Lake Michigan, Chicago.
I could've been there this summer...oh well-what can you do? I was there in spirit. Hopefully going to Chicago with Rick @ the beginning of May to have a good time and get to meet his sister who he speaks very highly of. ♥
There is too much I am interested in to sit here and type it all would be CRAZY! I love to sit down [or lay] and read a good book. I love being in the country and swimming in the river. I love WINTER because of snow and my birthday, and Christmas too, I love the season. But I also love FALL and Summer...Spring is great too. I love all seasons. I enjoy horseback riding though I haven't gotten a chance to recently. I just like to have fun and take things as they come to me. WHATEVER happens- HAPPENS. I believe in fate and destiny and that if something goes wrong, it wasn't meant to be. Most of my interests are covered in my profile though if you take the time to read it.
You. I love everyone, and ANYONE will tell you that. But as for meeting people, I am primarily looking for friends and fun people to talk to. I love meeting new people. I am very bold and not too shy if shy at all.
I am not the Deanna you all used to know-I am no longer single. I have finally found someone who likes me as much as I like them. In fact, I love this guy, with all my heart. It's only been about 2 weeks so far but why hold back what I am feeling if I have never felt these feelings before in my whole life? I would be lying to myself if I didn't express my feelings to him in the way I did. I honestly love him and I know he loves me and he is one of the greatest things that has ever happened to me. I am finally balanced. For a long time I think I have been off balance. Rick balances me-he keeps me on my feet. I took a risk and it ended this way! I had no idea what was going to happen…but first I had to forget about all those old relationships…the ones where I got hurt, the ones where I thought I had loved that person, now I realize I never truly loved them. They were merely “artificial feelings†and things we said were only said because we thought we had to say them. We “thought†we were in love only because we didn’t know any better and had never been in “real†love and didn’t know that feeling-had no idea it existed. We didn’t know that there was something greater out there and only thought we were in love and only thought we should express our feelings to one another by saying we loved each other. This isn’t the case at all with ♥ Rick♥. I can tell what he is feeling. I know what he is feeling. I KNOW he loves me.He didn’t have to tell me that to let me know he did. I could feel it from looking in his eyes. I could feel it from being with him and just talking. I am in love. It’s hard when you have been hurt. But, I had to “forget†about those feelings of hurt. Maybe I shouldn’t say forget about them completely-they are still a part of your life. They make it all the more better when you finally find real love. Those past feelings, whether real or fake, made you who you are right now. If there is someone you like out there, you have nothing to lose by taking a risk because then at least you know you tried. You will have put your feelings on the line-you made an effort. If you just sit back and do nothing, then you'll never know what could've been...what you could've felt...what could've changed you and your life-for the BETTER.
Saw THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS @ POP'S on MARCH 11!I just saw Plain White T's March 6th and that show was absolutely amazing. It was my second time seeing them perform and I can't get enough of them. Probably my absolute favorite band of the moment. I mean sure, I like a lot but there's something about Plain White T's! ♥
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I LOVE MUSIC! There are too many bands to name...I will just list a few: Acceptance, Adeline, AFI, Aiden, Alkaline Trio, Allister, Amber Pacific, American Hi-Fi, Anatomy of a Ghost, A Perfect Circle, A Static Lullaby, A Thorn For Every Heart , AUTHORITY ZERO, auto pilot off, Avenged Sevenfold, Avoid One Thing, Bad Religion, Beethoven, Between the Burried and Me, Billy Talent, Blink 182, bowling for soup, Boxcar Racer, Brand New, breaking Benjamin, Chevelle, Coheed and Cambria, ColdPlay, Count the Stars, Dashboard Confessional, Death By Stereo, Death Cab For Cutie, Default, Descendants, Drive, Dropkick Murphys, Emery, Fall Out Boy, Farewell Address, Finch, Fountains of Wayne, From Autumn to Ashes, From First To Last, Further Seems Forever, Funeral For A Friend, Good Charlotte, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Hazen Street, Home Grown, James Blunt, jimmy eat world, Kamloops, kill Hannah, Killswitch Engage, Kotton Mouth Kings, Lagwagon, Led Zeppelin, Less Than Jake, letter kills, Lost Prophets, Lucky Boys Confusion, Maroon5, Matchbook Romance, Maxeen, Mest, Mozart (Wolfgang Amadeus), Mxpx, my chemical romance, New Found Glory, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, no use for a name, OAR, Off By One, Offspring, Panic! at the Disco, Perfect Circle, Pink Floyd, Plain White T's, Punchline, Reggie and the Full Effect, Rise Against, Rock Kills Kid, Rufio, Rushmore Academy, Saves the Day, Scars of Tomorrow, Senses Fail, Shadows Fall, Sigur Ros, Silverstein, Simple Plan, Slick Shoes, Slipknot, Somehow Hollow, Something Corporate, Spitafield, Story of the Year, Sublime, Sum41, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, Thursday, Tool, Transplants, The All-American Rejects, The Androids, The Ataris, The Casualties, The Early November, The Killers, The Kinison, The Movie Life, The Postal Service, The Reunion Show, The Starting Line, The Strokes, The Suicide Machines, The Used, The White Strips, Underoath, Unwritten Law, Useless I.D., velvet revolver, Wakefield, Yellowcard, Zebrahead. [I have sooo many more to add- at least 50! and you can't forget the local bands!] I LOVE FIREBREW and Our Great Escape!
I love movies of all kinds: comedies, dramas, thrillers, horror, romantic and action. I would have to say I go more for comedies. Some of my favorite movies are Labyrinth, The Neverending Story, The Notebook, Saw, sooo many movies! I own the AMERICAN PIE trilogy, I love any Adam Sandler or Jim Carey movies. && I love watching movies with all my friends and my Rick-because it's just nice to cuddle and watch a good movie-whether we watch it or not, that's a different document·
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I have to say I love MTV, but not all that LAGUNA BEACH crap and stuff out there. I loved when it used to be all about the music. I loved a show called "LIFE AS WE KNOW IT" which doesn't come on anymore but I own the series on DVD. Shows I watch are: Everybody Loves Raymond [maybe because it reminds me so much of my own family], Jackass, Viva La Bam, The Family Guy, shows on Animal Planet, many many more. I mean I barely get to sit down and watch tv...usually there is nothing on and I'd rather watch a movie with my friends, sister, and boyfriend.
I love reading. I have read all the GOSSIP GIRL books in the series so far. Other books I love are The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants books, The Pact, Doing It, You Don't Know Me, and other books.
My mom is my hero, other than her, I do look up to my dad as well but he's more laid back and easy going. My mom is the one who "disciplines" me and I still agree with her many a times. I look up to my friends. I know they will always be there for me and not steer me wrong. Oh yeah and there was always my superman...I knew he was out there somewhere waiting to come to my rescue at any day, and I have to say, I think I've found him.