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Jes

SEX, DRUGS, and ROCK & ROLL; GUNS, AIDS, and BIRTH CONTROL

About Me


My Interests

I'll do anything, and everything..I'm down for whatever..whenever. But mostly I like to read, and sing in the shower. Pamper myself with spa treatments (Haha Ali..did you steal the spa packages from your dad?) Chill with friends. And uh..Music. I used to do drugs so much, but I've calmed down a lot. School makes you do that, I was even contemplating the whole quiting of the cigarettes. But it was ONLY A THOUGHT.

I'd like to meet:

∴tell me you need me∴

Music:

i pretty much like all music. i'm very eclectic... haha lindsay..."holy shit! it's carbonated?" "let's call our band.."Carbonated Water"!"The Unseen - Scream Out

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Movies:

MOVIES Train Spotting...GREAT DOPE MOVIE! Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas...ACID!! Spun...METH HEADS! SLC Punk...IT'S SO TRIPPED OUT. I LOVE IT!! Pink Floydd:The Wall...TRIPPLE C'S MAN!!! Bully...I KNEW ONE OF THE CHICKS. I WENT TO PIONEER MIDDLE WITH HER! 13...MY OLD NEIGHBOR, DERICK, SAID I REMINDED HIM OF THE GOOD GIRL GONE BAD IN THE MOVIE! HEHE! Gothika...BEAVIS! DUDE...THAT MOVIE WAS A SERIOUS MENTAL TRIPP!

Television:

TELEVISION I don't really like TV too much. I find it mindless and pointless to waist time watching stupid highly paid actors prance around like faeries trying to imitate what happens in reality, when in fact what they are doing is NO BODY'S reality. TV is for the idiotic self indulgence of construction workers, plumbers, and cable guys who walk around with their ass cracks hanging out.

Books:

BOOKS right now I've been reading alot of Geoffrey Chaucer, and trying to get a better understanding of British Literature, since I'm majoring in English (hopefully I can become a school teacher for gifted children). Those poor poor children, it's time for the corruption hahaha.

Heroes:

HEROES I am my own hero. I am my own god. If you believe in him then you might as well bow down to me..HAHA..Yeah some invisible force makes good shit happen. Well then why are there baby's dieing every where. Why is there world hunger? Why hasn't GOD done anything for anyone...Because he never existed. He is a figment of the imagination created to have a false sense of security and to stop the retards of this world (who should have weeded out years ago..according to Darwin's Theory) from taking matters into their own hands and fucking shit up even worse! I do belive in karma, I mean c'on it's basic rule of cause and effect. Anyway we all control our destiny to an extent with choices, but some shit I still believe is predetermined for us, like some divine shit we don't understand until we work for it enough that it's there. People don't care about things unless they have to work for them. Oh yeah, I'm a highschool drop out going to a private university, and I have a 3.25 GPA. All that shit ANA (old guitarist) gave me about being a loser and only having "loser" skater friends, well she can fuck off cause she's 22 and just got her AA (That's a 2 year degree..it took you 4?!)Tribute

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My Blog

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uncomplicated self destructionfrozen still with no reactionloss of self, and lack of trustthe fallen rise, as you stay stuckscars will fade and breaks they mendbut time you've lost is unforgottenthe ...
Posted by Jes on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 10:47:00 PST

LIfe

You're taught so much through out life&How to judge, comprehend, and form opinionsBut if they can conform Your thoughts in just such a wayAs to lead you down the pathThat you're destined forThen why c...
Posted by Jes on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:43:00 PST

Eh...

Is it safe to say There's nothing left Love is forgotten As I've lost all I felt I can't feel for you If I can't even feel for me You love is killing me Suffocation From frustration No emotions left ...
Posted by Jes on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 08:17:00 PST

Help??

Is this an overlooked cry for help?To be disregarded and covered upBy the filth of your liesConcealed and lost in your tainted eyesAm I trully happy?I'm not sureBut one thing I know I feel is secureW...
Posted by Jes on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:58:00 PST

"Toy Box"

*Verse 1* She watches closely as he sleeps Wonders if that soul she reaps Will comdemn the life beneath To metaphysic boundaries She steals his breath and walks away Afraid the one she'll have to face...
Posted by Jes on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 11:52:00 PST

walk away

this is a work in progress and was inspired by my friend TJ who is an amazing writer!Through his work he has encouraged me to make my writing a bit darker.  But I think I'll keep my style, cause ...
Posted by Jes on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 02:32:00 PST

Poison

Nothing matters the way you thought it didAnd nothing turns out the way you pictured the endCrying only subsides the emptiness for a bitSuccumbing to the faults and drowning in your filthCaution is th...
Posted by Jes on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 11:45:00 PST

new tattoo

so this is going to be my newest tattoo...somewhere on the middle/lower of my back tell me what you think..i'm trying to find a picture of the cheshire cat where he takes his head off and is standing ...
Posted by Jes on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 01:27:00 PST

why?

I always get these middle aged men who are trying to assert there testoterone through shits and giggles by attempting to sleep with me. I don't understand why. Do I exude this ora of sleezyness that m...
Posted by Jes on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 10:09:00 PST

Compare and Critique!!

So I was going through some of my old songs and poetry from when I was 14 and stuff.  Well, I found a really meaningful song I had written about a friend of mine who went into the hospital with a...
Posted by Jes on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 02:25:00 PST