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About Me

My name is Veronica, and I am twenty years old. I am a woman of strength, intellect, passion, perserverence, and hope. I hold Buddhist beliefs, but I am a free spirit -- not connecting to a religion. I feel intensely for animals, and welcome them with open arms. My personality is cheerful, and I am very animated. I've been told by others that I am great to be around because I am so "spontaneous in my thoughts." I am deeply into the arts, music, and darkness. That does not make me a mopey goth, but a woman who is fascinated with the darker side of life. I enjoy darker colors and enjoy experimenting with makeup. I would never say I was an ordinary woman with ordinary beliefs and morals. I'm a tough cookie, but to earn my trust and compassion, it's worth the putting up with. I am a leader most times, but a follower when my depression comes in. I am battling with a demon called Bipolar Disorder, that drives my thoughts to different plateaus, and drops me off at some unknown train stop. But I am not crazy... I feel that within this disorder is a gift : creativity.

My Interests

World of Warcraft,
Singing Opera with Lis, my voice teacher
Spending time with animals
dancing to EBM / Industrial
makeup
goth/punk clothes
vegetarianism
poetry
alcohol
psychology

I'd like to meet:

Soon to be engaged to my Love,

Sean E. Reaney

**Note: Yes, the ring is bought. We picked it out in October, 2006 together. He's waiting for the right time to propose.

Music:

Industrial, EBM, Alternative

Movies:

Death Note; Da Vinci Code; Howl's Moving Castle, House of 1,000 Corpses, 9mm.

Television:

Death Note

Lucy from Elfen Lied -- I feel like I can relate; I feel her pain... ELFEN LIED ((CURRENT OBSESSION))
Gankutsuou
WWE Raw;
My psychobitch fav wrestler: Mickie James

Books:

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Heroes:

My model inspiration, Razorcandi. I'd love to have a shoot with her.

My Blog

"Stages of Love"

"Stages of Love" - By Veronica P.I.) Teenage LoveThe kind that will have you waitingFor Friday to roll aroundAnd embrace you withYour hopes and dreams for tomorrow.Teenage love-Young love in which you...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 09:15:00 PST

"Nightengale Set Free"

"Nightengale Set Free" By Veronica P. ------------------------ I remember a night in which We danced till two- Sipped wine 'neath the moon- And spoke of quiet love songs. I remember the time Yo...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 06:00:00 PST

"Winter Bourne"

I just found something I wrote back in December of 2006. Enjoy.-------------------------"Winter Bourne"Sitting pretty is overratedPast events negotiatedSent into oblivion with self inflictionDee...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 01:55:00 PST

Goths are happy people, too!

Bella Morte was amazing at the ball last night. I don't want to ever forget it. And you know the little epiphany I had, sitting in the lounge area with all the other tired little goths? I ...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:20:00 PST

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

insomnia for the lose.work today in a few hours for the lose.wrnts sleeping...so kewt. birdy eyes shut.Gaffffffffffffffffaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa awnt2p4nt2p4nt2p4mt2p4ot24tnoisngmoivsngs ...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 11:22:00 PST

Goff girls will only date goff boyz!!! HOMG

I was recently reading on a myspace group about a few "goth girls." I found it very sad that some "goth girls" will only date "goth guys." I instantly went into a silent fury about this.&n...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 03:09:00 PST

Joy! (again)

I love all my new military goth things. all i need as new pants.they're so hard to find, though! urgh!I love shopping, when i have some money to spare.probation meeting went well. don't have to ...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 02:56:00 PST

JOY! Life is GREAT! Call me! woot! LOL

I'm very much excited with what my future holds for me. Cameron is finding his niche, and has a beautiful young lady, Christine by his side. I'm so so so happy for him. Sean, is my l...
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:02:00 PST

bleh

sometimes life gets me really tired. so tired, i could just fall asleep right now.
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 08:27:00 PST

Are you moving away?

i feel as if... people just....hate ,me.and people want to just---move on from me.Especially my mother.And ex....::sigh::I hate people.
Posted by Xxx K1Tt3N'zZ I3Le3D1nG xxX on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:00:00 PST