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Ashleigh

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About Me


Comment Me.
Ashleigh is my name.
22.
In Love.
Obsessive
Insecure.
Paranoid.
Medicated.
Little, only 5'3.
Loves make up.
Shy.
Spoilt.
Nothing Surprises me.
Slight tendency to be self destructive.
Doesn't drink , smoke or do drugs, they make you ugly.
Likes pink, like most girls do.
Comes from writing royalty.
Can look after myself and then someday I need all the help in the world.
Under psychiatrists.
Done something's that I am not proud of.
The hard times made me who I am today.
If you don't like me is doesn't bother me.
I either love something or I hate it.
There is no in-betweens.
Very black and white thinking.
I like to get my own way but I know how to compromise.
Don't need to Photoshop my pictures because what you see is what you will get.
I am pretty, I know I am.
I have class and pride in myself.
I don't like people that play mind games. I have enough mental problems.
I believe I don't exist and at time can be come invisible.
Love you one minute hate you intensely the next.
I sometimes ask to many questions.
You either love me or hate me.
But most people love me.
Trust Fund Baby.
Prefers fantasy to reality.
Loves music.
Has anger problems.
Restless and frustrated.
A lot more intelligent than what I let on to be.
Unlike most people I don’t want to be famous but I do want my name to last through out the ages of time.
I trust few people.
I read.
And I can also cook.
My mother is an eccentric and my father is mental hence why I am the way I am.
I can be a very private person. I don’t give much away despite what you have just read in my about me this doesn’t even explain 0.01% of who I am.

My Interests

LIKES
Dolls
Butterflies
Ladybirds
Larva Lamps
Make up
Hair products
Beautiful People
Opinions
Clothes
Shoes
Handbags
DVDs
Sleeping
Jewellery
Candels
Perfume
Reading
Writing
Pretty Shiny Objects
Skin care products
Ebay
Going out for dinner
Marilyn Monroe
James Dean
Shopping
Mermaids
Collages
Music
Photos
Dragons
Monaro Cars
Intelligent People
Coffee
Marshmellows
Cooking
Pens
Birthdays
Flamingos

DISLIKES
Lairs
Cheats
Users
Rapists
Cold weather
Being sick
Therapy
Medication
Ugly people
Bad make up
Animal Cruelty
Crowds
Waiting
Harsh Judgment
Waking up early
Arguments
Loud Noises
Getting caught in the rain
Germs
Crying
Hospitals

I'd like to meet:



I have already met him.

Music:

Acid eyeliner
Alanis Morissette
Avril Lavigne
The Beastie Boys
Beki and the Bullets
Blondie
Body rockers
Britney Spears
Bob Sinclar
The cars
Crazy town
Criss Angel
Cyndi Lauper
David Bowie
Eskimo Joe
Eurythmics
Evenescence
Fedde Le Grand
Fergie
Fine Young Canibals
Garbage
Goo Goo Dolls
Good Charlotte
Gwen Stefani
Gym Class Heros
Hilary Duff
Hole
Jennifer Love Hewitt
Jessica Simpson
Jewel
JoJo
Justin Timberlake
Kate MIller-Heidke
Killing Heidi
Korn
Lily Allen
Linkin Park
Mandy Moore
Marilyn Manson
Mary Magdalan
Michael Jackson
Nirvana
No Doubt
Oasis
Paris Hilton
Pink
Placebo
Pussycat dolls
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Robbie Williams
Rouge Traders
Silverchair
Timbaland
T.L.C
Usher
Van Halen
The Veronicas

Movies:

Crah
I am Sam
Saved
Red eye
Girl with a peral earring
Wolf Creek
Monster
My life without me
Serendipity
North Country
The family stone
Honey
Mean Girls
White Oleander
Pumpkin
The Hamiltons
Girl, Interrupted
The Notebook
A walk to remember
Finding Forrester
Trapped
Prozac Nation
Final Destination Triology
Havoc
Derailed
Crossroads
Catch and Release
The Libertine
Chocolat
Sleepy Hallow
Secret Window
The man who cried
Spun
Piece of April
Fragile
pearl Harbour
Cold Mountain
Thirteen
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
American Beauty
Cruel Intentions
Homeroom
Donnie Drako
Butterfly Effect
The Rules Of Attraction
The Lake House
"O"
The Man in the iron mask
Perfume; The story of a murderer

Television:

Kath and Kim
Criss Angel
Jerry Springer
Rage
Summer High Heights
My name is Earl
At Home with the Braithwaits
Animal shows
Daria
Nip/Tuck
Buffy
Angel
Lizzie McGuire Spounge Bob Squarepants
The Simpsons

Books:

True Stories about Murderers
Angels Ashes
The Assasination of Marilyn Monroe
Tis
Wish upon a star
The naked husband
The Naked Heart
The Bride stripped Bare
The Perfect Match
Running with Sissors
The Chicken Soup Series
Harry Potter
Feel: Robbie Williams

Heroes:

Marilyn Monroe

My Blog

Rant

I walked out on my therapy session today I couldnt see any point in staying if my therapist was leaving any way what I would have told her I would have had to tell the new one, tell my story over and ...
Posted by Ashleigh on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 05:26:00 PST

My Poem

Come to bedlay beside meplease dont make me sleep alone tonightdark clouds they hang over my headravens call outside in the tresI am thinking that maybe God doesnt love mehe doesnt answer my prayersto...
Posted by Ashleigh on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:06:00 PST

True Or False

To say that I am messed up is an understatement I had a psychology test yesterday I had to answer all these questions on a piece of paper true or false I had more trues than falses but it is just a pi...
Posted by Ashleigh on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 06:49:00 PST

What Does Gay mean ???

Harry Potter author J.K. Rowling outed the character of master wizard, Albus Dumbledore, in front of thousands of young fans during a packed appearance at Carnegie Hall. After a brief reading from the...
Posted by Ashleigh on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 07:18:00 PST

The Family Curse

I want to know why some people are effected by mental illness and others aren't. I want to know so much but I cant think or store anymore information in my head there is just not enough room I think ...
Posted by Ashleigh on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:50:00 PST

Frickin’ Freud

Well, first things first I have been gone awhile due to horrible circumstances that is still going on now it is out of my control and I dont like it, it is horrible to have your future in the hands of...
Posted by Ashleigh on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:36:00 PST

I’ll Be Back

Some shit has gone down. I will be back soon.   Thanks for all your comments and messages   xxxxxx
Posted by Ashleigh on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:15:00 PST

This is the most twisted shit ever !!!!!!!!

I have been stressing all day that I was having a relapse back to where I was, that instead of getting better I was going back to where I was, all I learnt in my group therapy  all the rational t...
Posted by Ashleigh on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 07:15:00 PST

Things I Like

Sz 7~NEW~Pearl White Platform Shoes~Sandal~5" Heels AUS: $ 69.99   16 CM High Heel Silver Platform Shoes AUS: $112         Authentic Chloe Summer 2007 Patent and ...
Posted by Ashleigh on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 07:43:00 PST

I Am Depressed So I Must Be Emo !!!!

Group therapy is alot of bullshit and it is doing no bloody good, I hate most of the people in my group it is almost being like in a retirement village I am the youngest there and it is horrible I can...
Posted by Ashleigh on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 01:32:00 PST