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roxzann

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About Me

i love to laugh and make people laugh. i am an honest person and i hate when others aren't honest. not just to me, but to themselves. if you ever shade out on me or if i just think you're shady or flaky, you'll have a hard time getting on my good side. i hang on to a lot of things too. i just try to keep it real. i have a great relationship with all my family, they mean the world to me. we have our share of fights like every other family but "no matter what happens, at the end of the day...everyday, we're still family"
i'm also very lucky to have several friends that stand as tall as my knee. but there are two very special ones that touch my life every moment i spend with them. ethan zackary, my lil cousin is such a beautiful boy. every time i hold him and he stretches his lil hand out and touches me i feel like everything is going to be ok. and my lil sour patch kid, aileen aka the kid is like my little angel. i can never be down around her she lights up a room with her smile and she can heal hearts with her personality. she's super smart. she's such an amazing kid and i am so blessed to be able to be a part of her life.
my passion...what wakes me up every morning is knowing that there is still innocence, fearlessness, honesty, and everything good somewhere in the world. and i find all that when i am spending time with little ones. i know that i don't have the best past and sometimes i don't set the best examples but that's what got me so passionate about kids. i can't mess up around them. i have to be 100% aware of what i'm doing and saying because they see everything and they learn so much so fast. as cliché as it sounds, there is no better feeling in the world than the feeling i get after i see a kid do something i taught them. it's amazing to see how much kids learn and grow. i feel so lucky to have been able to have a job working with kids for the last couple of years. the plan is to work with kids for the rest of my life.
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Some people are unreasonable, illogical and self centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish alterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty makes you vulnerable.
Be honest anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you help them.
Help them anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked back down.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.


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feelings about moving to dallas

This weekend I went to Dallas to visit some friends. They are like a second set of parents to me and their kids are cool too. They used to live here in Austin and they were the youth pastors of my par...
Posted by roxzann on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 09:20:00 PST

failed attempts

in our heart of hearts we know it's not therebut instead of saving our hearts some disparewe try and try and search and search.we keep going no matter how much it hurts.but we can only remember what w...
Posted by roxzann on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 10:04:00 PST

my best friend

she is always there for me when i cry.and the night i layed in bed and wanted to dieshe was right by my sideand assured me i would be alright.she is the best friend over all the earth.she appreciates ...
Posted by roxzann on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 09:53:00 PST

thoughts

(this is one of my favorites. and this one actually got published in a poetry book coming out in december.) you have made me see that i have nothing to fearbut i am afraid of you because of your power...
Posted by roxzann on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 05:37:00 PST

breaking the habit

i don't know why i try so hard to make things work out.i don't know why i try to silent the doubt.why do i forgive you everytime you stab my heart?and everytime you tear me apart?why am i the first to...
Posted by roxzann on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 05:33:00 PST

anxiety

a million thoughts racing through my head,once again i'm living the days i dread.for every step forward i'm taking two steps back.i just can't help but feel like i'm under attack.the anxiety sneaks up...
Posted by roxzann on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 05:27:00 PST

the realest poem i have ever written

i wrote this a couple of years a ago and it's definitely one of the best poems (if not the best that i've ever written). although i wrote it, i don't take a lot of credit for it because i know that th...
Posted by roxzann on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 08:39:00 PST

Winless battle

satisfied by this temporary high,content with just getting by.no longer fighting for what was once so real to me;not trying to be the best i know i can be.i find myself torn between two worlds apart.l...
Posted by roxzann on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:53:00 PST

Kiss me judas

kiss me judas, one more time.reassure me that i'll be just fine.please, give me a sense of purpose.because right now i'm feeling worthless.remind me of why i was put on this planetand why everyday i w...
Posted by roxzann on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:50:00 PST

Behind the mask

i have words that you will never read.the blood that pumps deep inside of meyou will never understand.you could never fully comprehendall the stories i'll take to my grave.i put on a front saying that...
Posted by roxzann on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:45:00 PST