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amber

i am organized chaos

About Me

exhibits anti-social tendencies, is always defensive, cynical and abrasive. loyal to those she loves and would fight tooth and nail for what she believes in. either loved or hated, but she doesnt care either way.

we may guess that in dreams life, matter and vitality as the earth knows such things, are not necessarily constant; and that time and space do not exist as our waking selves comprehend them. sometimes i believe that this less material life is our truer life, and that our vain presence on the terraqueous globe is itself the secondary or merely vitrual phenomenon. - h.p. lovecraft, beyond the wall of sleep,1919

this is life

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My Interests

american literature. angela's ashes. angelina jolie. b movies. babies. bdsm. beautiful people. beer. being a bitch. being in love. belly rings. bellys. betty page. bi-sexuality. big cars. big engines. biting. black and white photography. bodies. body modification. bondage. boots. breasts. butterflys. candles. cars. csi. cuddling. curly hair. dancing. debi mazar. denny's. dragonflys. driving. dykes. eating. ear piercings. ears. eating. english. fairies. fairuza balk. feet. female empowerment. feminity. fetish shoes. fighting. fiona apple. floating. freaks. fun. fushia. gallager. german. getting tattooed. gir. granola bars. greek myths. hello kitty. high heels. hot chicks. hot dogs. hurt. ice cream. intimidation. invader zim. j.d. salinger. juice. jack daniels. jerry uelsmann. john steinbeck. juliette lewis. karma. kissing. lace. leather. life. lipstick lesbians. long hair. loud music. love. lust. making out. marilyn monroe. meat. milla jovovich. mopar. muscle cars. my truck. nail polish. natural born killers. natural breasts. nightmare before xmas. nin. nipples. nudity. oral sex. orgasming. pain. painted toenails. panties. pauly shore. piercings. pink eyeshadow. poetry. pregnant women. purple. rain. reading. red heads. rings. root beer. satin. scars. self mutalation. sex. sexuality. shoes. shrooms. skinny dipping. sleeping. small boobs. smoking. sobe. spanking. stars. strong shoulders. tight jeans. tim burton. tits. toe rings. toe sucking. tool. vanilla. velvet. vinyl. wife beaters. wings. women. working. writing. yahoo serious. zombies.

I'd like to meet:

i want to met every one and noone. individuals that dont judge.

adopt your own virtual pet!

oh yeah im on yahoo....starryeyes758 i like to talk

Music:

20 fingers. ac/dc. america. avenged seven fold. basment jaxx. bb king. the beatles. bill withers. combichrist. covenant. cradle of filth. the cure. danny elfman. dmx. eagles. fiona apple. fear factory. frank zappa. gorillazs. the grateful dead. icon of coil. janis joplin. joe cocker. korn (the old stuff). led zepplin. lovage. lords of acid. marilyn manson. mc chris. msi. nine inch nails. rasputina. silverchair. snake river conspiracy. sneaker pimps. snog. staind. steve miller band. system of a down. tori amos. tool. underworld. union underground. vnv nation. vast. wolfsheim. wumscut.

Movies:

american history x. angela's ashes. beeteljuice. big fish. the boondock saints. corpse bride. edward sissorhands. escnaba in da moonlight. hedwig and the angry inch. howl's moving castle. the labrynth. nightmare before christmas. pan's labrynth. pirates of the caribbean. pretty woman. resevoir dogs. smoking aces. spirited away. taxi driver. to wong foo. willy wonka and the chocolate factory. xmen. taxi driver

Television:

that shit rots your brains. i will admit, however, that i have a weakness for csi las vegas, house and bones...they tickle my brain

Books:

angela's ashes. angles and deamons. catcher in the rye. the davinci code. the jungle. lord of the flies. nine stories. the old man and the sea. one flew over the cuckoos nest. to a god unknown. the complete short stories of franz kafka, ernest hemmingway and h.p. lovecraft

Heroes:

tim burton. franz kafka. h.p. lovecraft. marilyn monroe.jd salinger. upton sinclair. john steinbeck. betty page. jerry uelsman. marilyn monroe. george a romero. women who love themselves.

My Blog

cathloic school reform

..> Vice Virtue Lust (excessive sexual appetites) Chastity (purity of soul) Gluttony (over-indulgence) Temperance (self-restraint) Greed (avarice) Charity (giving) Sloth (idleness) Diligence (ze...
Posted by amber on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 07:10:00 PST

how do i love thee

i am in love with doug for this sole reason....he is the only person with whom i can have an intelligent conversation about vampires and lycanthropes and what weapons would be most universially helpfu...
Posted by amber on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:13:00 PST

SHEDS A FEW TEARS....

  LOOK AT ALL OF OUR HAIR ...
Posted by amber on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:58:00 PST

jan 28 108

in the middle of a movie last might a line caught my attention in an otherwise blood and gore fighting movie.... everything is more beautiful because we are doomed..... and thinking about that... do w...
Posted by amber on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 01:21:00 PST

le sigh

i am restless... i keep fightin this feeling of discontent. its not that im not happy, its just there is so much i want to do.
Posted by amber on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 10:53:00 PST

cynical,misanthropic and quixotic

i never got around to that quitting smoking thing. i cut off a foot and a half of my beautiful hair and i hate it, but i donated it so i dont feel so bad, my hair will grow back and im saving a kid fr...
Posted by amber on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 09:05:00 PST

hrmp

so  the honest truth of the matter is i dont really trust anyone more than i could throw them and more or less im just upset with humans in gereral.  i fell like i was let down by life, let ...
Posted by amber on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 12:08:00 PST

everyone knows babies dont make good weapons, they are too squishy

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/15197558/
Posted by amber on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 02:23:00 PST

...dun dun

i cut all my hair off...
Posted by amber on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 07:10:00 PST

the cancer

im quitting smoking starting right now, wish me luck
Posted by amber on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 09:08:00 PST