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d'Crickster

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About Me


My EyeRawk.com site has been UPDATED with new Sasquatch & The Sick-A-Billys stuff! Go check it out fukkerz!

XXX Past
- Crickster's Brief History
EX-Throat for Caustic Feces & Pizzle in Indianapolis.. .
. . .which means I’ve been the screamer in a couple of bands. Yeah, I fukkin miss it. . . However, I continue to give stoned living room performances fueled by Monster Magnet and may have been spotted belting out some Mars Volta & QOTSA in a karaoke haze.
EX- Record store goddess . . .
. . . which means I worked in record stores for 7 years. I miss that too. Shitty pay but the perks were excellent! Now I actually have to pay to go to a show, which sucks ass. Plus it was always nice to be industry so I got to meet a lot of bands without being treated like a backstage scab. (mostly)
I've toiled at Tracks Records, Rick's Records, Wizards & Wizards Cave in Indy and Cincy.
eX-Reader . . .
. . . which means I've been paid to read palms, cards and perform a variety of other metaphysical/spiritual activities. Yep, underneath it all Ive actually got a knowledge-seeking soul. I prefer to say I'm spiritual, not religious. I like to pick and choose what I practice and believe in from different schools of thought.
I started off by learning to read palms when I was 19 and just went from there. I practiced/studied a variety of metaphysics with a Cherokee teacher in Ohio and was an occasional Reader at Violet Vortex psychic fairs. While I lived in Illinois I performed ceremonies with a Lakota mentor and became really interested in native traditions.
I continue my on-going education in related topics like numerology, meditation, channeling, cards, massage, S/M and various intuitive & energy-based activities. I still do charts and give readings for friends, but I never cared for it professionally.
I avoid being a fluffy fairy la-la, an attention-seeking mystic, a superstitious paranoid, a condescending thumper or a disillusioned mimic. Overall, I just try to be balanced, which means. .
to keep my shit in check without becoming too serious.
eX-Leather Titleholder.. .
. . . which means Ive served as a public representative and educator for the S/M community. I was Ms. National Leather Assoc.-Portland97 and Ms. SoCal Fantasy 99. I've placed 1st & 2nd Runner-Up at IMsL (International Ms. Leather) along with being involved in various clubs, committees, events & functions.
Politics aside, I like doing pervvy things.
eX-ProDom for The Pillory in Chicago.. .
. . .which means Professional Dominatrix. not as glamorous as it sounds but I am skilled with a whip, versed in a wide variety of activities, trained in safety, and I enjoy the primal/tribal aspects of pain. Again, getting paid just took the fun out of it for me.
eX-Human Sculpture Performer .. .
. . .which means I was part of a troupe in Portland that featured Gerry Whitbecks artistic bondage and flesh hook suspensions. Cool in a multitude of ways!
eX-co-owner of PhrequeSho.. .
. . .which means I was a self-employed artist for a little while.
eX-Girlfriend for Several across America.. .
. . .which means Ive shared time with some pretty cool people along the way. It's thru them that I've learned some of my most valuable lessons.
XXX PRESENT
WoManager & Clothing/Bondage Buyer for Porn Store in San Diego. . .

. . .which means I help run the Barnett Ave. Adult Superstore. I provide the clothes for strippers to take off and the whips to spank them with.
Restless Pervert & Occasional Fetish model . . .
. . .which means Ive dabbled in quite a few interesting hobbies that some others have wanted to take nice pictures of.
Full-time Cool Chyk . . .
. . .which means Im cool at least 40 hours a week and horribly underpaid.
For the last couple of years, Ive been a lame-ass. My girlfriend of 5 years moved out so I sold my soul to Deja Vu and became a workaholic. I pull 12-14 hour days. . . and I'm on salary to boot. . . sad, sad.
My so-called spare time has been spent hanging with my friend (and beeyah ) Mermaid. or playing on this box (mostly offline doing grafix and making silly things.) I have a little self-indulgent website which documents some of the fun I've managed to have. Check it out at:
www.EyeRawk.com

My Interests

Creative Shit...
Funny Shit...
...and a little poop.

I'd like to meet:

...my Maker.

Music:

I hate these fukkin' questions......
Having spent a big chunk of my life working in record stores, being in bands and being exposed to an eccentric mix of cultures, cliques & crazy people - my musical interests are piqued more by the content & feel than they are by the brand or style........
I'm a sucker for sarcastic & angst-fueled types-o-tunes, rug-chug guitars, cowbells, and anything that will make me laugh. I love strange, extreme or comical recordings - mostly by artists not intending to be so.
Weened on 80's punk , hardcore & speedmetal...
Jumped into grunge and sludge...
Dabbled in industrial/ techno/death/noise...
Got lost in jive & blues...
Rediscovered Rock N Roll...
Delved into rap...
...and somehow I still ended up looking like a goth chick...
Beats me...
More specifically, I'm a die-hard Monster Magnet fan and dig the likes of QOTSA & Kyuss. The latest additions to my circle have been Mindless Self Indulgence and THE Mars Volta.
I still feel that some of the best bands were never "discovered" or are now long gone. I still play old demo tapes and recordings from friends or (then) local bands. I haven't had a functioning turntable in 8 years but I still have my vinyl!
Here in SD, I've enjoyed some BORN TONIGHT shows & parties.
My little website www.EyeRawk.com features some pics of the Born Tonight Hella Huge House Parties (3HP's) as well as my adventures in ass-grabbin' and other random crap. Feel free to check it out.

Movies:

Shakes The Clown, SICK, Texas Chainsaw Massacre Part 2, Blue Velvet, Clockwork Orange, Naked Lunch, HATED, Gummo, Hedwig & the Angry Inch, Fear & Loathing ...etc.
Cheesy Troma gore, disturbing white trash, subliminal comedy, drug-riddled excess.... I love 'em all

Television:

Eh...when I watch it's usually cartoonz; Metapocalypse, Moral Orel, Drawn Together, Family Guy, South Park...
or I watch documentaries and crime shows...

Books:

The last I read were: Indecent:How I Make It & Fake It as a Girl for Hire, The Teachings of Don Carlos, Obsession: FBI Profiling of Serial Killers, The Tribe of the Tiger: Understanding Your Cat, Sex Work: Writings by Women in the Sex Industry, and The Shamans Body.

Heroes:

I don't believe I have heroes...but I do have many people that have influenced, affected and expanded my mind along the way. I would be so uncool without them!

My Blog

Funny or Mean?

...you decide... Last month an old friend of mine wrote to say he was gonna be visiting San Diego and wanted to see me.  We exchanged a few emails mapping out schedules and when we coul...
Posted by d'Crickster on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 04:20:00 PST

My Ride....

I just got my baby painted and I fukkin LOVE it!!! Check it out in my pictures!
Posted by d'Crickster on Fri, 26 May 2006 04:28:00 PST

It's about fukkin time....

Sometimes I just don't know when to give up...but I did...I finally did. I spent well over a year fighting with and fixing my "computer", more commonly referred to as "the evil box on my des...
Posted by d'Crickster on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 04:21:00 PST

another stupid survey

Let's flashback to seventh grade and enjoy another stupid survey&.  x: name = Crickett:x: piercings = ears, nibbles, girly hood, tongue:x: tattoos = 2, thigh & arm:x: hair color = dep...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I've been censored!

It seems a couple of my pics here on MySpace have been deleted due to 'content'...the ones where you could sorta see my nibbles. I'll always be pissy about that double standard. Nipples don't have any...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Slave to Panties & Porn

It's no secret that I work a lot...too much probably.  I wish I could blow things off, not care if they get done and do as little as possible...but I work with all of those people and the club is full...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hellbound for Hemet

I went to see BT play in Hemet with Roxxie & Sirena the other night...maybe I have more fun when I'm out of town....maybe I have been couped up for too long... maybe the combined energy of 3 randy...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Copying Jay's ABC's of Me....

A - age: 8 (I've started adding the numbers together)B - band listening to right now: none-the rain outsideC - crush: MosesD - dad's name: JimE - easiest person to talk to: Mermaid tooF - favorite ban...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hangin' in There...

The Born Tonight video I was working on is done...if I can stop fucking with it and call it finished. I'm trying to figure out how to get it to play on EyeRawk.com . Any tips? I'll probably catch t...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A day in Vegas

     I had to go to Vegas for a lingerie convention with my boss. It wasn't so bad this time but I got screwed out of a day off for it. We got in and went straight to a T...
Posted by d'Crickster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST