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I am here for Dating and Friends

About Me

"While the doors to possibility may be infinite in number, it is probabillity that holds the keys"....."
I'm someone who likes to create things,... clothes, sculptures, random pieces of ornamentation, scribbles and doodles that some might call art, expressing myself in a vast array of different mediums.... I'm allergic to stupid people, I don't ever remember my dreams, but I know that I have them, I have random moments of dizzyness and nausea that are induced by weird seemingly random sequences of thoughts that I can't describe, but one of them includes Captain Crunch.. I have a strong dislike for people who can't communicate how they really feel about something or someone, at times I get angry at myself, for the same reason, I enjoy intelligent conversations, provided they're with someone intelligent.. I also believe everyone is entitled to their own opinion however wrong it may be, as long as they do not impose that same opinion on other people...
Hooray, fetus!:
Official Columbine. Myspace

My Interests

Dancing, Art, Making things, Cooking,indian food, Circuit chips, Music that makes me think, People that can do that "beat box thingy" where they make electronic noises with their mouth, Knives, daggers, really just pointy things in general, Fishnets, Sushi, Brom, R.K Post, H.R Giger, Zombies, Bones, Card games, Styrofoam packing peanuts, Fire, Styrofoam packing peanuts set on fire, Ice cream, Vinyl, Velvet, Vanilla vodka, Boots, Laughing when nothing seems to be funny just because, Metals, Movies, Vasquez comics, fruity pebbles, my backpack even though it's way too fucking tiny and in no way functional but it's sooo rubbery and black and pointy and cool, Black light, Red light, Candle light,The smell of fresh rain, Grey Goose vodka, Girls with tight shiny pants, Short hair, Dreadlockes,eyeliner, Boys with tight shiny pants, Guns, ...

There's also a lot of things I don't like, hopefully your not one of em

I'd like to meet:

Tucan Sam......maybe you...

someone very special, from the middle of nowhere..

Music:


Heavy/Industrial:
Hocio, Psyclon 9, WUMPSCUT, Velvet Acid Christ, Amduscia, As Sparks Fly Upward, ohGr,Tactical Sekt,Fraqtured Sound, Ministry, Plastic, Destroid, Life Cried, Columbine, Razed in black, Funker vogt, Assemblage 23,The Empire Hideous, God module, Alien produckt, Skinny puppy, Rotersand,Snake river conspiracy, X-fusion,Dulce liquido,Imperative Reaction,Unter Null,PainBastard, Mortiis, Dioxyde Aslan Faction, Rabia Sorda.....

Softer/Melodic and everything else:
Black tape for a blue girl, The Cranes, Rasputina, Switchblade Symphony, Depechemode, Peter Murphy, Attrition, Audra, Dead Can Dance, Vas, Clan of xymox, Zeromancer, Apoptygma berzerk, Fear cult, Bellamorte, Unto Ashes, Corvus Corax, Marcy playground, Stabbing westward, Shel, collide, my darling violeta,ladytron, Massive Attack, The Cure, Joy Devision/New Order, the smiths, Christian Death, Oingo Boingo, Devo, The Police/Sting, Bahaus, sisters of mercy, Berlin, Emilie Autmn, Psychedelic Furs, Violent Femmes, wolfshiem, royksopp, the orb..........

I like so many other bands that it'd take me forever to list them all..... MyGen Profile Generator

Movies:

Hackers, The Fifth Element, Battlefield Earth, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Silent Hill, Old School, The Matrix, Golden Boy, Kung Fu Hustle, Gangs of New York, Sleepy Hollow,The Labrynth, Army of Darkness, Cable Guy, Dark City, FLCL, Appleseed, Ninja scroll, DRACULA DEAD AND LOVING IT!, American Psycho, The Boondock Saints, Pulp Fiction, The Count of Monte Cristo, Clerks 1&2, George of the jungle! MyGen Profile Generator

Television:

I've got a few feed's running from cameras in your bathroom...

but other than that I do have 3 seasons worth of spongebob squarepants and Im not afraid to admit it...most of the stuff on TV is crap...I like Trigun, and Hellsing..But they aren't actually on my tv...AND ZIM! MyGen Profile Generator

Books:

The Life and Times of Gregori Rasputin, The Plucker, Offerings, Darkwerks, Squee's Big Giant Book of Unspeakable Horrors, Cut My Hair, State of Fear, and any book by Robin Hobb. MyGen Profile Generator

My Blog

happy panda....

the past two months for me have been a pretty interesting time for me...I've more or less had to deal with what it is that makes me feel the way I feel, and I'm beginning to better understand myself, ...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Thu, 01 May 2008 07:18:00 PST

what is this funk all about?

sometimes, I just don't understand why things are the way they are..why people make the choices they make, why the consequences of those choices affect us the way they do........there can be no choice...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 07:39:00 PST

so confused...

Im basically at a huge intersection, right now.... there's so much that I want to have and to do...and I don't know which way to go... what path or even paths for that matter will lead to my desired d...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 12:00:00 PST

Synthesisized....or as I said before Fuck this noise!

Behold.... http://s43.photobucket.com/albums/e387/Beliaslives/?action=v iew&current=synth1.jpg" MDFodHRwOiA www.msplinks.com> The Roland SH-201....and it’s mine.... Woooot!! so now when I wan...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 02:56:00 PST

you lost me....

I’ve been drowning in a sea of possibillities and doubts, and now I find myself washed upon the shores of reality.....so I’m ready to explore! ready to see just what new thi...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:29:00 PST

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day 5... No ciggerettes, no alcohol, no sex....... and minus a few other things as well... on the bright side of things... my leg is just about all healed up... I have to keep taking the ant...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 01:41:00 PST

If I become an amputee...

then things would kinda suck....but I am currently laying in bed unable to walk..when I got up this morning, to use the bathroom there was blood running down my leg from a boil/carbuncle on my knee......
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 01:25:00 PST

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I am bored out of my skull.... wishing I had a book.. or someone to keep me company..but then again Im at work, lol...however it is also sorta slooow.....I do have a wonderful jukebox to play with.. T...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 07:52:00 PST

girls make my heart hurt...

It seems that everything in my life has come down to timing.... but isn't that true of everything.. when we meet, where we kiss, when we die.. it all comes down to digits on the clock..and in this cas...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 06:51:00 PST

Ive been doing a lot of thinkin...

and.... I have come to the conclusion, that Im going to have to spend some time alone for a while... I finally know what I want in my life right now, and that is going to take some time....as to ...
Posted by /<<<-Beliås236->>>/ on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 10:32:00 PST