Jeff in Ruin - ProfilesArchive

About Me

be aware of injustice in your own country

Before you read this, see my "heroes" section because that's actually what really counts. I have a professional job, I just don't feel the need to look like it. My family has a history of heart problems on both sides, so since I'm fukked, I workout 4-6 times a week and bust my ass with some ridiculously extreme cardio (thank you Bas Rutten and the 300 workout!). Just recently I've become a Krav Maga Instructor after a week of total hell in Los Angeles. I've never experienced a more physically demanding 7 days in my life.
The older I get the more annoyed and pissed I am at adults in the world. I thought I'd calm down by now...nope. The phrase "children are the future" has never meant more. I'm neither a Democrat nor a Republican. I truly don't care where your politics lie...just be informed. Animals rule, but I eat them. Addiction to anything is just weak.
I play in bands and have played instruments since I was 8. I used to be in the bands WORLD OF HURT , THE MUTLEYS and END IT. The new one is called LEFT IN RUIN. It's in the blood I guess. I love music, but I'm kinda snobby about it. I like watching and playing most sports. I do tons of other useless things to waste my time.
I'm currently into the world's worst horror movies thanks to Blockbuster Online, tried dropping weight but fukk it (it's a useless task...i'm forever stuck at 205), being over caffeinated, buying old punk and metal cds I haven't heard in years for 1 cent on Amazon and Half.com, putting tapes and vinyl down to CDs, and stealing music I can't find any more. If any of you are on Soulseek....hit me up...my user name is leftinruin.
I love my family and my friends. I'm extremely loyal and protective of those I care about. Since I don't have kids of my own yet, my niece and nephews are incredible. I have the best friends in the world. Yeah, they're all pretty much sarcastic asses, but I love 'em. They make this sometimes shitty world worth being in. People that can fukk off..... racists, sex offenders, drug dealers, rapists, child abusers and anyone who gave more that 30 seconds to the death of Anna Nicole Smith.....do us all a favor and put the barrel down your throat.

THE BAND I'M IN NOW

My Interests

I love...my family and friends, music, movies, Krav, MMA fighting, boxing, thai boxing, cats, tattoos, bats, loyalty, remastering old punk stuff that sounds like shit (now it just sounds like louder shit), pessimism, bass guitar, cynicism, new people, procrastination, destruction of property, my band, sarcasm, 69 Camaros, writing pure rock fury, horror movies, blood 'n guts, people that have the capcity to think and actually be realistic. I like trying to be a good person and not the fake, back-stabbing fuck-faces so many people aspire to be. I don't always succeed.

I'd like to meet:

and....people who actually know when to use the words their, there and they're.

...and El Guapo!

Music:

Top 5 right now..... 1. THE DWARVES - Are Young And Good Looking... 2. 7 SECONDS - The Crew... 3. LEMONHEADS - Lick... 4. EVILDOER - Terror Audio... 5. LEGION OF THE DAMNED - Sons Of The Jackal ......... Refused , Faith No More , Social Distortion , Bad Brains , Mastodon , DS-13 , Writhing , Slayer , No Use For A Name , RFTC , Cold As Life , Danzig , Backyard Babies , Fudge Tunnel , Heathen , Vision of Disorder , Suicide File , The Black Hand , Good Riddance , The Bronx , 4 Skins , Jawbreaker , Frightmare , Fordirelifesake , Samhain , Disengage , Stiff Little Fingers , DRI , Zeke , Until the End , The Haunted , Just Ask , Buddy Holly , Children of Bodom , Cock Sparrer , Suicide Machines , Dew Scented , Descendents , Samiam , The Cure , Wild Dogs , Negative Approach , Sum 41 , Acid Bath , Green Day , Watch Them Die , Heads Will Roll , Feable Weiner , Gorilla Biscuits , In Flames , Judge , Hard Ons , Cradle of Filth , Coalition , Rehasher , High On Fire , Ratt , Ghoul , El Dopa , Grimple , Bang Bang , Millencolin , Dragonforce , Avail , Hope Conspiracy , Diegrinder , StormWarrior , Bowling For Soup , Bloodbath , The Now-Denial

Movies:

American History X, Usual Suspects, Dead Alive, Airplane, Frighteners, Shawshank Redemption, Dogma, Nightmare Before Xmas, Swimming with Sharks, Go, Fright Night, Dog Soldiers, Spinal Tap, Fight Club, Evil Dead 2, Go, Beauty & the Beast, Clerks, Seven, High Fidelity, Donnie Darko, Monsters Inc., Snatch

Television:

Family Guy, Smallville, The Office, UFC and the Ultimate Fighter, Simpsons, Law and Order (all of 'em), Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Spin City, South Park, Aqua Teen Hungerforce, The Young Ones, Da Ali G Show, The Tick, Spawn

Books:

Poe, Lovecraft, King, Patterson, Rollins..... The Devil's Knot, Primal Fear, Angels and Demons, Broken Summers, Dance of Days, Get in the Van, Lords of Chaos, Sandman, Lobo, Sin City, The Crow, Preacher, Planet Joe

Heroes:

My mom, dad and sister for getting me through everything alive. Their support has been beyond anything I could have wanted. I don't know where I'd be without them. My niece and nephews for making me smile and believe the world will be a better place. My oldest and best friends--- Mandy, Lip, Cotto, Skoat, Coburn, Abby, Laura, Vapor, Chad, Scare, Trigger --- for being my second family and for never giving up and losing sight of what is important. Kevin Seconds for being a continuing inspiration. I want to thank my parents for letting me find my own way in life and music. Especially my Mom for letting me buy my first Kiss record when I was five! Also, thanks to all the bands I listen to, love, and are friends with for the happiness and influence they bring me..... but especially for not making me listen to bullshit.

My Blog

Thank you Mike Muir - and I'll always be - ST!

Been kind of a strange week. People pissing me off all over the place. I'm going to an 80s theme-party this weekend as a "suicidal." For those who don't know, that's a crazy Suicidal...
Posted by Jeff in Ruin on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 02:47:00 PST

I hope it's never that bad

I got a call yesterday from my dad telling me that my Aunt Lina had died. He said that wasn't the worst of it. He told me that she killed herself. I was stunned for a few seconds because nothing like ...
Posted by Jeff in Ruin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST