UNRELIABLE

*Up Never Down*I love hip hop,that's not to say I dont appreciate a ton of other musicians and artists outside the realm of hip hop...also...fresh beats,haenus lyrics & flows.I like being alone a lot:something a lot of people don't get about me...what's so hard to get.I NEED SOME QUIET ALONE TIME...DAMN SON...I just chill a lot and usually draw,paint,write,rap,ride my bike,roll around on a skateboard whatever makes me sane really...lately i've been deciding what makes me happy on a day to day basis.Something I've never really been through before.Also I feel rediculous for saying, that this phenomenon may be caused by my lack of preparedness for this jungle of a world,and that I am,at 21 years old,still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life.That's a whole other stupid story...i'm not getting into that...no one wants to hear it,not even myself.But really who the fuck cares about that kind of shit....does it really matter in the big scheme of things....NO....but you can't escape the american 9 to 5 way of life in an instance....it's going to take a lot of work and time but one of these days i'll make it to that ultimate point of satisfaction...im sure of it...i wont be chasing hapiness forever.Oh also just was dumped out of a relationship I thought was worth something...at least to me.Seems we didn't see eye to eye on that subject.i fucking hate being alive sometimes...im tired of everyone fucking me over!!!!every girl is a slut...Ill probabl never date anyone again.Not a lot you can do if the love's not there....Anyway i'll end it quick if you read all the way through this post midnight rant then yous crazy yo...