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Annie

audible to everyone but who listens? and if heard, what then? be lead? become leadden? weightless sp

About Me

No te amo como si fueras rosa de sal, topacio o flecha de claveles que propagan el fuego: te amo como se aman ciertas cosas oscuras, secretamente, entre la sombra y el alma. Te amo como la planta que no florece y lleva dentro de sí, escondida, la luz de aquellas flores, y gracias a tu amor vive oscuro en mi cuerpo el apretado aroma que ascendió de la tierra. Te amo sin saber cómo, ni cuándo, ni de dónde, te amo directamente sin problemas ni orgullo: así te amo porque no sé amar de otra manera, sino así de este modo en que no soy ni eres, tan cerca que tu mano sobre mi pecho es mía, tan cerca que se cierran tus ojos con mi sueño. Soneto XVII - Pablo Neruda______________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ __________________I live in a world whose arms are open to me but I know that intention of this embrace is nothing more than the invitation to be alone with a stranger when no one is watching and no one will hear me scream....

My Interests

"Nobody heard him, the dead man, But still he lay moaning: I was much further out than you thought And not waving but drowning.Poor chap, he always loved larking And now he's dead It must have been too cold for him his heart gave way, They said.Oh, no no no, it was too cold always (Still the dead one lay moaning) I was much too far out all my life And not waving but drowning."

I'd like to meet:

it is interesting how when you think you know people they can most of the time shock the hell out of you with a whole different person that they had hiding inside them...or maybe they hang out with people only to become the things that they are not - by not having a real personality they no longer exist so the more they present their affectations to whatever crowd they desparatly need to impress today the further they are from being at all...People have a funny way about them. I would like to meet all the people who pretend that they are one thing and are actually another but I would like to meet them the first time as the one that they are hiding .. it would make things SO much easier..and I bet it would hurt less too

Music:

today I will say- the cure, thursday, placebo, die warzau, pwei, massive attack, sam and dave, al green, material issue, susan, type o negative, nin, my life with the thrill kill cult, kmfdm, marilyn manson, texas, pizzicato five, more........................................................ ................ "Im lying on my back now The stars look all too near Flowers on the razor wire I know youre here We are few And far between I was thinking about her skin Love is a many splintered thing Dont be afraid now Just walk on in (flowers on the razor wire) (walk on in) Her eyes were cobalt red Her voice was cobalt blue I see no purple light Crashing out of you So just walk on in (flowers on the razor wire) (walk on in) Her lovers queued up in the hallway I heard them scratching at the door I tried to tell her About marx and engels, God and angels I dont really know what for But she looked good in ribbons So just walk on in She looked good in ribbons So just walk on inTie a red red red red red red ribbon Love is a many splintered thing Tie a red red red red ribbon Dont be afraid Just walk on inJust walk on in (incoming...) (incoming...) Just walk on in Just walk on in Flowers on the razor wire Just walk on in... Incoming"

Movies:

I love movies ... bad ones .. good ones ..what is that saying about pizza and sex... even when its bad its still good? (although I don't eat pizza) you can never go wrong with a movie... except I am not really in to horror movies ... little kids portrayed as evil and shit like that give me nightmares for days....years ...I am still scarred by several from my childhood......

Television:

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Books:

"Blue heaven, but high Catholic domes are more blue.Forgive me happy boy, the death I brought you. For the roses from the stall, for the foolish letters you sent, that your dark and impudent face grew pale. I thought a cadet's pride at becoming adult. I thought, objects of the cult aren't loved like brides. But it happened to be real. Into the freezing days, already listless, you followed me everywhere and always. As though you wanted to see Court-evidence I didn't love you. Forgive me! Vowed yourself to martyrdom. And death held out his hand to you... But why? Why did you take it? I didn't know how frail the naked throat under the high blue collar. Happy Boy... tortured owlet... Forgive me. I find it hard today to leave the church."

Heroes:

MY MOM ...

My Blog

..your cryptonym, Ill be needing that now..29..29.29...

when that time came for me to say all unsaid and warranted I failed you.. looked in your eyes and then cast mine away in a breeze whipping around brickwork..and you loved me still..enough..loved ...
Posted by Annie on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 03:21:00 PST

I dont think this ever reflects what these are about ...BUT I’ve been hiding things..

    I guess this goes without saying (now hang-on why do people say that .. if it did then it would not be said ..I suppose I am a bit contrary ) alas..CHITTY... I feel like when things...
Posted by Annie on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 12:09:00 PST

cut me off Im drunk on assholes....

    2007 quick reference to vacuousnesswhat a strange year this has been ... I honestly think the whole world is going mad ... we have become a society full to the brim of shallow and useless pursuits...
Posted by Annie on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 10:00:00 PST

LA road trippin.... lookout weekend!!

so Thara and I are gonna hit the road this morning so that we can become rapstars ... we have decided that multiple hours in the car will be excellent for our new Sexytimes LP ... I hope that the nex...
Posted by Annie on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:51:00 PST

and there I thought that today could not get more stupid ...

    And then my dog died ..... Rest In Peace,  Zippy Lee, August 1993- March 21st, 2007....  
Posted by Annie on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:51:00 PST

eeewwww....

        I am grossed out by all the sights sounds and smells of myspace today .... does everyone have to be so gross? is everyone stupid and lame ? I am grumpy  and ...
Posted by Annie on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 02:35:00 PST

late night .....

    Did you ever have one of those... just got home form work at like ass o'clock in the morning introspective self loathing moments where you think to yourself .. "hey self , I thought...
Posted by Annie on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 02:44:00 PST

yup .. I'm livin in awesometown....

    P bit me again ... and it is fucking LAME .. it hurts and the stupid university of podunk doctor  didn't give me painkillers ... what the fuck ... my cat is such a boner and I ...
Posted by Annie on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:40:00 PST

in the rain ....

"Putting the pressure on much harder nowTo return again and againJust let the red rain splash youLet the rain fall on your skinI come to you defences downWith the trust of a child"...
Posted by Annie on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:30:00 PST

SUCH A BUMMER.....

    So today I was at work and this guy came in to say that he saw a dog on the corner who looked to him as if she had been hit by a car ... alas I rounded the corner and she was in fac...
Posted by Annie on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 03:38:00 PST