aiysha- [SHIT SON!]

can i scream?

yeah!

i am aiysha. I AM THE CHAMP . i am 17 years old. i study media publishing btec at halesowen college and find it terribly boring. i want to be over there and have many plans in my head of ways in which i can get over there.

pav is my best friend in the whole world. i love her a bit too much. we have too much fun together and it's ace. and she's ace. and our secrets are ace. and our special words are ace. and our conversations are ace. if she were to abandon me i would prolly jump off my roof like the amazing (secret) emo that i am and create a terrible mess. we are lovers over the halesowen/stourbridge border =)

i think i enjoy music a bit too much and perhaps let it consume far too much of my time. as alice once said to me 'music is like a drug, i need a huge fix everyday otherwise i fall apart'. i agree with alice very much.

i like my music grimey =)

ok so i may not exactly know what grimey music is, but i have my ideas and enjoy my understanding of it. i also like my music fun. and i love when i like a song that i actually myself know is terrible, but still listen to it and eventually maybe fall in love with it. it's the best. other than that, i just like music thats ace. i think my taste in music is fair. i'm not going to rant on about how it's better than yours (although it probably is... =P).

my biggest problem is that i avoid talking to people. unless i have known you for many years, chances are that i will speak to you as little as i can. i struggle to make conversation is all and no matter how hard i try i can't do it. alot of the time i do want to talk to you, but am just clueless as to how i would hold a whole conversation. for this reason also, if i do see you out and about, i will avoid you like the plague. dont take it personally.

i think i may have gone far too much into detail about me, but it's all good

oh and

IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME*, DON'T JUST ADD ME JUST FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR SO CALLED POPULARITY. ONLY ADD ME IF YOU INTEND TO TALK TO ME (be it via comments or messages.. i dont mind.) * thats right, this means if you dooo know me, you can use me to boost up your friend count... whores =)

ayeee.