need to do is go out and get it...
THESE ARE SOME THINGS THAT I LOVE!!!
CHAS!!!
MUSIC!!!
MY MOTORCYCLE!!!
DARTS!!!
MY KITTY!!!
"Hands Down"
Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull,
these hearts they race from self control.
Your legs are smooth as they graze mine,
we're doing fine, we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed, lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here, from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?". Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.

My Interests

I love to play music. It is my life, my passion. It is one of the few things left in life can be totally and uderly pure. I want it, and Will continue to let music pour out of my body and soul...

I'd like to meet:

Someone who truely wants the best for me... a good friend to stand behind me, and pick me up when i fall!

Music:

Ben Folds and Ben Folds Five, Andrew W. K., Finch, Blink 182, Angels and Airwaves, Allister, Goldfinger, Relient K, Reel Big Fish, Zebrahead, Starting Line, All-American Rejects, Thrice, Chiodos, New Found Glory, Something Corporate, Plus 44, Dashboard, and too many more to mention.

Television:

I haven't been watching a lot of TV. I dont have the time. But there is always time to watch a few hands of poker. I could watch a poker game all day.

Books:

My favorite book of all time is called Son of a Preacher Man, but I love Stephen King. If you haven't read Eyes of the Dragon, you need to read it.

Heroes:

Anyone Who takes charge of their own life, and is willing to break the bonds of conformity. It is not an easy thing to do and for that I Salute you. Chas has been so strong, and that is why she is one of my heros.

My Blog

What a day for a day dream...

That is where I wanna be... in a day dream... I think things would be better then... It has been a rough summer. Soon it will be over and I will be able to move on and do other things. I need to get m...
Posted by Ryan Lee on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 12:16:00 PST

What a Journey

I dont usually write here, becuase i dont have many things important to say. I, however, had a conversation that I think changed my life. Life has taken me on a wild ride. I was not abused as a child,...
Posted by Ryan Lee on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 12:50:00 PST

Anger! He smiles towering in metalic purple armor...

I have recently fallen into a sort of mild depression. I dont really know why either... I am sure that some of it has come from the losing of my girlfriend of two and a half years, but I dont think th...
Posted by Ryan Lee on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 10:09:00 PST