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----===I come from a thousand suns===----------------- Me that’s a hard question, I would say out of all things in my world I am one of my biggest mysteries. I am an ever evolving constant, the colors the eyes can not see, the wonder of first life and the relief of last death. My thoughts are in a dead language, and my feelings elude even myself.Im not sad or mad cause when I open my hands I see all I’ve had, and when I run, I run to my dreams cause no matter what is seen it doesn’t mean a thing. For those of you who don’t know me in sorry I’ve wasted your time with this mindless dribble, but for those who do know me and read this with understanding, I thank you, for keeping the color in the lines.------------===In All Honesty===-------In all honesty its so hard for me to go thru life in serenity, I have this grand desire for peace and harmony but jealousy and greed cloud my thoughts and fear and apprehension divert my emotions, I really only seek happiness for all those in my life, to come to a euphoric understanding with all those I extend my hand to but things get all blurred in the process, my humanity is lost and it becomes a dance of resource and leverage, this is not my intention, for it is not what truly satisfies me, I only seek love, compassion and companion, a another soul for which we may both share our light, with age comes wisdom and experience but also distrust and animosity, I feel cold and isolated when I see what has happened to all my old connections, people who made me smile and weep and most importantly embraced me for who I was, but now time has distorted its purity, and self interest and passive betrayal has laid waste to my infantile paradise, the core of me cries to go back, to repair the wounds and bridge the gap but my heart fears the truth and my mind thinks the idea foolish, if only I could bear my soul in its rawest form to the old and the new and let them see that my love is real, and that despite the illusion of materials, the only thing I care about is true simplistic life, that subconscious connection of strands from which we tie are selves together in existence. For all those who have ever known me, I am sorry for trying to take, make, push, control, and deceive you. For not respecting ever second we had and not taking it to really know you. I am but lost child in this world, desperately clinging to anything my hands can grasp in the darkness. I ask for nothing but hope for understanding….---------------------===My Naked Nature===------------------Deep inside the garden of Eden Standing there with my hard on bleedin' Theres a devil in my dick and some demons in my semen Good God no that would be treason Believe me Eve she gave good reason Botty looking too good not to be squeezin' Creamy beaver hotter than a fever I'm a givin' 'cause she's the reciever I won't and I don't hang up until I please her Makin' her feel like an over achiever I take it away for a minute just to tease her Then I give it back a little bit deeper ---------------------===Double Think===----If human equality is to be forever averted-if the high,as we have called them,are to keep their places permanently-then the prevailing mental condition must be controlled insanity------------------------------===what is a belief?===----It's time to stand up and realize, that we should NOT allow ourselves to be crammed into this rat maze. We should not SUBMIT to dehumanization. I don't know about you, but I'm concerned with what's happening in this world. I'm concerned with the structure. I'm concerned with the systems of control. Those that control my life, and those that seek to control it EVEN MORE! I want FREEDOM! That's what I want, and that's what YOU should want! It's up to each and every one of us to turn loose of just some of the greed, the hatred, the envy, and yes, the insecurities, because that is the central mode of control, make us feel pathetic, small, so we'll willingly give up our sovereignty, our liberty, our destiny. We have GOT to realize we're being conditioned on a mass scale. Start challenging this corporate slave state! The 21st Century's gonna be a new century! Not the century of slavery, not the century of lies and issues of no significance, of classism and statism, and all the rest of the modes of control... it's gonna be the age of humankind, standing up for something PURE and something RIGHT! What a bunch of garbage, liberal, Democratic, conservative, Republican, it's all there to control you, two sides of the same coin! Two management teams, bidding for control of the CEO job of Slavery Incorporated! The TRUTH is out there in front of you, but they lay out this buffet of LIES! I'm SICK of it, and I'M NOT GONNA TAKE A BITE OUT OF IT! DO YA GOT ME? Resistance is NOT futile, we're gonna win this thing, humankind is too good, WE'RE NOT A BUNCH OF UNDERACHIEVERS, WE'RE GONNA STAND UP, AND WE'RE GONNA BE HUMAN BEINGS! WE'RE GONNA GET FIRED UP ABOUT THE REAL THINGS, THE THINGS THAT MATTER - CREATIVITY, AND THE *DYNAMIC* *HUMAN* *SPIRIT* THAT REFUSES TO *SUBMIT*! WELL THAT'S IT, that's all I've got to say. It's in your court now. ----===Vision===----The trick is to combine your waking rational abilities with the infinite possibilities of your dreams. Because, if you can do that, you can do anything. --------------------------===Awakening===------------------I was close to giving up on the concept of time altogether and just letting life flow, but I guess I was still partially 'logical,' or rather subdued, as I came to believe we all subconsiously are, about the fact that time, though not truly important, is just the scale by which humans measure life span and I can't help but wonder what time it is, no matter how much I realize it is pointless. I guess the lesson learned there is that it doesn't really matter what time it is in the natural world, it is always right now. But in this society, things must be scheduled and done according to the clock. For this reason, I want to spend at least a few years alone in the natural world, away from society and rules, where I am the rulemaker and the sole provider, where my own experience is all that matters, until I have long forgotten about time and have learned to simply live. I suppose that is what some people refer to as the need to 'get to know themselves.' One day I will try this, but for now I am stuck in this world. -----------------------------===With eyes wide open===---- As your tongue absorbs the taste, you wait with haste, scared to look yourself in the face, glancing over your shoulder like your being chased. All of the sudden it becomes apparent that your whole hand has become transparent, you become aware of everything that isn’t there, everyone feels the need to share, stuck in this twisting world but thats the fair. This all encompassing something, to feel through the ear and see what you hear. life is love and love is here, the rushing river has made this clear, the stones are on fire as you climb higher, wisps of smoke become towering spires. As you know, there is no end but who cares anyways cause your with your friends.Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds