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Chimaera

Mary would hallucinate and see the sky upon the wall.

About Me

A heart full of dreams, plans, feelings, love. But suffering from lack of possibilities, power, and will. It is open to everybody who wants to enter into it - but he/she has to deserve it.
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And after this veeeeery artistic /irony rules/ "intro", some facts about me:
I was born in 1989, in Budapest, and I still live here. It's the capital of our country, so the thing why I like it is that I can get and reach all the services I want easily; on the other hand, I hate it, cause it's dirty, noisy, and hungarian people are really grouchy /respect to the exception/. But oh, I must enjoy somehow what I've got, and I'm trying to do it.
I'm handicapped, but I got used to it, since it's a congenital problem, but as I wrote, I have to enjoy as many things as I can do, and I have to exploit what life gives me. So when I can, I go out to have fun with my friends or go to concerts, or simply visit/call over somebody to spend some pleasant hours talking.
I think I'm lucky cause I can make friends or relationships easily, I'm a quite talkative and extroverted person /so beware :D/, and very emotional; sometimes I twit too easily and in a very little while, and these occasions use to lead to disappointment. My other big fault is selfishness; I try not to be, but sometimes I can really break people's nerves when I want something and I don't get it, OR when I'm only talking and thinking about my things and myself.
If you're interested, simply write a message, I'm nice to others unless they earn my anger or my antipathy.

NOTE: please don't add me unless you write me a msg. thanks.

My Interests

just in entry words: /not too interesting ones, though/music - literature (symbolism, surrealism, impressionism mainly) - meeting new people, new personalities, new points of view - JAPAN - travelling - London - technical advance - the human brain and soul & behaviour - learning (practically anything) - history - languages /spoken ones: hungarian, english, spanish - but I still have to improve my knowledge/ - art in general : traditional & digital - subcultures - philosophy & psychology - instincts - feelings & relations - extraterrestrial life - dreams and their meanings - drawing the inference - dancing and enjoying parties, altough I'm handicapped - .

I'd like to meet:



Music:

tons of kinds and bands ... : (not in order)

FIRSTLY, BUCK-TICK, LAPUTA & 30 SECONDS TO MARS. Among many others, like...:
12012 . A Perfect Circle . Adam Beyer . agoria . alice nine . Amy Winehouse . Apparat . Björk . BT . caligari . Capsule . Celldweller . Clint Mansell . Coldplay . Combichrist . D . Daft Punk . Deathgaze . Deine Lakaien . Depeche Mode . Dirty Sanchez . Duoteque . Ellen Allien . Faithless . Fatboy Slim . Felix da Housecat . Fluke . G.M.S. . Gazette . Goteki . HALATION . Hide . Hyde . Icon of Coil . Infected Mushroom . Jamiroquai . John Dählback . John Starlight . Junkie XL . Juno Reactor . Kuroyume . KuRt . lab. . Lamb . Lovely Mocochang . Luke Slater . Luna Sea . Lunatic Calm . Merry . Metronome . Michael Nyman . Militant Cheerleaders on the Move . Moby . Moonbotica . MUCC . Muse . Mylo . nano . Nightmare . Nine Inch Nails . Panzer AG . Placebo . Plastic Tree . Polysics . Quesh . Red Hot Chili Peppers . Reeloop . René Breitbarth . Rotersand . Röyksopp . SADS . Sakurai Atsushi . Scandy . Scissor Sisters . SID . Simian Mobile Disco . Soman . Steve Angello . The Crystal Method . The Cure . The Killers . The Prodigy . Thom Yorke . Tool . Tori Amos . Trentemöller . Vector Lovers . Vidoll . Vitalic . VNV Nation . X-Japan . Yonderboi

Movies:

the libertine.
requiem for a dream.
what's eating gilbert grape.
POTC trilogy.
final fantasy: advent children, interstella 5555, powder, the fifth element.

matrix series /and animatrix freezes the blood in your veins./

starwars series :p
the emperor's new groove /funnier than any other cartoon/
forrest gump

Television:

queer as folk. grey's anatomy. south park. news. MTV.

Books:

Watanabe Junichi - Shitsurakuen
Asimov - I, Robot
George Orwell - 1984 & Animal Farm
Erzsebet Kertesz - Elizabeth
Harry Potter series :P
poem books from: Janos Pilinszky, Endre Ady, Gyula Juhasz, Arpad Toth (hungarian poets)
William Gibson - Neuromancer

Heroes:

my love - my mom :) - my 2 closest friends, Gabrielle and Agnes - the members of Depeche Mode & Laputa - Johnny Depp - Jared Leto - Agent Smith - Robert Smith - Trent Reznor - musicians who work by heart and by enjoyment, not primarily for money or for fame - Luis Royo - Salvador Dalí - William Gibson - Nobuo Uematsu - Yoshitaka Amano - Tetsuya Nomura - Kobayashi Kunihito (better known as Nero xD)