* ELLE *
Save a guitar. Stroke a guitarist.
*
Incredulous at best your desire to believe in
Angels in the hearts of men
Pull your head on out
Your head believes it give a listen
Shouldn't have to say it all again
The universe is hostile
So impersonal
Devour to survive, so it is
So it's always been
We all feed on tragedy
It's like bood to a vampire
Vicariously i, live while the whole world dies
Much better you than i
- Tool's Vicarious
Firstly, I would like to state that if you're a catty&jealous bitch or if you're a lonely&perverted guy, you might as well leave now because I'd have nothing to do with you anyway and you'd be wasting your time.
So this is me. I'm pretty easygoing. I don't usually like to get involved with drama unless I'm drunk - and even then, I'm way above that. I won't talk about you behind your back and I don't stereotype or judge people - it's mean and it makes you look wayy less intelligent. I don't do drugs and I am trying to quit drinking. I don't go to church although I do have a strong spiritual side and I like to connect with it.
Maybe I should start by giving you a little background on a few of the things that I simply couldn't live without! The activities that fuel my existence. My passions.. I love dance with all my heart! I swear sometimes that I was born for it. I'm a very physical person, it's where I get my release from. There's nothing better than getting out of the shower, putting on your underwear, blaring the tunes, and shakin' what your momma gave ya!
I also enjoy gourmet cooking. Food is one of our basic mortal needs as humans. To enjoy a good meal is to enjoy the very essence of being alive. I try my best to avoid microwave meals and fast foods so that I may enjoy food cooked really well with herbs, spices, and all the trimmings.
When the weather is nice, I'm obsessed with getting outdoors into nature. I'll go on hikes through local trails and mountains, tan in my backyard, go for a run if I have the energy, or simply enjoy a cup of tea outside in my backyard in the morning. Being outdoors a lot and appreciating nature helps get me into a mental state where I am very connected with where I came from as a species and what my primary needs are. How everything is connected and how the earth as we [should] know it is God's amazing work of art. I really view God differently than many of my peers. To me, he is the artist and I am his creation. I try to be thankful for every single thing I experience but, as merely a human, it's hard.. but I do try. Back on a nature note; the world has so much more than simply humans and their society.. and I think we need to preserve and connect with that.
I'm the type of person that a lot of people call "sensitive" and although it can cause unnecessary distress, I am proud of who I am and I think it makes me a little more in tune with the feelings of those around me - as well as my own. Sometimes the smallest thing could spark a tear in my eye and if someone else is hurting, it pains me when people turn their heads away from that.
In my spare time, I enjoy getting together with my gals, thinking about boys, getting outdoors, mixing & especially drinking cocktails, visiting art galleries, fashion shows, reading good literature, giving people something to gossip about & smiling when they do, spending way too much money at any mall, watching wrestling, working out, writing fiction, music, and poetry, sketching portraits... I love to draw people. Especially faces. Every face is so beautiful and I love to capture that.
One day I am going to give birth. I absolutely cannot wait. If I could have ten kids, I would. I'll likely only end up having one or two, though. Gosh, I just want them!! Not now, not soon, but oneday... and I'm gonna be a MILF!! Future Volvo driving soccer mom right here, haha!!
So now you know more about me. Not everything, far from it! Though, you have just been given a teeny peek into what my life is all about. To get to know the real me, the inner me, you have to be a very special person. God gave me a huge heart and a very big mouth to go with it! If you prove to have a genuinely good soul, I'll never do anything to hurt you and will do my best to stand by you when you need me the most... but don't piss me off because I have an excellent round house kick!! I could take Chuck Norris on :P
I am actually a nice girl once you get to know me.. sometimes ;)
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To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes
and Mary-Jane to keep me insane,
doing someone else's cocaine
- 'Jesus of Suburbia' by Green Day
