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Gypsy

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About Me


I'm 29, F. B-Day 4-22-78. I moved to CO almost two years ago to go to school. I have less than one year left of classes, and then 3 months of internship. Currently work from home, an awesome apt in Aurora.
I grew up in Norwalk and Greenwich, CT. Lived in RI for 5 years, 3 of them out on Block Island .... yes it is an ISLAND. A 3X7 mile island 13 miles out to sea, beautiful place, great people. I miss the ocean. I miss the beach and the waves. I miss seafood and REAL Diners! CO is weird.
I miss my friends from back home too. Most of all, John, my best friend of 14 years. He knows I will love him no matter where we live and what happens in our lives, but not seeing each other all the time is really hard. I've known my good friends back home for more than 7 years. I wouldn't betray them for anything. It is a special thing to have so many good friends and I know it.
John, Kristien, Becky, Tina, Christinas, Sean and Billy …. I miss you all very much. I am a very lucky person to have friends like you.
I’ve lived in CO for almost two years now. And I only have two really good friend here.
One is my friends is Audra who moved in with me after I broke up with my Ex Ryan. Who is my other good friend out here. We've had some major issues in our lives but I still wish him the best in everything. He's been a major support beam in my life here and I wouldn't ignore that for anything.
I go to school and work from home. I also have a dog, Angel who is the best in the whole world and I love her. She goes everywhere with me. She’s slept in the car with me, taken airplanes, visited old peoples homes, walked down city streets and snuck into hotels. Taken many a car trip, visited the beach, slept in airports, people watched in the park, gone swimming in Boulder creek, and tricked our way into grocery stores and restraunts guised as my seizure dog.
I like horseback riding, animals, roller-coasters, laughing, being silly, quantum physics, string theory, reading, all kinds of music, driving, the ocean, the country, alternate perceptions of reality, writing, dragons, angels, baby elephants, chimes, church bells, Christmas trees, the northern lights, complexities of interpersonal relationships, bouncy balls, ring pops, Voltron,Christina Abbott, George C. Scott, Harry Belefonte, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart ......
I like country music, rock, R&B, classical, blues, 80's, some heavy shit, occasionally rap, among other kinds of music. I eat weird foods like Liverwurst and ham with cream cheese. I like to be silly and love roller-coasters. I love animals, especially horses and dogs. I am afraid of the inside of puppets. I love to drive. I love camping, especially camp fires. I don't cook really. I do what I want. I have friends that are gay or bi. None of my friend are disrespectful, or they wouldn't be my friends. I can be a bitch. I like LOTS of different kinds of people that are alike in some basic ways.
I like being treated like a lady even though I'm a freak in bed. I am NOT easy. I am not a whore and don't want to be treated like one. I like myself and respect myself. I am NICE .... to almost everyone, almost to a fault. Some people see this as me being a pushover .... but I am NOT. I believe I am not the one in the wrong when people try to take advantage of this. I like this about myself and do not wish to change. There is no reason good people should be deprived of kindness because of the assholes in the world. I refuse to become one of the assholes of the world. I have had panic attacks for no reason. I record my dreams on a tiny tape recorder if I remember them when I wake up. I have VERY weird dreams. I like talking about my dreams in the morning. I like to be woken up if someone needs to share their dreams. I like being there for my friends, even at 4AM. I take time for myself. I am a pack-rat. My room is usually messy, not dirty - messy. I like to clean the kitchen, especially the dishes.
I talk too much. I love to read ... and write. Sometimes I draw. I like to listen to my music LOUD ... especially in my car. I like fuzzy, furry, fluffy animals and they like me, usually. I like THUNDER .... AND .... LIGHTNING! I can not wear slippers that you can feel the seams on the inside - it freaks me out. I was raised by my grandparents mostly, I have some old fashioned ways of thinking. I LIKE IT THAT WAY, I will not change unless I WANT to. I usually say what I mean, or at least try to. I use words like y'all. I have one tattoo and my tongue pierced. I drink a lot of juice. I love dragons.
I believe in GOD and his son Jesus Christ. My own personal "belief system", on life, love and faith; is steadfast but flexable enough to entertain others beliefs, thoughts, ideas and lifestyles. I used to be Wiccan. I like to read about quantum mechanics. I can't spell. I smoke cigarettes.
Ok I am sure there is more. If you even GOT this far and still want to chat let me know. Jessica

My Interests

I belong to this great 3D chat program called IMVU. If you haven't heard of it I'm pasting the info below. Please check it out and sign up. Yea I get free points if you do but really it's a cool program, I love it. No this isn't SPAM. I have an avatar name of ShieAyla with IVMU, and if you sign up we can chat in cool rooms or houses and such. You can buy clothing, tattoos, hair styles, makeup, horses, dogs, CARS, HOUSES, Apartments .... trust me it's cool, I swear.
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Taking pics is a hobby of mine. As I find the good ones, I'll post them.

This pic I took while at the Butterfly Museum here in CO. This is one of my favorites.
These two just happened to be sneaking a kiss just as they were misting the butterfly enclosure. I like the way it came out a little fuzzy with the foreground really clear. I like that it remains anonymous who the two people are, and that what they really look like is hidden.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone new that is interesting. All of my old friends and keep in touch with all my current friends. Anyone I add as my friend or request to be my friend .... I must know you/have known you/want to know you OR really like your art/really like your music/really like your page. I am TIRED of people who don't want to be my friend asking me to be my friend. Since I'm pretty sure they won't go through the trouble to enter, or look for my email, here it is ..... [email protected]. You'll need that in order to friend request me.
I am currently looking for three people specifically:
Matt (last name unknown. I know that's soooo helpful); whom I used to know out on Block Island. I wish I had let things work out when I had the chance, then at least I'd know. You were a good person and I'd like to be friends again
Brian Dunlap; who used to live in Perkasie, PA. We met on a camping trip when I was 15, in NJ.
Jason Tucker; aka Tucker, who used to live in West Haven, CT. He took me to my Junior Prom, best night of my life .... seriously. Would really love to thank you for that some day

Music:

Ok since I'm gonna be showcasing artists here, both known and unknown, I thought I'd list the songs/artists I've showcased from first(at the bottom) to mist recent/current at the top. People who are on my myspace friend list will have an * after their names. OK Here goes .....
34.A Fine Frenzy*- Almost Lover
33.Michael Buble- Everything
32.Rich Price*- Wide Open
31.Guster- Happier
30.Little Big Town- A Little More You
29.Sade- By Your Side
28.Rich Price*- Love the Way
27.Beyonce- IRREPLACEABLE(video)
26.Nickelback- If Everyone Cared(video)
25.Rascal Flats- My Wish 24.Nickelback- Far Away
23.Blue October- Hate Me
22.Aaron Walton*- Try
21.Stone Sour- Through Glass
20.State Radio*- Rite Me Up
19.Not Ready to Make Nice -The Dixie Chicks(video)
18.Rich Price* -Lazy Afternoon
17.Michelle Branch -Leave the Pieces
16.Rich Price* -Breakup Breakdown
15.Buckcherry -Crazy Bitch
14.Christina Abbott* -Driving Blind
13.Daniel Powter -Bad Day
12.Anna Nalick -Wreck of the Day
CAN YOU TELL I LOVE CHRISTINA ABBOTT??????
11.Christina Abbott* -Aces High
10.Christina Abbott* -Skyline
9.Christina Abbott* -Talkin Trash
8.Jonas* -Beautiful Missing You
7.Ryan Huston* -Last Sunday
6.Eric Michael Hopper* -Last Three Days(video YAY!)
5.Eric Michael Hopper* -Crawl Out
4.Imogen Heap* -Hide and Seek
3.Michele Branch featuring Santana -I'm Feelin You
2.Trace Atkins -Honky Tonk Badonkadonk(video)
1.Nickleback -Figured You Out(video)

Movies:

DUNE (the Alan Smithie version), Labrynth, The Dark Crystal, Willy Wonka(the original), PIE, Eraserhead, Indigo, Coming to America, TROLL, The Boondock Saints, Sybil, The Red Violin, The Brotherhood of the Wolf(in French with subtitles), Eddie Murphy Delerious, Drumline(ok so I hate to admit it but I'm a sucker for movies about people that dance/sing/play whatever and kick ass in the end), Spirit, Finding Nemo, Monsters Inc.,

Television:

LOST, The Golden Girls, The Waltons, Little House on the Prarie, CSI, Animal Cops, Discovery channel, Wild America with Marty Stover, Star Trek (the next Gen. or Deep Space 9), Unsolved mysteries, Cold Case Files, All in the Family, Voltron, Threes Company, McGyver, The A TEAM lol remember them?, M.A.S.H., ......

Books:


The Mists of Avalon, DUNE, The Kin of Ata are Waiting for You, ERAGON, ELDEST .... Christopher Paolini rocks!!!! Imajica, The Clan of the Cave Bear series, Flowers in the Attic, Where the Red Fern Grows ..... I also love to write, usually poetry, and occasionaly draw.

Heroes:

Heroes???? Hmmmmmm. Maybe Your Mama .... and her flock of chickens. Ok maybe her dog too, cause the chickens never last too long when she gets on her fried chicken crazes.
Seriously, people who strive to be better people. People with compasion, empathy, inner strength. People who trust, forgive, try, work hard, believe and remember what it is like to be young. The unjaded, truthful, just and honorable. The dreamers and the planners, the wistful and the logic drive. The ones who don't hide behind knowlege as if they know everything, or the ones in the sun who don't point fingers at the ones in the shadows just to keep them there. Christina Abbott is one of my heros. Here are lyrics to one of her long ago songs that I love so much
Windows and Coffee
Quite wise, but young.
Silent heart, speaking tounge
Put on your coat now hun, the world is unforgiving.
Scared to share your slaty tears, you’d hate to become what you feared
Afraid to face another year alone, alone.
Traces of a bleeding life (life), leave trails on the floor (floor)
And when you fall hopelessly in love, how come love won’t stay anymore?
And you said:
If I am all I said I was, would you turn away because now you know the truth?
My heart’s like glass, the weakness I confess
Would you love me any less, if this heart of mine shattered over you?
Yea so, so what?
Yea I’m hurt, I’ve been cut
Down for the count too many times, but yea I’m still here living.
Long hours and lonely nights, it get’s lonely but I’m alright
And I think things will be just fine I think but I’m not sure.
Windows and coffee help pass the time (time)
You think we’re just friends, but how I wish you were mine
And the songs I sing in bed turn to thoughts instead.
You’re still in my head, now explain that to me cause I can’t.
If I am all I said I was would you turn away because now you know the truth?
My hearts like glass, the weakness I confess
Would you love me any less, if this heart of mine shattered over you, shattered over you?

My Blog

30 Yesterday

Well yesterday I turned 30. Wow I'm old. No really I'm not and, most of the time, I don't FEEL old. That's all that matters. I never understood why people consider 30 old. I guess I learned from my m...
Posted by Gypsy on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 05:27:00 PST

Apparently my Ex ......

Apparently my Ex thinks that I owe him something. Let us count the ways in which I OWE him shall we?1.)I owed him 80 dollars for the first month's rent2.)I now owe him 449 dollars (which includes th...
Posted by Gypsy on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 02:27:00 PST

Sunburn and Cows blood

I'm writing this while the dirt and blood still cover my hands and clothes. This is an important fact in the happenings and development of my life on this very day.I had my first internship intervie...
Posted by Gypsy on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 03:02:00 PST

My Middle Name Is................ (Kill all the people!)

DIANE!!!! damit.I am sooooooo pissed right now, I want to shout it from the rooftops!This is the deal; I went to get my CO drivers license today and was denied. WHY you ask? Because My Connecticut Dri...
Posted by Gypsy on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:54:00 PST

Awelyn Gray-nya Pohga

I HAVE A SNAKE!!!! I HAVE A SNAKE!!!! I've wanted a snake FOREVER! I have been told that she is a Candy Cane Corn Snake but I don't believe it. I think she's a Creamsicle Corn Snake. Either way she's ...
Posted by Gypsy on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:18:00 PST

Seriously serious ... 9/11: What really happened.

Jeremy showed me this video this morning. It's not funny. It's LONG. But it's one of the most intense, logical, informative, intelligent info about 9/11 I've ever seen. I think EVERYONE should watch t...
Posted by Gypsy on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 01:57:00 PST

But I am better off .....?

You left me alone, stranded, on a lovely scenic road with my heart hanging out of my chest.And you told me I was better off.You said that I was better off, without your debt, without your...
Posted by Gypsy on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 12:38:00 PST

Vacation and Good News!

Well first off my Grandfather does NOT have Cancer! It is an etreme build up of scar tissue from an old wound/surgery. I could still cause problems but it is not as serious as cancer, and will probabl...
Posted by Gypsy on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 10:12:00 PST

Real bad news

My mom called me about 1:30 today. We just talked for a while before she told me she had some bad news. It seems her father, my Pop, has the big C. Colon cancer to be exact. It's so far along that the...
Posted by Gypsy on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 08:34:00 PST

Bone-heads

I know it may not be much to some people but I got 223 views of my blog this week. That is a new record for me. AND I hit 3000 views of all my blogs over the last year or so earlier this afternoon. I ...
Posted by Gypsy on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 07:53:00 PST