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"So what i may be bi///but niggas still gon trip///cuz i gotta mufuken fruity gun///call it a bananna clip"
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*Don't add me then delete me pleaze, dam thats a hoe move
*I got luv for all my hottboiz & hottgurls, and try to talk to everyone.
*YAHOO IM: jjay2468
*Stayin real n true 24-7
*Aint gotta lie to kick it, hope you dont either just be real
*Male
*32 IS real age (but i feel 19, eryone say i look 23)
*White (with cornrows)
*Bisexual (since august 2006)
*Capricorn (tha best!)
*Style is hood (dont claim to be a thug)
*Street smart
*Also intelligent
*Versitile (both top/btm)
*Not out (family knows & 1 friend thats like ma sis)
*Very straight actin
*Date Black (darker the sexier)
*NOT into to thick/fat or over muscular guys/girls
*HIV NEG as of May 5 2008 =] (from tpan.com)
*Chill now and DRAMA FREE/STRESS FREE! (if u hate, just go away) *Madd cool ta know, just dont play me ya heard
**i Do NOT give out ma number !!!!!!!
I'm a...
*Friend
*Homie
*Mentor
*Lover
*Motivator
*Inspirator
*and just madd coo.
YIM: jjay2468
No stalkers, just coo peeps on yahoo pleaze
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most all others sites if u search [email protected] or jjay2468, but i aint on most others, juss rite heer!!
UPDATED December 26, 2007
Whats good im Jay!~
New to tha bi-life since last August 2006, sayin whats good to all my hottboiz and hottgurls! This my bispace n im up on here lookin ta connect with folks u dig!
Lookin for friends! *IF* i am single, and a friendship can turn to more, thats whassup. But lookin for FRIENDS!
Im madd coo, you can tell me anything without feelin scared or worried that I'ma go back and tell ya mama and best friend. I been throught alot in life, and I use that knowledge and experience to help folks. I just see things in a diffrent way and can break it down somehow that makes folks understand so much more...
Alotta folks, jus like me at one time.... was confused or curious about who they are, or about love, or about drama and stress at work, school, or home. I've heard so many stories, alot good, alot bad, alot happy, alot sad. You can trust me. I hope Id trust you back! I'm not very religious, I'm more a rational thinker. Common sense and being practical is where its at to me.
One thing, shorties, dont try to halla at me on a love level! Even if i wuz single i like my freedom! They say age aint nuttin but a number, and 4sho I feel 19, but in reality there still are laws about shidd even if you feel you ready to go to another level. Find someone in school... that yall can go to the show, go to the mall, and sneak in and outta each others cribs at nite to kick it with! Plus yall needa stop hollerin at grown folk before you catch something u aint want that could change ya life 4eva! This STILL is a grown mans game out here, and I leaned ALOT about it MAD quick since I got in the mix. We all wana have fun.... but at the same time we gotta be madd carfeul and cautious ya heard me. Theres alotta game playas, liars, and hoes in the mix. But there ARE alotta good peeps too. You just gotta feel em out, try and read the game, take it slow, dont act so fast to get down and you will be aiite.
For me? I'm not out. I lived over 16 years of my life as str8 cuz i didn't even want to be gay or bi. I was taught it was wrong. So i was with girls forever until in 2006 I hit a breaking point. I had a void in my life.. meaning something was missing. And that was love with a man. It still sounds strange to me when i type it or say it, but at the same time I finally understand that i can't change who i am, i am naturally attracted to both guys and gurls so fuccit, this is me and this is how i am.
I wish i had came out and been cool with who i was around age 15, but unlike today there was no net. I had no one to talk to about how i felt. I also couldnt trust no one to tell them that i liked boys. And who back then ever heard of a homothug? So i just kept shidd hush hush, and never did nuttin.
But its cuz of livin as a str8 man for half my life, that i CANT be OUT. I have too many business ties, alotta friendships, alotta things that I could lose if i came out 100% to everyone. If i came out at 15, my life woulda been alot diffrent, and I woulda been livin as a bi boi, and i prolly woulda had a diffrent circle of friends ya feel me? But since eryone thinks I'm str8, i just cant come out cuz it would bring alotta drama. And I still think its something personal, that the whole world dont need to know. I dont need to go around celebrating that I like both sexes.
No matter what it is, when you make a choice about coming out, or a job, or a thing you want to do, ask yourself before you do it "will this benefit me?" Meaning will it do good for you. If i come out... will the bad be more than the good? I dont know. So i feel thats on a need-to-know basis.
Right now i'm into boiz, but i still want kids! I want 3 sons, and they will be mixed. I only date black, i think black is beautiful and sexi. Darker the sexier! But i will want a ride or die mama bi my side one day. With guyz and gurls, there are special things about each one that i like. I got love for eryone that got luv for me and that can feel what im sayin.
I'm big on zodiac matches, i love shorites too, just NOT fat folks or also big n swole. I like ma boiz and gurls thin n toned with a plump bootie! I like all diffrent kinds.... I'm not out so i dont really date fems, even tho my 1st bf was fem. I still love em and we are friends 4life....as long as he's happy im happy for him. But I really like someone that can be a homeboi when we out, and get down when we inside. Woo thas mad sexi lol. And i LUV hood studs... even tho yall lesbian yall dress betta than some of ma niggas LOL. All yall go so hard! If you got luv for me, i got luv for U!!!
But yo, get atcha boi for whateva...... i dont kno what else to say rite now!