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About Me

?This is me...this is who i am...i just wish i was somebody else...
?I'm an absolute music whore
?My friends all mean the world to me...
?Music is my life!!!
?I have my tongue, nose and belly button pierced and ears twice
?I am very shy and anti-social when I am by myself in a new place. I hide behind myself because I feel people judge me...
?I like to think i can draw...i like to think i can write...i like to think i'm what people call 'creative'...but i'm not
?i spend most of my time in my room, listening to music and staring into nothingness...hopefully one day i'll just fade away inside myself and not come back
?My family puts the 'fun' back into 'disFUNctional'
?Swearing is like a second language to me...
?Cute but crazy - Things even out...
?Caution: I may bite
?I get hurt easily and i take everything to heart
?People are constantly telling me I'm a bitch...So what? Get over it!
?Yes, i have serious mental issues...but live the life i've lived and see how much fucking sanity u've got left after that...
?It's not easy being me...But its sooooo funny to watch them try =)
?I'm weird, therefore I'm special!
?If you dont like me...chances are i hate you too, so fuck off and dont judge me!
?I don't discriminate...I just have everybody
?You can trust me with your life...but not your candy...
?Sarcasm: One of the many services I have to offer
?I may be nasty and cruel, but at least I'm good at it...
?ONLY ADD ME IF U WANT TO BE MY FRIEND!!! NON OF THIS BAND SHIT OR ADDING ME SO IT LOOKS LIKE U HAVE HEAPS OF FRIENDS! GET A LIFE LOSER!
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HOW TO MAKE AN 'EMMA' CAKE!
Add 2 cups of sorrow
1 cup of hate
a teaspoon of lust
4 cups of death
throw in some razor blades and safety pins
Beat until bloody, put in oven for 30 mins at 666C, cook until heart is black and crispy and CONGRATS! You have made an Emma cake.
This cake is really good for nothing…so when you’ve made it, I would suggest you throw it out
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You Are 88% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You?Myspace

Cradle Of Filth - From The Cradle To Enslave

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You scored as Goth, That's awesome! Go you!

Goth


87%

Stoner


87%

Punk


67%

Hot


67%

Loner


60%

Emo Kid


60%

Geek/Nerd


47%

Jock


40%

Prep


27%

"Ghetto"


7%
What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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You scored as .

Suicide


100%

Disappear


100%

Accident


93%

Eaten


93%

Suffocated


87%

Stabbed


73%

Gunshot


60%

Cut Throat


60%

Posion


47%

Bomb


40%

Disease


27%

Drowning


20%

Natural Causes


0%
How Will You Die??
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..::YOU can't hate me anymore then I hate MYSELF!::..
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If I touch a burning candle, I can feel no pain
If you cut me with a knife, its still the same
Yet I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn't beat, it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
And i know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed...
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Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything!
Especially a fucking knife!

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My Interests

MUSIC!
concerts
drawing
writting
blood
vampires
movies
jewellery
violence
fire!
Freaks of Wollongong!

I'd like to meet:

Dani Filth
Ville Valo
Marilyn Manson
Bam Margera (creamage!)
and Paris Hilton, so i can smack the bitch around her plastic face...

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Music:

MUSIC IS GOD!!! ITS MY LIFE!!! I'm into the metal/emo/heavy type of music. i like:
3 inches of Blood
30 seconds to Mars
36 Crazyfists
6 feet Under
A Perfect Circle
AFI
The Agony Scene
The Amity Affliction
Amon Amarth
After the Fall
Aidan
Arch Enemy [seen LIVE]
As Blood Runs Black
As I Lay Dying [seen LIVE]
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
Behind Crimson Eyes [seen LIVE]
Biohazard [seen LIVE]
The Birthday Massacre
Bleed the Dream
Bleeding Through [seen LIVE]
Bloodsimple [seen LIVE]br Breaking Benjamin
Bullet for my Valentine
Bury Your Dead
The Butterfly Effect
Caliban
Carparthian [seen LIVE]
Chimaira [seen LIVE]
Children of Bodom
Closure in Moscow
COG [seen LIVE]
Coldplay
Cradle of Filth
The Cruxshadows
Cute is what we aim for
Daath
Dark Tranquility
Dashboard Confessional
Deathcab for a Cutie
Deathstars
Deftones
Dio
Disturbed
Dimmu Bogir
Dragon Force
The Dresden Dolls [seen LIVE-ish]
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Drowning Pool
Dry Cell
Earshot
Ego Likeness
Eighteen Visions
Embrace The End
Emilie Autumn
Escape the fate
Evanescence
Evermore
Every Time I Die
Fallout Boy
Fall of Troy
Finch
From Autumn to Ashes
Funeral for a Friend
Goo Goo Dolls
Gorillaz
Green Day
Guns N' Roses
Hatebreed
Hawthorne heights
HIM [seen LIVE]
The Hollow Cell
Hopesfall
I am Ghost
I Killed The Prom Queen
In Flames
It Dies Today
Jerk
Jewel
Kidney Thieves
Killmore
Killswitch Engage [seen LIVE]
Kittie
KoRn [seen LIVE]
Laceration [seen LIVE]
Lacuna Coil
Lamb of God
Linkin Park
The Living End
Lordi
Lore
Lost in Line [seen LIVE]
Lullacry
Lye
Machine Head [seen LIVE]
Marilyn Manson seen LIVE]
Matchbook Romance
McQueen [seen LIVE]
Metallica
Mindless Self Indulgance [seen LIVE]
Morbid Angel
Mudvayne
Murderdolls
My Bloody Valentine
My Chemical Romance [seen LIVE]
My Dying Bride
My Own Enemy
Nickelback
Nights Like These
Nightwish [seen LIVE]
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Nothing Left for Tomorrow
October Fall
Onslaught
Opeth
Orgy
Overkill
Pain
Panic! at the Disco
Pantera
Papa Roach
Parkway Drive
Phoenix Mourning
Picketline
Placebo
Poison the Well
Porcelian and the Tramps
Progidy
Rage Against the Machine
Rammstein
Rise Against
Scary Kids Scaring Kids [seen LIVE]
Scatterplot [seen LIVE]
Seether
Sevendust
Shadows Fall [seen LIVE]
Sick Puppies
Silverchair
Skid Row
Slayer
Slipknot
The Smashing Pumpkins
Snow Patrol
Something Corporate
Soulfly
Staind
Static X
Still Remains
Stone Sour
Story of the Year
The Suicide File
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
Three Days Grace
Throwdown [seen LIVE]
Tool
Toxic Lipstick
Trivium [seen LIVE]
Unearth
The Used
Wednesday 13
The White Room
With Broken Wings
Within Temptation
Wolfmother
Wretched Asylum
Zombie Ghost Train [seen LIVE]


Movies:

SWEENEY TODD! Saw 1, 2, 3 and 4, Corpse Bride, Nightmare Before Christmas, Queen Of The Damned, Sin City, Fight Club, Under world, Underworld: Evolution, Interview With A Vampire, Rocky Horror Picture Show, White Noise, Final Destination 1, 2 and 3, Once Upon A Time In Mexico, Domino...basically anything scary or gory...

Television:

Family Guy, American Dad, Futurama, Happy Tree Friends, Supernatural...

Books:

Vampire Chronicles and the 'Tomorrow' series by John Marsden...i dont read much...

Heroes:


My Blog

The Wet Dream...

Heres a funny story: There is a guy i know (lets call him Mr X ;) hehehe)... Nehu...Mr X was having a fantastic dream one Wednesday night, that he was going down on his girlfriend (Mrs Y)... The next ...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 03:14:00 PST

you never knew...i love you

..> Heartbroken He never loved her Everyone knew, but no one said anything A single tear Ran down her cheek The pain was unbearable Broken her heart lay Resting on the cold hard floor Only he co...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 12:31:00 PST

...Leave; while u can...

i just dont think that i can get anything right anymore... i cant say anything without people taking it in the wrong context and blowing it way out of proportion... i can't even not say anything witho...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 02:02:00 PST

- tears unshed and words unspoken -

It's been over two months since I first tasted bittersweet rejection and yet I find myself still shedding tears in the dark over a broken heart... Cast away the hurt; cast away the painI can't keep fe...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 06:26:00 PST

I bleed tears and cry blood...

IS IT DEEP? The wound, the cut, the slit those are the only ones that count don't do it, if there isnt a shedding of blood... Bleed away, let your problems simply bleed away.... Blood that is pumped t...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 06:00:00 PST

apologies...

Helloooo apologies to my myspace bitches for not being in contact with any of you for over a fortnight! our internet was cut off and iv been too lazy to go down to the library (of course i gave in) fi...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 06:48:00 PST

100 things... (taxed from my cousin! haha!)

100 "HAVE YOU EVERS" 1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?: yep2. Slept in a different bed? yes3. Made out in a movie theatre? Yes4. Made out with 2 different people in one night? hehehe. yeah5. Thou...
Posted by ..Painful[Lies]of.Mental.Deception.. on Sun, 06 May 2007 06:11:00 PST