"Nobody heard him, the dead man, But still he lay moaning: I was much further out than you thought And not waving but drowning.Poor chap, he always loved larking And now he's dead It must have been too cold for him his heart gave way, They said.Oh, no no no, it was too cold always (Still the dead one lay moaning) I was much too far out all my life And not waving but drowning."
it is interesting how when you think you know people they can most of the time shock the hell out of you with a whole different person that they had hiding inside them...or maybe they hang out with people only to become the things that they are not - by not having a real personality they no longer exist so the more they present their affectations to whatever crowd they desparatly need to impress today the further they are from being at all...People have a funny way about them. I would like to meet all the people who pretend that they are one thing and are actually another but I would like to meet them the first time as the one that they are hiding .. it would make things SO much easier..and I bet it would hurt less too
today I will say- the cure, thursday, placebo, die warzau, pwei, massive attack, sam and dave, al green, material issue, susan, type o negative, nin, my life with the thrill kill cult, kmfdm, marilyn manson, texas, pizzicato five, more........................................................ ................ "Im lying on my back now The stars look all too near Flowers on the razor wire I know youre here We are few And far between I was thinking about her skin Love is a many splintered thing Dont be afraid now Just walk on in (flowers on the razor wire) (walk on in) Her eyes were cobalt red Her voice was cobalt blue I see no purple light Crashing out of you So just walk on in (flowers on the razor wire) (walk on in) Her lovers queued up in the hallway I heard them scratching at the door I tried to tell her About marx and engels, God and angels I dont really know what for But she looked good in ribbons So just walk on in She looked good in ribbons So just walk on inTie a red red red red red red ribbon Love is a many splintered thing Tie a red red red red ribbon Dont be afraid Just walk on inJust walk on in (incoming...) (incoming...) Just walk on in Just walk on in Flowers on the razor wire Just walk on in... Incoming"
I love movies ... bad ones .. good ones ..what is that saying about pizza and sex... even when its bad its still good? (although I don't eat pizza) you can never go wrong with a movie... except I am not really in to horror movies ... little kids portrayed as evil and shit like that give me nightmares for days....years ...I am still scarred by several from my childhood......
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"Blue heaven, but high Catholic domes are more blue.Forgive me happy boy, the death I brought you. For the roses from the stall, for the foolish letters you sent, that your dark and impudent face grew pale. I thought a cadet's pride at becoming adult. I thought, objects of the cult aren't loved like brides. But it happened to be real. Into the freezing days, already listless, you followed me everywhere and always. As though you wanted to see Court-evidence I didn't love you. Forgive me! Vowed yourself to martyrdom. And death held out his hand to you... But why? Why did you take it? I didn't know how frail the naked throat under the high blue collar. Happy Boy... tortured owlet... Forgive me. I find it hard today to leave the church."
MY MOM ...