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Joshua

Feelings and Emotions

About Me

I'm 28 now life keeps going by i wonder if i'm going by with it or staying constant. I've made mistakes but i'm honest, i've hurt and i've been hurt, i run and hide when i'm scared and i'm often scared, occassionly i'll peek out and see whats going on, world is crazy maybe thats why i'm crazy too. :) But i am blessed for good friends and family who love me dispite of my insanity and maybe even because of my insanity :) I'm working on moving forward slowly, but still moving.

My Interests

Sports, reading fantasy novels, music music music, singing singing singing

I'd like to meet:

No boyfriend dont know that i really want one, maybe i do, would love to have more sex, would also love to have more love. Interested in meeting new people, sort of shy so please make the first move.

Music:

Radiohead, interpol, bloc party (basically all of Mike's favorite band, i'm even thinking of buying a black pecoat, what yall think)

Movies:

Brokeback Mountain, said something about inner desires that we consceal, and how explosive it can be to let that out.

Television:

Battlestar Galactica, since there is no more star trek on tv it's the only way i get my scifi fix, great show well written and intelligent, much better that it's parent show which was a cheesy 70's. 24, love Jack Bauer, he's such a man, so quick on his feet so direct, Jack's always taken action, and well you know how i love taking action. :)

Books:

God-Emperor of Dune, cause it deals with loneliness and isolation, alienation from ones humanity. Magicians - was the first novel that really lifted my imagination, escaped i did Crime and Punishment - a look into insanity and the journey into darkness and the journey back.

Heroes:

Buddha, Jesus, and anyone who can go beyond ourselfish programming and exhibit true compassion and love.