TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ]

trying to keep my mind !

    I fight to stay adove water , i wish it would end , the scares i have cuz of the life i lived , the pain that haunts me , grows stronger as the days go by , alone to fight for the f...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:17:00 PST

its friday the 13th !

    Will this be a good day for me or will it be another day for me to regreat ? it could be the end of me or a new out look on life ! love is in my heart but will it be in my life ? i ...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 01:32:00 PST

peace or pain ?

    being here in this valley that i know oh so well ! it brings me peace in my crazy mind ! as i look up at the stars i fall into a dream of true happeness ! will it ever come true ? w...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 08:04:00 PST

i wish i could go away !

    I wish i could just bleed out and be gone ! people look at me as a sickness and run from me ! no body wants me to be me ! this world holds me to a standerd that i will never be even...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 04:49:00 PST

im alone !

..> i want someone in my life i can love and will truly love me back the way i want to love but i guess the time is not here for me ! i wish for it but the pain that has come with the last one i try...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 01:01:00 PST

pain comes when you feel it !

    Im lost in the drink i have in me , i want to love but why do i hate the way it makes me feel , i lose myself in the music only to fall even more in love with the dream of true love...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 09:02:00 PST

Im lost in feelings of life !

   Pain and anger . fear and regreat , Im lost in feelings of life ! where do i go from here ? i just want to be alive and see beauty in my sorry ass life ! i look back and there is very lit...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:13:00 PST

save me from myself !!

    Fear holds me in this place , i fell so alone , take this from me !
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 01:24:00 PST

life lessons !

    Forgivness and love is in my heart , even with all the evil others and I have done ! This world can be black and cold but when i look around I only see beauty ! After all we can che...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 10:08:00 PST

THE DREAM ! ( kelly's dream )

   I dont want to forget this one ! At first it scared me cuz its someone i need to ask forgivness from , but then i just fell back into it ! Even if i never get to speak to kelly again , it...
Posted by TEARS_OF_THE_SON [ take them down to there knees ] on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:22:00 PST