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Madeline

Everyone else is just noise in the backround

About Me

I used to think I knew who I was now I'm just kinda sure of who I'm not. I wouldn't think twice about picking my nose in public but I might think thrice about picking yours.I wanna be 12 forever but unfortunatly I got tall enough to get on the ride, and even scarier my hearts driving. I never left art class in 3rd grade and that's why I'm a floral designer. About a third of the time I'm not showing up. Don't take it personal though I just found something better to do. I fall in love every 5 minutes. But I really did think I could live the rest of my life in that moment of making eye contact with that boy on the bus. Wanna piss me off remind me there is such a thing as reality and Madeline fantasy land is all in my head.I could get up at move 4 states away at any given moment so don't be surprised when I change my mind about dessert 6 times. I have a problem with commitment. But if you wanna keep me cornered I'd never try to fight ya if you had a can of wet cat food. God it's gross.

My Interests

Hmmm... Well I can give the inconsistent consistent ones. People watching and food throwing, Giggling at inappropriate time, ClOtHeS, flowers and cuddling, nasty faces and wretched places,loud music and humming softly, TALKING, pretending to read books with out pictures, drinking and getting coverd in glue
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Schizoid |||||||||||| 50%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 70%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 58%
Narcissistic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||| 46%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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Creepy Fiend

You Feast On: Hot Dogs

You Lurk Around In: Swingers Clubs

You Especially Like to Torment: Groupies What's Your Monster Name?

I'd like to meet:

Any one who's up for a brew and hide n seek in the middle of the night at the park. Creepy people kinda wig me out but it's ok I know who's team they're going on. ..

Music:

Oh so many... Modest Mouse, Postal Service, Submission Hold, Nausea, Dystopia,Muddy Waters,Steely Dan, Dashboard Confessional,TOOL, old school Metallica, Cradle OF Filth, Johnny Cash, The Good Life, Living Legands, Atmosphere, Cannible Corpse, Radio Head, Pink Floyd, Bob Marley,Weezer,NIN,Hot Hot Heat,Devo, Violent Femmes,Apex, David Bowie, Beatles, Califone, Garbage, The Cure, Bjork, Portishead,Marcy Playground, cat stevens,Cursive,Blackalicious, From Autumn to Ashes, Smashing Pumpkins, Weezer, Mamas and the Papas

Movies:

I've decided this must updated because I've turned into a bit of a movie geek. Harold and Maude, Stigmata, Great Expectations,Amelie, Drop Dead Fred, Harvey, Closer, Pi, Nothing, The Graduate, Breakfest at tiffanys, empire records and well I dunno I'm getting better at sitting and watching movies so I'm sure there's more but none that have movedme greatly that i can think of. Other then Little Miss Sunshine LOVED IT

Television:

I've watched all the DVDs I'm saddly addicted to Nip Tuck. Dr. Troy I'm ganna have all yer babies!!!!!!!!!

Books:

Steppenwolf and well anything by Hemann Hesse, Foucault's Pendulum, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Hitchhikers Guide To the Galaxy, Sophie's world,1984, Clockwork Orange, Tao of pooh,An American Dream, Tropic of Cancer,Blink

Heroes:

Gir from invader zim... I want to be just like him

My Blog

oh so familiar

Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,The one thing that I cannot give.(Did you ever see that one pers...
Posted by Madeline on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 02:56:00 PST

smile smile smile and be happy

I'm one of those people who thinks life has a flow about it. I think there's always obstacals to overcome but lately man... I just feel like if your going against the current you just get fucked repea...
Posted by Madeline on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:21:00 PST

she was just 17 if you know what i mean

It's been kinda weird for me lately. this whole rocking a "home". being a couch surfing pro for 2 years and now settling with a family. family... that word has taken on so much more meaning since i'v...
Posted by Madeline on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 12:48:00 PST

RAAAAWR

Lately i've been really tired of trying to bare other peoples problems. I can't understand why i should have to make up where you lack or screw up. I bare my problems I don't ask anyone else to wear t...
Posted by Madeline on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 01:36:00 PST

Let's see if i really can tell stories pt 1

The rocker chronicles pt 1   So I cant really name a place or time it all started those months were kinda a blur as those last months of innocence of your youth really are. Innocence it's sorta ...
Posted by Madeline on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:01:00 PST

IT'S SUMMERTIME!!!

Allright so yes it's true i hate the sun but i do love the outdoors. So kids we have to go out and enjoy it together.   I went hiking last weekend and even though i thought i was melting into a p...
Posted by Madeline on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:41:00 PST

Which is your favorite Madeline??

I feel really torn these days. torn between the person i want to be the person i am and i the person i don't want to be. I feel like there's 4 diffrent madelines running at the same time and they're a...
Posted by Madeline on Tue, 29 May 2007 12:34:00 PST

andy roberts

you feel my eyes burning on the back of your neck it tingles down your spine as you run your hands up her thigh never made eye contact but there's something eletric in the air when you feel the weight...
Posted by Madeline on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:39:00 PST

grrr

She woke up flists clenched so tight her palms were bloody and all her nails were broken. Just another one of those dreams. deep breath and it's all over. She wonders every now and again how all that ...
Posted by Madeline on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:48:00 PST

bling bling

So i went to seattle last weekend and it was rather rad. Although i must say i love my p town all the more. I think one of the best parts was as soon as i got off the local bus saturday morning on my ...
Posted by Madeline on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 01:08:00 PST