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Lil Shank

My eyes are the window to my soul. Yet they close when I cry, kiss, and dream.

About Me

I am not arrogant nor concieded
just confident
it took me time to find the inner beauty
within the all around me
I had sex constantly to hide my insecurities
to forcibly tell myself I'm not ugly
I wanted to be as my hands create
a picture, is worth a thousand words
I also manipulated verbs and irregulars
into the perfect imagery
staring in the mirror
it felt as if my soul was on the other side
as I was smiling
pieces of me shatter
too small to matter but big enough to cut me
I know the difference between me and my reflection
but which of us do you love
I was falling and calling in an abyss of darkness
and remained unheard
extending my reaching hand
searching for love
trying to find, define me with another
but as I drowned in the illuminous sea of my lacrimations
slowly drifting, depression distills my breathing
usaully I overthink everything
but my mind was a placid blur
then this lucid feeling came over me and I thought
this isn't where I want to be
I bore wings and awoke from my nightmaring
conjured by tongue written letters Pimp My Profile
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My Interests

If you know me you know I love to eat and dance. I like to draw and anything else creative.

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

All RnB Reggae-Reggaeton Rap and Hiphop But my top Artist are Kanye West, Lupe Fiasco, Common, Talib Queli, Jay-Z, Method Man, Juelz Santana, Donnel Jones, R-Kelly, Beyonce, Letoya Luckett, Rihanna, and Aaliyah. From time to time I listen to Bachata. Like Ventura or Xtreme.I recently just got into some rock music them hot groups is Evanessence, Panic At The Disco, System of a Down, Linkin Park (though they broke uo, Maroon5 and a couple others whos name escapes me right now. Last but not least The Fray, Seether, Korn, All American rejects, and John Mayer.

Movies:

40 Year Old Virgin, The Health Inspector American Pie 1 and 2, American Wedding, Band Camp, and the Naked Mile all that shit is too funny

Television:

I love anime like Inuyasha, Samurai Champloo, CowBoy Bebop, OutLaw Star, Bleach, Gantz, Fullmeatal Alchemist, Gun Grave and some other shit. I will never grow out of cartoons.

Books:

So Far From the Bamboo Grove All Zane books

Heroes:

I really dont have a hero I admire everyone who carry on in life and realize its meaning to the fullest.

My Blog

Insomnia Resolve

who wouldve thought, that insomnia could effect me the one, whom dreams with his eyes open what deep tumultuous feeling has inflicted me so with my eyes closed I search into the deep depths of my soul...
Posted by Lil Shank on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 12:42:00 PST

Rapture

normally I'm falling drastically into an illuminous sea of my lacrimation and the pressure of depression enshrouds and drowns me leaving me gasping, trying to breathe but this feeling I'm gettin...
Posted by Lil Shank on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:40:00 PST

Found

I am not arrogant nor concieded just confident it took me time to find the inner beauty within the all around me I had sex constantly to hide my insecurities to forcibly tell myself I'm not ugly I wan...
Posted by Lil Shank on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 10:10:00 PST

Love Sick part 2

Once again, now where do I start, dear love Dumb struck with the pure luck to find you here Every morn' I awake from a cavernous night, Sometimes still pondering the previous plight, Seems life done c...
Posted by Lil Shank on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 08:43:00 PST

Love Sick

Lovesick like a dog with canine sensitivityDeveloping this new theory of relativityConnecting our souls resting in captivityPositive life sacrifice what it is to meOur history, only a quarter of a cen...
Posted by Lil Shank on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 08:36:00 PST

Feather

[Verse 1:]Light As A FeatherWhen I'm Floatin ThroughReadin Through The Daily NewsMeasuring The Hurt Within The Golden Rule,Centimetres Of Ether I'm Heatin The SpeakerMotivational Teacher With Words Th...
Posted by Lil Shank on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 08:34:00 PST

Man Apart

the man apart who dreams with a broken heart in his hands he holds Forget Me Nots for every severed piece of his being but only one came back apart they felt like dregs but now share the same heart wi...
Posted by Lil Shank on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 09:14:00 PST

Me

in the word ME,lies an abyss of insecurities,and there dangles a being, reaching,and in the vast valley of my mind,I'm searching for my sense of be,yet constantly interrupted by reality,so I don't fee...
Posted by Lil Shank on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:24:00 PST

Caged Birds Part 2

my mind is vast as the skies of blue but its only filled with thoughts of you as the breeze whistles through trees picking up petals and leaves they flutter past leaving feelings as if a passing dream...
Posted by Lil Shank on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 10:42:00 PST

Caged Birds

every bird has someone to sing to sweet things to while I can only view you through my bars and master's window I only dream of skies of  blue that I loose myself to mighty trees that sway in th...
Posted by Lil Shank on Thu, 24 May 2007 08:02:00 PST