I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)People seem to think that I am 1 of those people they can protect and stand by all the time and what not, when really, I'M NOT. I always tell people that I DO NOT except help from anyone unless I ask for it myself first. I don't like being offered help and I don't want it either. I am my own person, and so my problems are also my own. Deal with it.I am alone in this world, and it is justly so I supose. I enjoy being in a relationship, but something always goes wrong. I always fuck it up somehow. For that, I regret ever trying. Hope and faith have never gotten me very far.I think that being alone this time will last for a long while. So I am now alone in a darkness of my own. Again.And another thing, I will no longer allow others to help me. My problems are my own and so I shall take care of them myself. Please understand....I trusted you....I trusted me once too....No more. I am my own and my problems are too.Ya know what I have realized? Life takes from you, you take from others. It's a take-take world. We just live in it.My goal in life is to make her happy. As long as I can make her at least a little happier then she was, then my goal is achieved. And I WILL do it, or else die trying. I l♥ve you Reyvyn. Very, very much so. Please don't leave....
