erica
marie
first things first: if you aren't my friend why are you looking at my page? do like mc serch says and "step off!"
friends, sometimes we can't talk or text as much as we used to but i'd still like to know how your life is going just as you'd like to know about mine. I will be updating this section every so often for that reason.
what is new with me: i was planning on going to school fulltime this summer but decided against it. i want to enjoy my summer to the fullest. i'll get back to the books in the fall. i maintain a 4.0, i stay focused. that's right, i think like i got two brains. in the beginning of july i'll be moving into my condo downtown. never fear, i will be having a badass party or two to satisfy the summer appetite for parties. you'll get the details at a later date. for all those who ask about the "baby's daddy" i took him back last month after he begged me to. yes, i broke up with him which comes as no suprise. i know what i deserve and he doesn't meet my needs or expectations. i will not be controlled. i'll never be anyone's puppet, i'm the puppet master. lol! you can measure success in many different ways and in all the ways I know, he isn't and won't be anytime soon. the person i call boyfriend must be. though we have had our ups and downs. enough is enough. so i chunked him the duece and told him not to call concerning me. he and i are dunzo and it feels effin great better than frosted flakes! as they say "on to bigger and better things". as for our son ethan zakary, he recently turned one! he's full of energy. he's a very happy baby! he loves his daycare and his daycare teachers. he is just perfect... words can't describe what he means to me. i'll be having his party this month. you must come! don't worry drama aka eugene will not be there, he is not invited. work is going very well. i love what i do. well thats all for now!
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to my friendz:
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending.Teach love to those who hate, and let that love embrace you as you go out into the world. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and whose have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the encounter that is more important than the form.May you not become too concerned with material matters, but instead place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart. Find time each day to see beauty and love in the world around you. Realize that each person has limitless abilities, but each of us is different in our own way. What you feel you lack in the present may become one of your strengths in the future. May you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility. Learn to view everything as a worthwhile experience. May you find enough inner strength to determine your own worth by yourself, and not be dependent on anothers judgment of your accomplishments. May you always feel loved. I am honored to call you my friend! -erica marie