Updated As of October 24, 2007. I have had a myspace profile for a little over 4 years. I have met a few people in "real life" that started out with somewhat interesting and sometimes bizarre conversations over the "world wide web". The people that I have met have throughly entertained my never ending need for human consumption. Heh.
I have an enormous amount of stress in my life that makes me a little tempramental (it is starting to get better). I have an EX husband and he creates an excruciating amount of turmoil in my life. That's why I send a big FUCK YOU to him, his new wife and ANY and ALL of his "friends" You are SHIT and will always be SHIT!!!!! :)
I have selective hearing. When someone starts to say something that I don't necessarily want to hear I tune them out. It's just my nature :) Some people take this as me being a bitch but I really don't care at this point in my life.
I am a product of my environment. I grew up with an emotionally detached mother, abusive/alcoholic sperm donor and a over protective step-dad. I have a hard time making real connections with people. I pretty much keep everybody at a distance. I live my life as if the bottom is going to fall out from underneth me. I keep my expectations pretty low, that way I am never disppointed :)
TRUST is the biggest issue I have. or wait..... I DO NOT trust people..plain and simple.
I MAKE NO APOLOGIES FOR WHO AND WHAT I AM!!! This goes out to ALL who know me and have been there. I am the way I am no matter who I am with. Work, home, school, family. People want me to feel sorry for saying this, or acting that way, Well...here's a big shocker, I don't. I have a tendency to speak before I realize what's flying out of my mouth. I will speak my opinion(s) when I see fit. Reguardless if it's the same as yours. For this I am called "manipulative, selfish, hurtful, mean," WHAT THE FUCK!! I am an adult motherfucker! I absolutley hate when people tell me to "grow up". What, as if they are so fuckin grown up themselves. Everybody in life is and can be just as self rightious, mean, and manipulative as I can be. I pass judgement on NO ONE, unless they want or feel the need to pass judgement on me. If you don't like what I have to say...then buh-bye to you
This is me, I am a walking head case.
My Love Is Vengence, That's Never Free....
