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Deanna

Hate is a strong word...But I really, really, really don't like you. Now that it's over...I don't ev

About Me

I'm Deanna. I'm 20 and this is my second year attending Fontbonne University [F.U.] [I have to say that so far classes aren't too bad and I have a schedule I can deal w/ since I still work a lot. But I can't wait till the first break we get. I feel I will really appreciate the weekends as well. I never took one for granted this summer but now I will deserve a weekend.] I think I am a really fun person to hang out with, I get along with everybody. I don't hold grudges against anyone or anything. I am very bold and outgoing; many of my friends would tell you that. I could also be considered a work-aholic...I work at LongHorn Steakhouse [as a host] and I really love my job and I love picking up shifts- I don't know many people out there who are like me in that way. I go to work because I want to and not because I have to. I have many friends on here and I know about 80% of them personally. I wish I could put every person I actually know on my page and I will find a way to do so. But until then, if you are not on my front page, know that I still ♥ you!
In my spare time, [haha...when I'm not working that is] I love to hang out with one of my best friends Katie and play some pool, watch a movie, go to concerts, or just drive around. [Ok and sometimes Alonzo tags along. lol.] Oh yeah, I also like going to Wal-Mart with her at early hours in the morning to get stuff...from goldfish [not the food] to beef jerkey to movies.
I love my H.Baum! [Heather] She and I have known each other since I was a baby and she was a toddler and have pretty much been around each other since then. Currently we work together. I love hanging out with just her, or her and Rob, her boyfriend. We always have a good time either just hanging out, going out to eat or watching a movie at her apartment! (hugs for Heather)
I love my sister, Deborah, with all my heart. I love getting BOBA [St. Louis Bubble Tea] in the loop with her and just hanging out. We used to watch movies a lot and I miss that. Guess I'll have to put a change to that. She's one of my best friends who I tell everything to. She is a comedian and I love it when she's just talking to me and hanging out with her and her friends is cool because she's the one who makes everyone laugh and have a good time. I have taught her to be spontaneous and I love her for that as well. She's my sister, and I am so close to her and a lot of people aren't close with their siblings so I find myself lucky! = )Love for Deborah! aka Debs && Debo.
I love hanging out with my other best friends Lisa, Melissa, and Emily as well-when we have time! Usually it's just hanging out, getting some food, watching movies, shopping, swimming, or doing something fun from OUR LIST OF THINGS TO DO!
I love my boyfriend, Rick. He is one of the most amazing people I have met. He keeps me safe and has made me so happy-the happiest I have ever been. The way he looks at me. The way he sings to me. The way he holds me. The way he makes me smile. Getting to wake up in his arms is what I love the most...watching movies with him, hanging out and talking. I love him. Probably gonna marry this guy. I would love to anyway. ♥
Little things about me: I am DirtyDeanna. • I am about 5'2. • I have brown eyes with black specks in them. • My hair is a darker brown. • I am a very independent person. • I am crazy. • I love to have fun. • I am very laid back. • My room is always clean. • I am a good friend. • I am a great listener. • I have an awesome sense of humor. • I like to laugh a lot. • I have 1 tattoo, it's a pegasus. • I have 10 piercings. • I have too many best friends. • I use to raise gerbils, now I just have them. • All the restaurants I have worked at began with an "L" (A total of 3). • Green is my favorite color. • I drive a white 95' Chevrolet Cavalier. • I love taking pictures. • When I go shopping, I get in and get out, unless I am with friends. • Pac Sun is my favorite store ever. • I eat Lunchables to feel like a kid again, or I whip my gameboy out. • I like to color pictures and have a fresh box of crayons. • People have said I look like Julia Stiles and Sasha Cohen. • I have the Big Dipper in freckles on my back. • I let my dogs sleep with me or Rick's dog, Joe. • I'm always up for horseback riding. • I like fishing-Especially with Rick-he lets me take the fish off the hook and put his worms on! • I love camping! • I am Catholic. • I got to kiss my Rick in the rain-it's one of the most amazing experiences one can have. You just stand there in the pouring rain being held and holding the one you love and just become one with nature and the rain hits your cheeks, your eyes, and your forehead. It's so cold and the kiss is so warm. I love you Rick! ♥ •You will not be bored with me. •
My first year of college is over and I am now a sophomore! It is exciting and I am going to get straight A's...I am determined. Still not sure of a major but you know, I have a little time still. It might possibly end up being one or a couple of these choices: English/writing/journalism, Photography or some form of Art major, Business, Communications, or even something in helping people. I am interested in a lot and it's hard to choose what it is you want to do for the rest of your life-But I can always choose a major and then change it later on. Best of luck to any of you trying to decide. As you can see, I'd be happy doing any of those and a lot of them work hand in hand.
If you want me to fall for you, you have to give me something worth tripping over.
I ♥ you.
I ♥ movies.
I ♥ my life.
I ♥ my pets.
I ♥ my friends.
I ♥ hanging out.
I ♥ playing pool.
I ♥ writing.
I ♥ Plain White T's.
I ♥ music.
I ♥ staying up late.
I ♥ my sister, Deborah.
I ♥ my family.
I ♥ Rick. = )
I ♥ my tattoo.
I ♥ my boldness.
I ♥ school.
I ♥ working.
I ♥ stars.
I ♥ kisses.
I ♥ hugs.
I ♥ taking naps.
I ♥ stlpunk.com.
I ♥ MYNTZ! Green Tea mints.
I ♥ Starbucks.
I ♥ horses.
I ♥ Red Bull.
I ♥ cotton candy.
I ♥ tic tacs.
I ♥ candy.
I ♥ piercings.
I ♥ thunder storms.
I ♥ *fireworks*.
I ♥ dreams.
I ♥ the Playboy bunny.
I ♥ reading.
I ♥ myspace.
I ♥ new comments/picture comments/messages!
I ♥ LOVE.
I like to go on long drives...I don't mind taking the long way. Concerts are amazingly awesome, I have gotten to go to a few and I have missed them so much. The energy felt at a concert is unlike anything else and I'm glad my friend Katie and I got to share those good times. I miss high school. I love getting new comments and picture comments and of course messages. Leave me a message if you stop by my page and like it. If there is anything else you would like to know-anything at all, then just ask me!
CURRENT OBSESSIONS:
- Green Tea.
[Honey Dew Green Tea I.C.'s from Bread Co., regular cup of hot tea, mints, gum, etc.]
- Reading my books.
[Lately I haven't been able to put a couple down. Gossip Girls is a definite favorite.]
- Staying up late, getting no sleep.
[Hey who said all obsessions were good?]
- Myspace.
[You knew that one was coming.]
- Full Throttle, Red Bull, && Red Thunder [from ALDI]
[I love my energy and sometimes I need it. It gives me that kick. Even if it's all in my head, it helps me and calms me]
- Writing.
[Just recently got back in the swing and write almost every night. Poems and stuff about life-to put down on paper words you can't get out right and being able to go back years from now and read what I wrote is just amazing. It can't be touched.]
-PLAIN WHITE T'S.
[Recently got to see them in concert at their own "gig" but also got to see them in opening for Panic! @ the Disco. Their music keeps my life sane and most of the songs are exactly what I feel about life and love.]
- Planning my trip to Indiana to see my Lisa girl.
[I can't wait to go down and visit her. When I had first planned this trip I didn't have a boyfriend and I was looking forward to the time I'd be spending alone in the car for 4-5 hours. Just talking to her on the phone and drinking my Red Bull...just listening to music and enjoying the drive. Taking time to think about things and finally arriving to spend time with one of my best friends who I miss very much.]
This is my AIM- dirtydeanna05.
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My Interests

Lake Michigan, Chicago.
I could've been there this summer...oh well-what can you do? I was there in spirit. Hopefully going to Chicago with Rick @ the beginning of May to have a good time and get to meet his sister who he speaks very highly of. ♥

There is too much I am interested in to sit here and type it all would be CRAZY! I love to sit down [or lay] and read a good book. I love being in the country and swimming in the river. I love WINTER because of snow and my birthday, and Christmas too, I love the season. But I also love FALL and Summer...Spring is great too. I love all seasons. I enjoy horseback riding though I haven't gotten a chance to recently. I just like to have fun and take things as they come to me. WHATEVER happens- HAPPENS. I believe in fate and destiny and that if something goes wrong, it wasn't meant to be. Most of my interests are covered in my profile though if you take the time to read it.

I'd like to meet:

You. I love everyone, and ANYONE will tell you that. But as for meeting people, I am primarily looking for friends and fun people to talk to. I love meeting new people. I am very bold and not too shy if shy at all.
I am not the Deanna you all used to know-I am no longer single. I have finally found someone who likes me as much as I like them. In fact, I love this guy, with all my heart. It's only been about 2 weeks so far but why hold back what I am feeling if I have never felt these feelings before in my whole life? I would be lying to myself if I didn't express my feelings to him in the way I did. I honestly love him and I know he loves me and he is one of the greatest things that has ever happened to me. I am finally balanced. For a long time I think I have been off balance. Rick balances me-he keeps me on my feet. I took a risk and it ended this way! I had no idea what was going to happen…but first I had to forget about all those old relationships…the ones where I got hurt, the ones where I thought I had loved that person, now I realize I never truly loved them. They were merely “artificial feelings” and things we said were only said because we thought we had to say them. We “thought” we were in love only because we didn’t know any better and had never been in “real” love and didn’t know that feeling-had no idea it existed. We didn’t know that there was something greater out there and only thought we were in love and only thought we should express our feelings to one another by saying we loved each other. This isn’t the case at all with ♥ Rick♥. I can tell what he is feeling. I know what he is feeling. I KNOW he loves me.He didn’t have to tell me that to let me know he did. I could feel it from looking in his eyes. I could feel it from being with him and just talking. I am in love. It’s hard when you have been hurt. But, I had to “forget” about those feelings of hurt. Maybe I shouldn’t say forget about them completely-they are still a part of your life. They make it all the more better when you finally find real love. Those past feelings, whether real or fake, made you who you are right now. If there is someone you like out there, you have nothing to lose by taking a risk because then at least you know you tried. You will have put your feelings on the line-you made an effort. If you just sit back and do nothing, then you'll never know what could've been...what you could've felt...what could've changed you and your life-for the BETTER.
Saw THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS @ POP'S on MARCH 11!I just saw Plain White T's March 6th and that show was absolutely amazing. It was my second time seeing them perform and I can't get enough of them. Probably my absolute favorite band of the moment. I mean sure, I like a lot but there's something about Plain White T's! ♥
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Music:

I LOVE MUSIC! There are too many bands to name...I will just list a few: Acceptance, Adeline, AFI, Aiden, Alkaline Trio, Allister, Amber Pacific, American Hi-Fi, Anatomy of a Ghost, A Perfect Circle, A Static Lullaby, A Thorn For Every Heart , AUTHORITY ZERO, auto pilot off, Avenged Sevenfold, Avoid One Thing, Bad Religion, Beethoven, Between the Burried and Me, Billy Talent, Blink 182, bowling for soup, Boxcar Racer, Brand New, breaking Benjamin, Chevelle, Coheed and Cambria, ColdPlay, Count the Stars, Dashboard Confessional, Death By Stereo, Death Cab For Cutie, Default, Descendants, Drive, Dropkick Murphys, Emery, Fall Out Boy, Farewell Address, Finch, Fountains of Wayne, From Autumn to Ashes, From First To Last, Further Seems Forever, Funeral For A Friend, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Hazen Street, Home Grown, James Blunt, jimmy eat world, Kamloops, kill Hannah, Killswitch Engage, Kotton Mouth Kings, Lagwagon, Led Zeppelin, Less Than Jake, letter kills, Lost Prophets, Lucky Boys Confusion, Maroon5, Matchbook Romance, Maxeen, Mest, Mozart (Wolfgang Amadeus), Mxpx, my chemical romance, New Found Glory, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, no use for a name, OAR, Off By One, Offspring, Panic! at the Disco, Perfect Circle, Pink Floyd, Plain White T's, Punchline, Reggie and the Full Effect, Rise Against, Rock Kills Kid, Rufio, Rushmore Academy, Saves the Day, Scars of Tomorrow, Senses Fail, Shadows Fall, Sigur Ros, Silverstein, Simple Plan, Slick Shoes, Slipknot, Somehow Hollow, Something Corporate, Spitafield, Story of the Year, Sublime, Sum41, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, Thursday, Tool, Transplants, The All-American Rejects, The Androids, The Ataris, The Casualties, The Early November, The Killers, The Kinison, The Movie Life, The Postal Service, The Reunion Show, The Starting Line, The Strokes, The Suicide Machines, The Used, The White Strips, Underoath, Unwritten Law, Useless I.D., velvet revolver, Wakefield, Yellowcard, Zebrahead. [I have sooo many more to add- at least 50! and you can't forget the local bands!] I LOVE FIREBREW and Our Great Escape!

Movies:

I love movies of all kinds: comedies, dramas, thrillers, horror, romantic and action. I would have to say I go more for comedies. Some of my favorite movies are Labyrinth, The Neverending Story, The Notebook, Saw, sooo many movies! I own the AMERICAN PIE trilogy, I love any Adam Sandler or Jim Carey movies. && I love watching movies with all my friends and my Rick-because it's just nice to cuddle and watch a good movie-whether we watch it or not, that's a different document·
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Television:

I have to say I love MTV, but not all that LAGUNA BEACH crap and stuff out there. I loved when it used to be all about the music. I loved a show called "LIFE AS WE KNOW IT" which doesn't come on anymore but I own the series on DVD. Shows I watch are: Everybody Loves Raymond [maybe because it reminds me so much of my own family], Jackass, Viva La Bam, The Family Guy, shows on Animal Planet, many many more. I mean I barely get to sit down and watch tv...usually there is nothing on and I'd rather watch a movie with my friends, sister, and boyfriend.

Books:

I love reading. I have read all the GOSSIP GIRL books in the series so far. Other books I love are The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants books, The Pact, Doing It, You Don't Know Me, and other books.

Heroes:

My mom is my hero, other than her, I do look up to my dad as well but he's more laid back and easy going. My mom is the one who "disciplines" me and I still agree with her many a times. I look up to my friends. I know they will always be there for me and not steer me wrong. Oh yeah and there was always my superman...I knew he was out there somewhere waiting to come to my rescue at any day, and I have to say, I think I've found him.

My Blog

We've all been in love haven't we? Or have we?

I am not the Deanna you all used to know-I am no longer single. I have finally found someone who likes me as much as I like him. In fact, I love this guy, with all my heart. It's only been about 2 wee...
Posted by Deanna on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 05:46:00 PST

Missing Out.

Yeah&it's been a while again. I really meant to keep up with these and make sure I put poems in my blog and everything but I've been super busy. Maybe a little lazy too. I was writing in my journal ev...
Posted by Deanna on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:09:00 PST

FIRST BLOG

HEY! This is my first blog. I figured I would start writing in this thing because sometimes what I put in my bulletins are things I should be putting in a blog. There are many poems I have put in my j...
Posted by Deanna on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 01:22:00 PST