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Hannah

In the orangest form of noon I'm standin'

About Me

Passion that started with a flicker and turning into a flame, a fire. All focused on the center, yet constantly distracted. Yearning for growth in every dimension so that it will not escape me in any distinction. the question these days is, where do I go (grow)? Do I grow in grace or discpline? Do I rely on others or myself... besides relying on God first-speaking on that-what does that look like? I live my life wildly for God, but then I think, and bundle myself in again, because it's not black and white ALOT of the time. So there is me hoping that God is at the center of this looking to the center and feeling very blind, and thinking that God must be invisible, knowing He's not. I know the words, I have witnessed actions, what's next? I think I know what's next...something unpredictable. ___________________________________________________________D REAMS AWAKE I have dreams that soar in the sky of my mind and heart.They outreach the clouds, freely expanding past strength I never imagined.they shine on the dark parts of my depth emboldening detailed weakness.I clung to them not letting them go and not wanting them to show,So like an exotic bird in a cage; they were captured on the inside.I was selfishly thinking that their light was impossible, and unworthy of escape.Falling in love with others' light, because I could not allow myself to fall in love with the light inside of me.I could not recognize the beauty of the waters that lie wiithin me.I would try to dance to the music around me, because the music inside of me did not compare to the other compositionsthe notes uniquely placed in my soulthe pattern and beat deep in my spiritthe voice of my heartMy dreams that are real and perfect for meFor the worldFor HimAwaken _________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ _____________________________________
You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ENFJ
The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.
Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.
Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.
You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. What's Your Personality Type? ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ .. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- 2.87 / 5.09 --
Main Type Overall Self
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My Interests

Music:

"In your eyes a moment ago I saw fire and rain Shortly after you smiled at me It all melted to pain You cannot be true to me Until you're true to yourself When you say you have to leave You put your heart on a shelfWhat taught you that you've gotta run What inspires this fear When you start to feel something real You always disappear, you have to disappearI want to get inside of you Find what makes you tick But you can see I am getting thin And your walls are too thick I've given my heart and mind What more can I do When you cash out anytime You see I'm getting throughWhat taught you that you've gotta run What inspires this fear When you start to feel something real You have to disappear, you always disappearI know you have dreams Don't hold them inside Take hold of your heart And open it wide I know you have fears Just push them aside You'll never feel love If you never try" Stephen Speaks Tulsa, Ok

My Blog

Jasmine (continued)

Yes I am a girl that was just hurled ferociously into this world   I have no one to trust defending off everyone's lust knowing even I am unjust   I am a soldier placed in the battlefield To...
Posted by Hannah on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:29:00 PST

Jasmine (continued)

My heart is pounding with excitement. Anticipating the night as my life's meant. For my night journeys pave new path bents.   At first it will appear pitch black. Still I won't look back. I will ...
Posted by Hannah on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:45:00 PST

(JASMINE)the NEW New beginning of a story

The forest night paints me a dark blue with green Illuminating the colors with flickers of moon and stars seen Each of my footsteps lighten with the moonbeam.   racing through the ...
Posted by Hannah on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 09:08:00 PST

Purple and Blue

we'll fall in love someday or now we can chose the present but how   When were we told that we need another that is more than a sister or brother this is our challenge to make us stronger I...
Posted by Hannah on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:25:00 PST

The Bluest Midnight Hour

During the bluest midnight hour Where most refuse and cower A woman is beautiful in black After an extended rain shower Forbidding the label of over used knick knack Her elegance apparent, nothing h...
Posted by Hannah on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 01:56:00 PST

Where footprints meet

Strolling along in life until a calling of my name Ordained a spill of me upon the unknown  Leading me unprepared for the war and preparation grounds   Trudging through a challeng...
Posted by Hannah on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 08:44:00 PST

My colors

A crowd of fingers, mouths, teeth, eyes encircle me I Shove all of them off and away  Defending myself from all of their expectations Scared of my own expectations Fear of our colors concocting ...
Posted by Hannah on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 04:36:00 PST

Dreams awake

I have dreams that soar in the sky of my mind and heart.  They outreach the clouds, freely expanding past strength I never imagined. they shine on the dark parts of my depth  emboldeni...
Posted by Hannah on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST

necessity

there is this world God takes me to just me and him deep within my soul the place has depth that to me is unknown when I am there changes occur that are unfathomable that cause me everyday to yearn I...
Posted by Hannah on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:04:00 PST

Couple More Steps

they go from old to new.  As humans we go from new to old to new again, and I believe it's frustrating sometimes and would like to stay old just because I become worn out, but than during the day...
Posted by Hannah on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:29:00 PST