there R no answers

Gawd I need to write stuff about me, huh. OK here goes I am a father of 4, work hell of a lot of hours, drives a cheap Ford Focus and is a little confused about his life. I've had my heart broke but never regretted loving, I believe all things happen for a reason, however, it's hard for me to just let go and enjoy the ride. I call my self a christian even though I haven't darkened the door of a church in months. I believe all that matters is how you feel about yourself and how you treat others. I believe that childeren need to be taught manners but shown character, and that hockey is the purest sport in the world (speed of basketball and the contact of football yada yada yada). I feel that I'm fairly bright but sometimes I have a problem grasping for the right words. I am currently living 300 miles away from my wife and honestly am not sure how I should feel about that (some would be relieved but I'm just kind of empty). My kids are my real passion and they are great, let me tell you a little about them (finally something I can easily talk about) My oldest daughter is lovely, proper young girl ( well she'll say it as it is), who I fell in love with the moment I met her and her mom. My son is a kick forgetfull and an attention span about this long.... but a real sweet boy and kind of reminds me of me. my second daughter looks like her mother and is a sweet heart also, and my youngest good gawd full of piss and vinegar, she will catch you off gaurd. Ok enough of this moving on