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WHATS GOOD MYSPACE. I GO BY THE NAME OF MEEKA. I DECIDED TO CHANGE UP MY ABOUT ME SECTION JUST A LIL BIT. LETS SEE....I'M A SINGLE MOTHER OF ONE SON NAMED JAYDEN JARVIS. MY SON IS MY WORLD. I DON'T THINK MY LIFE HAD ANY MEANING UNTIL AUGUST 31ST WHICH IS THE DAY I HAD MY SON. THOSE OF YOU WHO KNEW THE "OLD" ME {BACK IN THE DAY} MAY THINK YOU KNOW ME WELL... BUT IM HERE TO TELL YOU, YOU DONT. THE OLD ME NO LONGER EXISTS. I LIKE TO BELIEVE THAT I HAVE CHANGED AND GROWN UP SO MUCH SINCE I WAS YOUNGER. I HAVE LEARNED TO APPRECIATE LIFE AND ALL IT HAS TO OFFER. IF I HAD BEEF WITH YOU...ITS NO LONGER THERE. I'M A BETTER PERSON NOW. THE THINGS I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I LEFT THAT IN THE PAST. I'D LIKE TO CREDIT THE BIRTH OF MY SON FOR BRINGING THE CHANGE IN MY LIFE. TIL THIS POINT, HE HAS BEEN MY BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT IN LIFE.
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I'M NOT PERFECT AT ALL. BUT I DO REALIZE THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO LIVE IN ANGER AND REGRET. ONE THING I WANT PEOPLE TO REMEMBER ABOUT ME AFTER I'M GONE IS THAT I DO HAVE A GOOD HEART AND I ALWAYS TRIED TO BE A GOOD PERSON. WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES AND SOMETIMES HAVE POOR JUDGEMENTS IN LIFE. ALSO, IM NOT LOOKING FOR ANY MAN TO HELP RAISE MY SON B/C I'M DOING JUST FINE BY MYSELF. THE REASON I SAY THAT IS B/C NOWADAYS YOU MEET A GUY AND THEY FIGURE THAT B/C YOU HAVE A CHILD THE WOMAN WANTS HIM TO TAKE CARE OF THE CHILD. NO THANK YOU...JUST KNOW "WE" COME AS A PACKAGE DEAL. TO KNOW ME IS TO KNOW MY SON AS WELL. BEING A SINGLE MOTHER DOES GET DISCOURAGING B/C MY SON'S FATHER IS NOT AROUND. BUT I TRULY BELIEVE GOD GAVE ME MY SON FOR A REASON. I BELIEVE ITS HIS DAD'S LOST. NO MINE... "RAISING A CHILD IS THE EPITOME OF WOMANHOOD. IF YOU CAN DO THAT, YOU CAN DO ANYTHING..."
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GOD HAS KEPT ME VERY SPIRITUALLY GROUNDED THROUGH THE YEARS...I HAVE STRUGGLED A LOT IN MY 27 YEARS OF LIVING. THAT IS ANOTHER REASON I BEGAN TO APPRECIATE LIFE MORE AND ALL IT HAS TO OFFER. IN 2004, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A SERIOUS KIDNEY ILLNESS WHICH WILL RESULT IN ME HAVING TO HAVE A KIDNEY TRANSPLANT. I'VE BEEN ON THE TRANSPLANT LIST NOW FOR 1 YEAR. IT DOES GET VERY HARD AND SOMETIMES I WANT TO GIVE UP. BUT I REALIZE I HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE IN MY CORNER AND MY NUMBER ONE SUPPORTER AND BEST FRIEND...MY SON JAYDEN. SO I CONTINUE TO FIGHT EACH DAY. I'M NOT ANGRY AT GOD AT ALL. I HAVE NO REASON TO BE. I BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR SOME REASON. ALTHOUGH I DON'T KNOW THE REASON I WAS GIVEN THIS ILLNESS, I CONTINUE TO KEEP MY FAITH IN GOD B/C IN THE END I WILL BE VICTORIOUS! I AM A SURVIVOR. THE DEVIL THOUGHT HE HAD ME MANY TIMES. BUT I RELY ON MY FAITH AND MY STRENGTH IN GOD. TO GET ME THRU THIS TEST B/C IN THE END I WILL HAVE A HUGE TESTIMONY.
I DON'T AT ALL LOOK FOR SYMPATHY FROM ANYONE. EVERYONE HAS TO GO THRU SOMETHING TO MAKE THEM STRONGER.
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I'M NOT UP HERE LOOKING FOR LOVE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I BELIEVE IN LOVE ANYMORE. SO MANY TIMES "LOVE" HAS LIED TO ME OR BETRAYED ME...I'M ALSO NOT INTERTAINING NO DRAMA. SOME PEOPLE ON HERE WANT TO COMPETE LIKE THIS IS A "MISS MYSPACE COMPETITON" OR SOMETHING... JUST KNOW, I DON'T BITE MY TONGUE AND THERE IS NO BYTCH ALIVE THAT WILL EVER INTIMIDATE ME...SO JUST HIT ME UP IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS OR WANT TO KNOW MORE... AND REMEMBER....
"OUR BACKGROUND AND CIRCUMSTANCES MAY INFLUENCE WHO WE ARE, BUT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT WE BECOME....
ME AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. JAYDEN JARVIS J. I CHEERISH YOUR LIFE MORE THAN I DO MY OWN. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND. MOMMY LUVS U ALWAYS...
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R.I.P MY BEAUTIFUL COUSIN SONIA 4/9/08. IMMA MISS UR SMILING FACE & UR FUNNY SENSE OF HUMOR. I LOVE U. SEE U WHEN I GET THERE! U WERE STRONG EVEN WHILE GOIN THRU YOUR SICKNESS. YOU INSPIRE ME TO FIGHT EVEN WHEN I FEEL LIKE I CANT. IMMA SURELY MISS YOU BIG CUZ!
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Still I RiseYou may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise. -Maya Angelou
