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About Me

Come get your box rocked Monday nights at the number 1 Ultra Lounge in the country...TABU in the MGM Grand!!! Contact me for free admission and VIP services.

i now live in Las Vegas and i love it!!!


"Always hold your head up high
Even if on the inside you're about to cry
Pretend that nothings wrong at all
Close your eyes before you fall
If you cant see it, its not there
This is life & its not fair"
okay. here it goes. i've decided to make a list of things "about me"~~ likes and dislikes, weird things (or what some people call quirks...)what makes me tick...etc. you get the point....
*as you can see i type in all lowercase. unless it's in a professional email, i don't bother because i type too fast.
*i hate when people type in all CAPS. i feel like you're yelling at me.
*i hate when people mistake "you're" for "your", and "your" for "you're"...it drives me insane. if you don't get it, you're too dumb to be my friend.
*i'm very picky when it comes to my looks. i like fashion. i like to look different and good (at all times). i can't stand when people give me shit for taking too long to get ready. appearance to me is everything, because you never know who you may run into.
*i hate when my clothes are wrinkly. i have a severe obsession with ironing, and won't leave the house until the wrinkles are completely gone. (even my jeans). i iron those too. my friends, again, roll their eyes at me. whatever.
*i use the word "whatever". too much. it's a habit.
*yellow teeth gross me out. moreover missing teeth are even worse. the over-the-counter bleach kits are cheaper than going to the dentist and the crest "white strips" work surprisingly well.
*i'm mildly infatuated with guys who are NOT pretty boys...let me give you and example: i love tattoos. i love spikey or crazy hair. i like guys who have style and it doesn't matter what kind of style as long as it looks good on them.
*insecurity is one of the worst traits you can have.
*women stalk me. no seriously. i've had quite a few stalkers, and involved the police with one.
*i don't understand why women are so competitive. over EVERYTHING. i just don't get it. confidence takes you a long way...
*i hate whiners. people that don't take initiative in their lives...and sit around and wait for things to happen. guess what? they won't!
*on the same subject, i can't stand people who tailcoat off your ideas and successes because they don't have a mind of their own.
*i'm a leader. i always have been.
*i'm very opinionated.
*my weakness in a guy is one who can hold an intellectual conversation with me AND be hot. that's hard to find.
*i stay skinny and can eat whatever i want. i have ADHD so when i'm hyper THAT IS WHY so stop asking me "what i'm on!!!!"
*i'm not involved in porn. whatsoever.
*i'm not a stripper. never was either.
i don't judge people for what they do for a living nor do i judge people in general for their differences.
*in fact, i seek out people who intrigue me...who are different than me. i have an eclectic group of friends, and that's not by chance.
*i talk fast.
*my pet peeve is (thanks to matt L. reminding me:)) stopping driving to get gas. i've run out of gas several times. i've had to "glide" into my driveway in neutral a few times also.
*i hate body hair. lots of it. it mostly makes me sick if it's on a chest or back...or ASS. the only acceptable place on your body is on your head and eyebrows and lashes. (legs and arms are ok in small amounts)
*i don't like dessert. no, i don't diet, i just don't like it. once and a while i will order it but it's rare. i do love cheesecake!!!! and pumpkin pie though. that's it.
*stupid and clueless people annoy me. really. too much. so when i say i don't "judge" people, i guess that's wrong. i do my best not to. but i don't like stupid people.
*i love light eyes and dark hair. actually, i just love light eyes.
*i can't STAND when someone shows up at my doorstep unannounced. i don't like it. call first! i feel unprepared and don't like surprise visits. at all. it freaks me out.
*music is my life. i love it. all of it.
*i don't watch TV. if i do, it's when it's in front of me somewhere outside my home, not by choice. even then i get bored watching it.
*i'm a very passionate person. with everything in life. i'm sensitive.
*i come off as a tough ass but people see right through me...(the smart ones ;))
*i still have "thick skin". i don't allow the little things to bother me anymore. i used to. i know who i am as a person and and 120% confident in that.
*i don't have time nor the tolerance for people that are "confused". confused about relationships, life, who they are...get a grip.
*there is usually never an awkward or quiet situation around me. i'm easily approachable, and make others comfortable. it comes naturally.
*i don't get embarassed often. actually i do things that others may consider embarassing on purpose. (for example: jump into a split in the middle of a club, or give random people "high-fives", or pretend to trip and fall in a public place)
*i've been called a "hot dork and hot geek" numerous times. i think it's funny.
*my favorite website (besides myspace ha) is merriam webster's dictionary and thesarus website. www.m-w.com
*i love taking pictures. i get made fun of every time, but i bring my camera everywhere. but the funny thing is, every time i go out and take pics...those very same people who joke want copies the next day.
*i've been through 6 digital cameras in a year. i drop them, break them..and most recently one was stolen right out of my purse at a bar.
*my memory sucks. that's part of the reason for my excessive picture-taking...but not the only reason. i love photography in general.
*i've been hit in the head too many times and i swear that's the reason my memory is failing me at such a young age.
*i don't remember much of my childhood at all. nor high school, nor college. my friends remind me of stories, and it's sad when i cannot remember them. especially when it's something funny i did.
*i'm a loyal and genuine FRIEND to my real friends. there are so many fakes out there, it's hard to filter through. luckily i'm a pretty good judge of character...and can pick up on a person's intentions right away. sometimes i'm wrong. i get burned and i'm NOT someone you want on your bad side.
*i can be a royal bitch. i am only a bitch to people who are assholes...girls or guys. i have an attitude that i've acquired over time from people who have treated me like shit. i've been burned one too many times, so i don't give people second chances anymore.
*i have no patience. i hate waiting in lines more than anything. i can't stand slow walkers at the mall. i can't stand people that don't just say "excuse me" if you're in the way, rather just stand on top of you until someone else actually says something. this happens alot at the grocery store.
*i love string cheese.
*food is my friend. =)
*i look athletic but i don't work out. it's from all the years of doing gymnastics at a highly competitive level.
*i talk really loud when i'm on the cell with my girl friends. i don't know why, but i've been told many times. they do it too though, so it's funny. i don't know why but we yell over each other or something.
i'm getting tired of writing this list as i'm sure you're tired of reading it...=)
"Passion is very important to me. If you stop enjoying things, you've got to look at it, because it can lead to all kinds of depressing scenarios." - - Nicolas Cage
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I'M A PHILLY NATIVE...BORN AND RAISED IN THE BURBS, WENT TO COLLEGE IN THE CITY OF PHILADELPHIA...WORKED MY WHOLE LIFE IN THE SUBURBS AND CITY...AND PRETTY MUCH KNOW EVERYTHING THERE IS TO DO, AND EVERYONE WITH 6 DEGREES OF SEPARATION (THAT WAS WHEN I REALIZED IT WAS TIME TO GO ;))...EVEN THOUGH I'VE MOVED OUT WEST, I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART FOR THE PHILLY/JERSEY/NYC PEEPS THOUGH!! I JUST MOVED TO VEGAS (9.2006) FROM WESTLAKE, OHIO. I STAYED THERE FOR A VERY SHORT TIME (3 WKS.) BEFORE I TOOK THE PLUNGE TO VEGAS.
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
**So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.**"
i shouldn't be alive right now. i was in a major car accident 6 yrs ago. i was saved by a miraculous man who found me dying on the street, and an amazingly talented ER trauma team. i look at it like i had a second chance on life...and constantly remind myself and others your life can be taken from you at any given moment. live each day to the fullest. even those hard, shitty, rainy days...force yourself to. don't be stupid and put your precious life at risk...i learned the hard way. i guess we all do. some of us don't get a second chance though.
I'M SARCASTIC. i have a smart-ass personality... so if you can't handle it then move off my page.

i'm a sincere, genuine, and outgoing person. it's not bullshit. i hate when people write all the same things on here...and half aren't even true. (i.e. "i'm a really honest person") when i know for a fact the person is a pathological liar.
some people say i have adult ADHD...those people are probably right.
moving on, did gymnastics from age 3-21. i competed at the national and collegiate D1 level. yes, i'm flexible.
due to all my concussions...i have a pretty good idea that's why i'm insane. ;) i think i'm supposed to wear a helmet when i drive...
anyway, i sometimes wear my emotions on my sleeves. other times i hide my feelings and i'm a complete mystery to people. i can be your best friend or your worst enemy. it's not different personalities, it's just my nature. it's my way of protecting myself i guess. i see the good in people when others see bad. it can be a good thing, yet also has proven to burn me by trusting the "good" in people too much, when their "bad" was much stronger. just be a nice ("REAL" :down-to-earth and honest) person and we'll get along just fine.i hate when people can't spell. let me rephrase--some of the most intelligent people i know just cannot spell for the life of them, and it's okay. it's not that i won't be your friend if you're a bad speller. BUT, it's the people i call "bad spellars"...the lazy ones. it drive me nuts. my name is spelled with an "AY" so don't email me and spell it with an "EY". it takes two seconds to look and see how to spell a person's name. i find it disrespectful. it's the little things that count. how can you write to me and say how amazing i am, and "you loved my profile"...yet misspelled my name? details people. it's NOT that hard. i write in all lower case when i'm on the computer...and disregard grammar (for the most part). i type too damn fast, and type how i talk. so that's that. the one thing i do pay mind to is my spelling. at least i try my best. worst case scenario i go to Word and use spell-check. yes i'm anal. =) thanks to my 5th grade teachers.
i've had my fair share of every kind of person in my life. the "dumb asses", the "compulsive liars", the "cheaters", the "jealous bitches", the "ignorant fucks", the "single white females", the "stalkers", the "haters", ...need i say more? so maybe i have a little bit of what some may say an "attitude", or a "chip on my shoulder"...but that's me.

take it or leave it. my REAL friends respect me for it. they love me for me. that's most important in my life... to love and be loved ...surrounding myself with cool, down-to-earth people...rare to find, but a jewel when you do.
i say what i want. i'm blunt. some people get defensive and/or take it personally. DON'T. most of the time i'm ranting and raving because there are too many psychos and morons on this site.
1besides that, i worked for a major pharmaceutical company to doing pharmaceutical sales. i recently resigned. prior to that i worked at a major financial firm for just over 4 years out of college. i was a financial sales specialist, account manager, and planner/advisor. i sold cars for a few months one summer...it was interesting...for lack of a better term. i also was in retail sales for "lucky brand clothing" for a few short months as a second job. i worked for ABC news as an intern and a production assistant, and couldn't take the hours anymore (as a second job). currently, i model and promote/market everything you can imagine. modeling kind of fell into my lap and my "career" is launching FAST. it's scary and fun all at the same time. i'm always looking for new gigs. right now i do it VERY part time and for fun.
**I HAD TO CREATE A PRIVATE PROFILE DUE TO A FEW TOO MANY STALKERS...DRAMA...AND SHIT I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH**
i have it public now, hopefully i won't have anymore issues with certain people.
i've been very fortunate to have some very special people in my life. my grandmother always told me when i was little if i had ONE REAL best friend i was a lucky person. she's right.
most of my good friends i grew up with and went to college with have moved away to other states. i miss having them around, but i still have my girls and guys around this area i have fun with. being so new to vegas, i kind of have to start over. i have a bunch of acquaintances. i hear it's tough finding a REAL friend here. in my opinion, they're there it's just a matter of surrounding yourself with the right people. business is business and i try not to allow friendship get in the way. when you read this you can think i'm a bitch or whatever preconceived notion you have based on your perceptions...because that's what this whole world is about, correct? perception! NO two people perceive the same situation the same way. anyway, i could go on and on about that forever. moving on...
i'm an extremely nice person to people who treat me the way i expect to be treated. i treat people the way they treat me. it makes sense, right? i'm low-maintenance. i've been told i'm "one of those girls who thinks they're low-maintenance, but is really high-maintenance." whatever that means. :) believe me, i've seen high-maintenance and i'm FAR from it. i just know what i want and won't settle for less.
don't disrespect me. don't call me names and think it's "OKAY" to do so. don't send me crazy messages. don't be a pervert towards me, and think i will like it. don't send me pics of your private areas. please.
i don't judge people based on what they do for a living. i never have, and i never will.
i find humor in almost every situation...i find the dumbest things funny, and i constantly like to laugh and make people laugh. i feel that high-fives are extremely underrated. it's not out of the ordinary to see me give random people high fives in public places just to see their reactions. it's hilarious.

i'm goofy and like to have fun. i'm different. i don't conform. i have one life to live, and i'm not wasting any time stressing over what people think of me. i'm who i am.
one last thing about me... the very thing that initially attracts people to me is what in the end comes back to bite me in the ass. insecurities in people unfold over time, and eventually hurt me. when i find the person who can actually be my "partner in crime"...and not get jealous and understand my nature, then i will settle. someone who can "put up with me"...and be my best friend and love. until then...i'm enjoying life as it is single! ;)
You've Experienced 76% of Life
You have all of the life experience that most adults will ever get.
And unless you're already in your 40s, you're probably wise beyond your years. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

My Interests



(to all my fake ass bitch friends i used to have...the icon above is PERFECT...thanks nik nik (W)!! ;))

My Interests::MUSIC of all genres, concerts, acoustic music, traveling, taking naps, the ocean breeze, sound of the ocean at night, laughing, being happy, taking pictures as well as being in them ;), modeling, being with my REAL friends, doing nice things for people i care about, laying on the sand or on a dock any time of the day, watching the sun set over the ocean, the smell of the shore/beach, laying out in the sun, playing in the ocean, waverunners, jet skis, boats...of any kind...i just love being in the water, tubing, snorkeling, (want to learn scuba), kiteboarding/surfing, watching extreme sports(BMX especially), gymnastics, martial arts, being tan, the summer and warm weather, the west coast (especially vegas, parts of AZ and CA), chicago, the cubbies, wrigley field and "the bleachers", going out to eat and trying new food...i LOVE food...all kinds, mountain dew, coke (but not pepsi), aquafina (but not other bottled waters), babies, smell of baby lotion, puppies, wine, tattoos, going to clubs or just sitting at a dive bar with close friends...depending on my mood, meeting new people who are unique, learning from others, the elderly...talking to them about their heritage and life experience, meeting actual NORMAL girls who aren’t fake... using you or jealous, guys who appreciate you for the woman you are, people who aren’t stupid or stuck up, FASHION, designer jeans (i'm addicted), astrology, inspirational quotes, and quoting funny movies with friends who like them as much as i do. oh yeah, and i'm obsessed with the 80's...everything about it. the candy, the music, tv shows, crazy clothes, the toys...the good ol' days!! there is so much more, but that's enough for now.=)

"Take me away...
To a place where the good times, good times roll
Don't let me stay...
In a place where this hate can steal my soul"~Tommy Lee

"Success isn't a result of spontaneous combustion. You must set yourself on fire."

"I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity."

if you're interested to know what else i like...and who i am as a person...great...shoot me an email. i can't promise i'll get back right away. i'm busy. i also have things going on right now in my personal life. yes, so do other people...so understand i don't always wb right away...and sometimes i forget all together. so send me another one. if i don't reply twice, then i most likely don't want to talk to you. get a hint. other than that, i'm tired of writing my interests in this section only to have my acct. hacked into 7x and counting...it gets OLD. **please keep in mind: if you have any ideas of trying to be my friend because your "ex" is on my page and you want the "inside scoop", a guy you're stalking is on my page...or you're purely using me because of my friends and connections...then stay the hell away. do yourself a favor. i probably have no clue who your love interest...or your stalk interest is anyway. whatever you want to call it. also, guys same goes for you. just don't stalk me.

allow me to quickly define my own interpretation of the meaning of the word "stalk": hack into your computer, follow your life for 3 months via IM, email, myspace, check your myspace page hundreds of times of day to the point where you notice intricate detail changes...get the point? so don't allow this to scare you into thinking you're "stalking" me by simply contacting me or asking to be my friend. i think i've given some people the wrong idea over the last few months due to certain legal issues and events that have transpired.
you think it sounds conceited? it's not, it's happened one too many times. so don't go there. thanks. =) besides what i listed above, as for the rest of my interests...they range from a wide variety of things, but basically anything that stimulates my mind, body and soul. sounds like broad statement? well that's because it is. so feel free to ask away!**

Anyone can give up. It’s the easiest thing in the world to do but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that’s true strength.

QUOTES


You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. What you'll discover will be wonderful. What you'll discover is yourself. -- Alan Alda 1936-, American Actor

He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life. -- Muhammad Ali 1942-, American Boxer

Unhappiness is best defined as the difference between our talents and our expectations. -- Unknown

An entrepreneur tends to bite off a little more than he can chew hoping he'll quickly learn how to chew it. -- Roy Ash American Businessman, CEO of AM International

However, no two people see the external world in exactly the same way. To every separate person a thing is what he thinks it is --in other words, not a thing, but a think. -- Penelope Fitzgerald 1916-, British Author

Simple people... are very quick to see the live facts which are going on about them. -- Oliver Wendell Holmes 1809-1894, American Author, Wit, Poet


***e meglio aver amato e perduto, piuttosto che non aver amato mai...***

"the more friends you have, the more problems you'll see, because everyone in your life talks when you can't see..."

if you don't like the bulletins i post, or ME...then it's that simple:

trevor...my chi puppy i had to give to a new home when i moved to vegas...i miss u!! :( :( :(

this dog made me happier than i ever could have imagined...if it wasn't for him, i'm not sure i would made it through my summer from hell ('06). yes, he got picked on because i made him wear pink =).

I'd like to meet:



anyone who can keep my attention. ;)

People that I fall in love with and people I love in my life are the ones who really inspire me.

You Are 87% Grown Up, 13% Kid
Your emotional maturity is fully developed, and you have an excellent grasp on your emotions.
In fact, you are so emotionally mature - you should consider being a therapist! How Emotionally Mature Are You?

the most disappointing thing in life is trusting and believing in someone...only to find out they're not who you thought they were.

hmmmm...let's see...who else i'd like to meet...anyone with half a brain and personality. someone who would run through the streets naked, go skinny dipping, and feels comfortable in their own skin. someone who KNOWS WHO THEY ARE. i don't have time for people who are "confused". i don't have time for bad friends, and people who don't know what they want out of life. i don't appreciate people using me, and don't want to meet anymore shallow people who feed off my energy...i like people with a superior sense of humor, intellect, wit, and phenomenal good looks :) kidding, personality and CHARACTER above all...in reality supercedes any good-looking person in my eyes. looks will only take you so far, and if you're dumb or boring eventually i get bored. besides that anyone who is fun, doesn't take life too seriously, and is open-minded. oh, and if you're a jealous bitch...or a dickhead guy? stay off my profile...i have no tolerance for people like you. i see right through you, and have an innate sense of "summing" a person up within minutes of meeting them. so don't even try. i'm an extremely loyal and genuine friend to those who are to me. i treat people the way i expect to be treated. unfortunately in life it doesn't always work out that way.

i'm not on myspace or using myspace as a "dating service."
if for some reason i meet the man of my dreams, then so be it. i've been lucky enough to meet some especially cool people on this site, and i hope to continue my journey.

i am on myspace to network myself for business purposes mostly... and it's still nice to meet "cool new people", as tom says. haha!
soooo...don't be afraid to come by and say hello!

The SCORPIO Woman

"Consider anything only don't cry . . ."
The female Scorpio has a deep, mysterious beauty. She's magnetic, proud and totally confident. But she has one secret regret. She was not born a man.

I can almost feel the heat from here when Pluto women hear about that revelation. There's not a Scorpio female alive who doesn't think she's all woman, and you may wonder what I'm talking about yourself, if you're in love with one. This girl certainly has enough glamour, and she's enormously seductive. But I didn't say she looked like a boy, nor did I intend to imply she doesn't do a bang-up job of being a female. It's just that, unconsciously, she would prefer to be a man. Less restriction-more opportunity. It's the one secret she even hides from herself, and seeing it exposed won't sit well with her.

Once the Scorpio girl has figured out the difference between blue booties and pink booties, she'll resign herself to wearing the pink ones, because she's fabulous at making the best out of a situation. But pink is not her natural color. The true shade of her nature is dark maroon, or deep wine-red, not a female color at all. However, to give her proper tribute, she's able to make you think it is. I know one who's great at pretending to be a fragile, fluffy kitten. She purrs so contentedly most men guess she's an ultra-feminine Piscean. They topple into her trap and wake up later, sadder but wiser. She is no kitten.

Scorpio women have a scornful contempt for members of their sex who flop in the roles of sweetheart, wife and mother, once they're stuck with the parts. A Pluto girl will control her desire to dominate, while she gives a glorious performance of womanhood, and she'll do it with more finess than the masculine Aries, Leo or Sagittarius girl. At least she'll do it during courtship. There may be a few cases when the unsuspecting male gets a rude surprise after he shakes the rice out of his shoes and the illusions out of his eyes. Unlike the Mars female, for example, a Scorpio will subdue her drive and magnetize a man with the heavy perfume of her exotic glance as she allows him to use his lighter to ignite her cigarette. That's far sexier than aggressively striking a match herself and blowing the smoke in his face, and she knows it. She knows lots more. Another girl might rush headlong into your arms and shout her love from the rooftops. The Scorpio girl walks toward you slowly, seductively, and silently delivers her private message. It's puzzling, but these women can look seductive in jeans, jodhpurs or basketball shoes. Maybe it's her husky voice that creates the image. I know one who wore a baseball cap (honest) the entire time her future husband was courting her, and she spent a lot of time talking about batting averages. But she was as seductive as Mata Hari just the same, and she got her man. (He was hypnotized, as usual.)

You can give her a tumble, but she won't fall all over herself reacting to your overtures. Don't expect her to bat long, sweeping eyelashes at you, and adore you with blind devotion. Lots of female Scorpios are tomboys with stubby eyelashes. Besides, with those beautiful, mysterious eyes that can read your mind so clearly, she doesn't need any extra trimming. Whisper something romantic that would melt another girl out of her senses, and the Scorpio girl will simply give you an intense, penetrating look that will see right straight through to your real intentions. She's a human X-ray machine, so don't flirt. Unless you mean business, you're wasting her time and insulting her. I wouldn't advise you to insult a Scorpio. It's just not healthy. If you don't know what I mean, ask someone who has. He may have some stories to tell that will curl your hair.

I'm well aware that this dangerous femme fatale can hide her power of retaliation with a tremulous smile, gentle mannerisms, and the most breathless voice this side of an angel. But astrologers are expected to be up on these things. It's more important for you to be well aware. After all, you're the one who's seeking to tame her-or protect yourself against her-whichever. Probably both.

You can be sure that heaven certainly has no fury like that of a Scorpio woman who's lost her normal steady control over those inward, seething, Pluto emotions. She can be overbearing and domineering, sarcastic and frigid- then turn as hot as an oven at 500 degrees Fahrenheit. She can hate with bitter venom and love with fierce abandon. She can shriek like a furious banshee or whisper like an affectionate turtle dove. One thing you can be sure of- she's never wishy-washy.

The Scorpio woman has a disconcerting gift that can make icy shivers run up your spine. It's a peculiar form of black magic, and she weaves it so expertly it can seem like real witchcraft. You have very little chance to escape, once her eyes meet yours. Because of her mystical sixth sense, she can often recognize a future mate at first glance, and somehow, she'll transfer this perception instantly. You'll have one of two reactions. You'll be hopelessly caught in her spell, and down you'll go, in a dizzy spin toward surrender, or you'll be scared right out of your socks, and feel like running for help. What's your rush? Stay around awhile. You might find out what life is all about. She knows. And she'll teach you. Anyway, you should be flattered that she considers you worth that strange gaze. A Scorpio woman can't excuse weakness in a man. She looks for ambition and courage. She wants a mate who can dominate her and make her proud, without disturbing her secret individuality. He's expected to be strong, masculine and better-looking than average. A high degree of intelligence is required to match her own excellent mind, plus more than a passing acquaintance with abstract, philosophical wisdom. So put your socks back on and practice a superior smirk. Everybody you know will think you're pretty super to have her staring at you. The men and women both. It could open new vistas, when you think about it. Your personal stock should zoom several points higher than it was before she noticed you.

Having once achieved closeness with a female Scorpio, you can be positive you're a unique and unusual man. You can also be sure that her love for you is unmatched by any you'll ever experience-and you can take that in several ways. You'll be the most important interest in her life. If she's a typical Pluto girl, she'll boost you loyally, and try to please you with passionate intensity. If you're too hard to please, she'll show her frustration with passionate attempts to conquer your disinterest.

The word "passionate" probably caught your eye. Most men have heard exciting rumors about the passion of November females. It's true. She's brimming over inside with passion, though it's kept under rigid control by a poised, frosty attitude toward strangers, and a surface smoothness suggestive of black velvet. But the male sex is too inclined to relate passion strictly to romantic action; and that's selling her short, because Pluto's definition of the word is far more encompassing. It's involved with her feelings about everything she touches. She's never just slightly interested. It's impossible for her to be detached or casual. She seldom likes or dislikes a play, a book, religion, furniture or people. She either bitterly resents or she intensely worships. If one of these two passions can't be aroused, then she totally ignores, with ice around the edges. Yet, through it all, she'll remain essentially untouched by emotional storms, judging at least from her placid exterior, which always drapes itself around her after each minor or major nuclear explosion. It may be difficult to convince your mother-in-law that her daughter really broke all those dishes and tore all those draperies to shreds after the fury has subsided and her black velvet poise has returned. People may look at you as if you're a character assassinator. What do you mean? Shame on you, accusing that cool, controlled, lovely girl of such a temper. You have my sympathy, if that's any help.

She has such fabulous virtues, you might know her vices wouldn't be skimpy, either. So think about her good points. All right, then, think about her good points after that lump on your head has healed.

Because she's drawn to investigation of the shadows, she may at first seem to be tempting, forbidden fruit, and the deep, strange expression in her eyes intensifies the impression. It's true that the Scorpio girl sometimes wanders into dangerous waters in her efforts to penetrate life, and since there's not the slightest trace of fear in her (unless she has an affliction to her Moon, and is full of nameless terrors), her search may indeed take her into some weird byways. But the typical Scorpio will emerge from any discovery still strong and pure. If she allows the journey to soil her inner spirit, Pluto will punish her with anguished remorse and guilt; yet she can still call on her great strength of character to rise again, like the phoenix, from the ashes of her experiments. In Kahlil Gibran's writings, the Prophet replies, in answer to a question about Evil, "Of the Good in you I can speak, but not of the Evil. For what is Evil but Good-tortured by its own hunger and thirst? When Good is hungry, it seeks food, even in dark caves, and when it thirsts, it drinks even of dead waters." A perfect description of Scorpio.

She may have been a fascinated spectator to a million human foibles, and she may have tasted a variety of experiences to savor the knowledge. But she can mysteriously emerge from all her explorations above suspicion, and still superior to almost every other woman you know. She could be the keeper of quite a few secrets. It's surprising how many dark deeds are confessed to Scorpios, though their own inner lives are marked: "Private-Keep Out." She likes to hear secrets, but she'll seldom tell anything anyone has confided in her, not even to you (unless there's an afflicted Mercury in her natal chart). You can also expect her to have a stack of secrets that relate to her personally, and don't try to pry them out of her. There's a private part to this woman you'll never touch, a part of her mind and soul that belongs strictly to her, and there's absolutely no trespassing there. She's not untruthful, in fact she's more oftien too brutally honest, yet there will always be those special thoughts and feelings she won't confide to you or anyone else.

A Scorpio woman will be incredibly loyal to those she finds strong and deserving, but the weak ones will never be honored by her glance. Her dignity in human relationships can make her seem aloof and snobbish. In a way, she definitely is, because she practices a personal caste system, and it's more clearly marked than that of her Leo and Capricorn sisters. All Scorpios are highly selective in friendships. They'll keep the worthy companions through an entire lifetime, and freeze the shallow, the common or the unworthy. There's an immense store of perseverance and determination buried in the nature of a Scorpio woman, and any time she chooses, she can call on these to help her master the excesses which may tempt her, from drink and drugs to self-destructive, ruthless revenge and dangerous depression. Sooner or later, she'll probably investigate some form of the occult, and ancient mysteries and unseen worlds will eventually have her respect, though Scorpios can range all the way from religious fervor to total atheism during a lifetime.

A Scorpio woman need not be a legal wife to give wifely love and devotion. If circumstances beyond your control make marriage impossible, she'll love you from hell to breakfast, and not give a hang what the neighbors think. In most such unusual situations, the relationship is real and honest above and beyond the shallow, selfish love of many a legitimate marriage. The hypocrisies of society will never keep this courageous woman from seeking the sun. She answers to no law but her own, and in her Pluto heart, she has more total understanding of the vow "till death do us part" than half the brides who blissfully murmur the phrase.

Despite her own strong individualism, the typical Scorpio girl will let her man be the boss. Instead of overshadowing him with her force and drive, she'll apply her talents to help him attain his goals. Your future will be important to her, and she's not likely to insist on retaining her own career after marriage (unless you've disappointed her deeply or a second job is needed in a temporary domestic crisis). She may fight you wildly in private, but she'll defend you fiercely in public. She won't stand for anyone maligning you or taking advantage of you. Those who try will feel the lash of her righteous anger. Your happiness will always come first. Unless there are adverse aspects to her Sun sign or ascendant in her natal chart, she'll patiently help you persevere until you get what you want, and while you're getting it, she won't whine or complain or become restless, though she might turn a little bitter if you lose your courage on the way. She'll expect you to aim as high as your abilities will reach. Anything less may bring on some pretty sarcastic taunts and reproaches, especially if she has an afflicted Mercury.

Scorpio women love their homes, which usually shine with cleanliness, taste and comfort. Meals are served on time, and things are generally under control. If the opposite is true, something is making her mighty unhappy, because her natural inclination is to beauty and system. To the typical Scorpio woman spring cleaning is like vacation. They love to dig into comers to see what they can find. Just be careful she doesn't find any cryptic notes that smell of perfume in your old jacket pockets when she's clearing out the closets. Scorpio is unreasonably suspicious, even when there's no basis for suspicion, so you can imagine what happens when she finds a real clue to possible infidelity. Picture the shape of a mushroom cloud and you'll get a general idea of what may happen, figuratively speaking. It's no good being suspicious of her, no matter how many opportunities arise; and there will be a goodly number of them, because she never exposes her deepest feelings. Naturally, this can arouse a few questions on your part. Just swallow them, along with the lump in your throat. Like that locked chest or drawer she's had since childhood, certain things about her are off limits. It will get you nowhere to probe. I realize fully that it isn't fair. So does she. But that doesn't change things a bit. That's the way it is. Take her or leave her. You'll probably take her. It's almost impossible to leave her. If nothing else, she'll haunt you the rest of your life. Adjusting to the idiosyncrasies of her nature is easier than suffering the nightmares that will surely result if you walk away. No one walks away from a Scorpio. Not really. Didn't you know that? Those who have tried can educate you. Anyway, you have a very special woman.

As much as she needs the security of home roots, shell move if it's necessary to your career, and without any visible flinching at the uprooting. She makes an excellent wife for an army or navy man and a real jewel for a politician. There's no one she can't see through, no deception that escapes her. A Scorpio woman can tell you exactly who can be trusted and which ones you have to watch. The Pisces wife has the same ability, but she may be too soft to criticize, too ready to make excuses for the failings of others. Not so the Scorpio female. In fact, she may frequently have to check her sharp tongue and tone down her brutal analysis.

In the budget department, Scorpio women are completely unpredictable. She can scrimp and save and pinch a penny until it bends double, then have a sudden spell of being magnificently extravagant. One thing is sure. She'll enjoy money, whether she saves it in an old shoe or spends it on luxury. But this woman always leans heavily toward prestige, and she won't let cash compromise that. She'll be satisfied if you choose a smaller income, as long as it insures that you are your own boss, with the potential to rise to become somebody of influence, Scorpio females like power, and they will sacrifice much for it. Your power will do, because Pluto allows her to be adept at living vicariously through others when it suits her. Remember that although she'll sacrifice and put up with very little for a planned goal, she's too proud to live amid shabby surroundings forever, and she'll become mighty sour and discontented if she's forced to do so for an unreasonable length of time. She'll either try to force a change in the family fortunes after a certain period, or she'll gradually retreat into the dismal world of the gray lizard, outwardly accepting and almost seeming to enjoy poverty, but inwardly intensely bitter.

She'll be possessive but she won't want to be possessed. One of the worst traits of both male and female Scorpios is a refusal to see any viewpoint but their own when the emotions are involved. It takes weeks of introspection to bring them around to a semblance of humility. Her natural interest in the opposite sex, even if it remains platonic, may give you as much reason to be jealous of her as she is of you. She'll probably fascinate every male in sight on occasion, and you may have to sit by while they're mesmerized. It seldom leads to anything serious, but it can cause some uncomfortable moments. It can also lead to some explosive disagreements. In the heat of battle, it pays to remember that her compulsion to even the score usually makes her the winner in any kind of skirmish. She gets the last word. If you tell her a lie, she may tell two. If you stubbornly refuse to kiss her good-bye in the morning after a tiff, she may refuse to kiss you goodnight for a month. Just let your mother (or anybody's mother) criticize her cooking, and the Scorpio woman may forget to invite her to dinner for several Sundays in a row. An accidental injury, however, she'll forgive, if she knows it's unintentional. The Scorpio sense of justice is as strong as the sense of revenge. Most people forget this. She'll remember every kindness and give you back double for that, too. It works both ways.

With the children, her expression of love may lack a certain tenderness and open demonstration, but the youngsters will probably sense her deep devotion and feel emotionally secure anyway. A Scorpio mother won't let the talents of her children go unnoticed or gather dust. She'll spend many an hour encouraging them toward higher goals, and be willing to provide any support they need. Her offspring will find her strong and helpful when youthful problems arise, because her knowledge of human nature makes her a wise counselor. She'll teach them to meet difficulties with her own courage. But she can be bound to their faults, an attitude which can naturally cause a lot of trouble if it isn't recognized and checked in time. Anyone she imagines is a threat to the happiness of her children, in any way, however small, will be crushed, and I'm afraid that includes her husband. She won't appreciate it if he's stricter with them than she thinks he ought to be.

A Scorpio woman will sometimes nearly drown you in her passion for living, yet in a real storm, her cool, calm reason and steely strength will be a life raft. Though she works her magic in strange and secret ways, her haunting eyes will always gaze at you with basic honesty, even while she remains just beyond the reach of human understanding. She's a little dangerous, perhaps, but undeniably exciting. Let other husbands cope with the flighty girls. You've known the compelling mystery of a lovely witch who brews a pretty good cup of tea and never bums your toast. (Well, almost never.) When the cup is empty, let her read the tea leaves for you. She can-if she wants to.

You mean you didn't know? I told you there are things she keeps to herself....

me and tedskillet @Body English my first time visiting vegas!! (earlier this year)

Your Values Profile
Loyalty:

You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them. The Five Factor Values Test

~~please see my friends below. there are none now because people had to go an act STUPID. love, lindsay xoxo~~

Music:



"Music can be like perfume. "It's almost a scent, you know, where the right smell changes an environment and makes life more bearable." ~Frou Frou

MUSIC IS MY LIFE. it's what moves my soul...without music i don't know how i'd survive. i love all different genres...if you know me well, you know i change my song all the time...and have an extremely ecletic taste in music...i prefer house/trance/techno, hip-hop/r&b/rap, old-school hip-hop and r&b, ambient, i love the 80's pop and rock (esp 80s remix's), alternative rock/classic rock...hard rock, and yeah some country too...so pretty much everything that gets me movin'...my passion for music is something i cannot explain, yet know i could listen to 6 hrs of music over watching TV.

"There's gon' be some stuff you gon' see that's gon' make it hard to smile in the future. But through whatever you see, through all the rain and the pain, you gotta keep your sense of humor. You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit. Remember that. Mmm, yeah. Keep ya head up.Yeah."~2Pac

i LOVE...

Movies:

too many. i can't list them all. ask me and i will tell you. some of my ultimate favorites include: garden state , boondock saints, anchorman, man on fire, office space, running scared, american history x, crash, remember the titans, friday night lights, any given sunday, boiler room, dumb and dumber, tommy boy, old school, 40-yr old virgin, the perfect storm, shawshank redemption, scarface, goodfellas, swingers, zoolander, blow, traffic, saving private ryan, good will hunting, my girl (still cry every time at the end haha), american beauty, the sixth sense, as good as it gets, armageddon, WAITING (if you've ever worked in the restaurant biz a must see), a christmas story, national lampoons (all of them), airplane (all of them), pink panther strikes again (w/peter sellers), meet the parents/fockers, the rock, wedding crashers, finding nemo, jerry maguire, nutty professor, van wilder, the girl next door, the good girl, one hour photo, napoleon dynamite, ransom, clerks, dogma, road trip, dodgeball, austin powers (mostly all of them), closer, the naked gun, date movie, bad boys and BB2, invincible...and the list just goes on and on...

Television:

i don't really watch tv. actually i sold my TV when i moved to vegas because i never watched it. if anything, i'll watch DVD on my computer. but as for shows i've loved in the past and present: scrubs, house, SNL, sex and the city and sopranos...and then shows like TLC, the history channel, discovery channel, and unsolved mysteries...weird shows like that. oh and i have a new few i really enjoy... heroes, prison break, and two and a half men. but i only watch them when someone DVR's them lol. i don't dedicate time out of my day to watch shows. OH WAIT. "PARADISE CITY"...only because it's about a few of my friends here in vegas and it's just started march 4th on E! sunday nights. :) GO RICK woot. philly boy hits vegas baby.

more cowbell!

i'm brian fellows!

Books:

i don't read as much as i should. i lose track of what i was reading after 3 pages. no matter how good the content. but when i do read, i read primarily non-fiction books. i don't understand the point in reading FICTION. that's what it is...NOT real. i get annoyed and frustrated. haha...i don't know, it's just not for me. anyway, anything and everything to do with the human body and/or brain. i love to read books on psychology. i'm weird. i know. i also love the dictionary, thesaurus and mosby's medical dictionary...fun books like that. always looking to outsmart someone with a crazy word or useless knowledge of the human body. don't test me i know more than a lot of doctors. haha

Heroes:


when i think of hereos, i only think of a few people... MY GRANDPARENTS...they depict the true meaning of love, loyalty and respect. they're adorable and i'm lucky to still have them alive to this day.? my uncle tommy who was an amazing artist...and passed way before his time. he saved my cousin's life in a terrible fire at the cost of his own.? my father. i am definitely my "daddy's girl"...but by NO means was i ever a spoiled little brat. i earned and worked for everything i own and acheived. my mother, who has been there for me through thick and thin...raised me, and has always been my number 1 fan and support system. last but not least, anyone who's served, or is serving for our country....this photo speaks a million words for itself...

also, anyone who inspires me to be a better person.

My Blog

ROK BOX...WHAAAAT???

Rok Box Mondays @Tabu Ultra Lounge Current mood: excited Category: Parties and Nightlife Okay, so I'm a brand new part of one of the coolest and most sucessful parties here in Vegas and very proud...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:22:00 PST

why i hate flying commercial airlines, dealing with airports,...

and the MORONS that work for them.allow me to give you some entertainment at my cost.my trip back to phillylet's start with my typical bad luck...and the common comment i get from friends "lindsay, on...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 12:07:00 PST

stupid ads i see on myspace...

every time i log in i get something like this:excuse me if i don't believe i will find that gorgeous looking man on a stupid dating site. he's waiting for me? and everyone else on myspace? WOW! LMAO...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:23:00 PST

? the question of all questions

"lindsay, what do you look for in a guy? a relationship? what is your type?" ...ahhh the question of all questions.  i've been getting that question in some shape or form for so many y...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 11:01:00 PST

i searched the archives and found what i was looking for...

and that was probably the most touching thing i've ever received on myspace from an individual who will remain "nameless" for the time being to protect his privacy...but it's people like him...that ke...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 09:26:00 PST

wow i'm shocked i just did this ...survey!!!

The Uncomfortable Survey *repost from alex 2-away ;). thanks for the entertainment buddy. ha*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you? ...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 01:27:00 PST

quotes for today:

~~You wondered how you'd make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you're looki...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 08:12:00 PST

it's been 6 yrs...since i had my second chance in life...

on november 26, 2000 (thanksgiving weekend) i rolled my car twice after falling asleep at the wheel. i was drinking and driving. i thought i was "okay" and could do it.  just like we all do...if ...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:58:00 PST

my QUOTE of the day...

"Calendars are for careful people, not passionate ones."~Chuck Sigars The World According to Chuck weblog, September 8, 2003
Posted by lindsaylou" on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 12:21:00 PST

EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Okay so excuse me for my ignorance...but the funny thing is...when i posted my bulletin to over 2000 people on my list...only ONE person could come up with the correct definition...AND she just went t...
Posted by lindsaylou" on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:57:00 PST