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DEVIANT MUSE

A life lived nearest the bone is the sweetest

About Me

I have contemplated for many nights on just how to fit a tangible explaination of Myself into a nice tidy box. I envy those who can casually sum themselves up and jot it down in a matter of minutes. THAT'S ENLIGHTENMENT to me. Well here it is..........I AM a breath, a pulse, a thought, a miracle. I AM the energy that flows from the vessel of "Me". I AM the Love and Care I put into all of My efforts. I AM the Strength and Intention on which I stand. I AM all of the Gratitude and Thankfulness for every gift that I have been given. I AM the Wisdom of the roads that I have traveled and the Openness and Excitement that charges into the unknown. I AM the Rage and Violence of every wound inflicted by the knife from My Family Kitchen. I AM the Bravery and Fearlessness that will charge into battle and defend till death. I AM the Acceptance of the scars I bear. I AM Healing, Forgivness and Transformation......... I AM ALL of the Joy, Playfulness and Laughter of the Beautiful little girl who lives within.I AM the Beauty I see in every Moment and the Light that Never fades. I Am a Sister, Daughter, Lover and Friend and.... I AM the Courage it takes to sacrifice who I AM... to become who I have yet to BE.
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My Interests

Gaining New perspective, exploring the planet,meeting new people, SnOwbOArdInG, giving unconditionally, SunRises and Mondays, tickling my dogs feet while they sleep(I know.... I'm cruel..blah blah blah) playing in the Rain, Dirt,Ocean , Sky. Night time Frisbee!!!! Good Wine, playing with kids, Listening to really GOOD live music, gettin off on watching others enjoy themselves, fly fishing, camping(for more than just a weekend), hiking to the top,headlamps at night, actually ANYTHING that I can do outdoors that challenges me, relaxes me, rejuvenates and replentishes my soul. Staying Conscious, Present and Open to the beauty that happens all around me even while in the struggle, cooking really Yummy HEALTHY food, spending quality time with people that I love, .....to be continued

I'd like to meet:

People.... Women and men who understand themselves and live in "Their Truth". Those who are here to ENJOY themselves and others. LAUGH, PLAY, LOVE, CREATE, GIVE, SHARE, NURTURE. People who respect themselves and others in all areas of life not just here and there.I really enjoy being around people who are exploring their creativity openly, who are able to share their ideas and growth in passionate ways. I've said this before and I will say it again because I feel it is true. Maybe we are all damaged in some way, but it is how we choose to process the information, treat ourselves and others after the fact and experience life in the moment. All of us are perfect in our imperfection with our unique gifts to share with eachother. I love diversity and ABSOLUTELY LOVE someone who can enlighten me with either new knowledge or new perspective and even just a smile. Below, are some of my photo's.
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Music:

Not in any particular order... Jollie Holland, Jeff Buckley, Peter Gabriel, Morphine, Janes Addiction,Chet Baker, Etta James, Muddy Waters, NIN, everything I listened to in high school, Peter Murphy,Joy Division,Nina Simone, David Bowie, Tom Waits, Liz Phair, Foo Fighters, GooGoo Dolls, Shannon Worrel, Dave Mathews, The Peppers, Portishead, Massive Attack, Jeffrey Gaines, Jack Johnson, The Sirens (a four piece all chick band I saw them tonight, for the first time 12/19/04 theyABSOLUTELY ROCK!!!! they range in age from 15 to 17 PLEASE, do yourself a favor.... if you have the opportunity... witness their INSPIRATION, BEAUTY, and TALENT), Morcheeba,Monster Magnet, Aphex Twins, George Clinton & P Funk, Bjork, More to come.

Movies:

Welcome to the Doll House, Happiness, Boogie Nights, Driver 23/Atlas Moth(documentary), All of the Pink Panther Series, Blue Velvet, Requiem for a Dream, Taxi Driver, Raging Bull, Secretary, The Graduate, Grease, Snatch, Alice Doesn't Live Here Anymore, Meatballs, Galaxy Quest, Waiting For Guffman, Best in Show, Raising Arizona, Dead Man, Foxes, Pulp Fiction, Jaws, Clay Pidgeons, Swingers, Say Anything, Usual Suspects, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Very Bad Things, The Eyes of Tammi Faye, Amores Peros, I love Huckabees, The Professional, The Corporation (Documentary)Etc.....to be continued

Television:

Television is the voice of MEDIOCRITY. A THIEF.. as it steals your thoughts and FREEDOM of CHOICE. It robs you of your individuality and desire to explore. F!$.$.^%& that thing !!! GO OUTSIDE !!! LOOK!! TOUCH!! LISTEN!! CONNECT!! INTERACT WITH LIFE!! EXPERIENCE!! CREATE!! BE!!

Books:

I'm not going to list all of the books that I have read. I will list Most of My favorite authors and possibly a few of My favorite books. John Steinbeck, Noam Chomsky, David Foster Wallace, Henry Miller, Anais Ninn, Howard Zinn, Cormac McCarthy, Ayn Rand, Tom Robbins, Eric Schlosser, Carlos Castaneda, Mangus Mills, James Joyce, Thich Nhat Hanh, Dr. George Sheeham. A few of My favorite books, ANY AND EVERY DICTIONARY, Grapes of Wrath, Skinny Legs and All, Infinite Jest, The Girl With Curious Hair, Fountain Head, Running and Being, Fast Food Nation, The Orchard Keeper, Suttree, The Restraint of the Beast, Teachings of Don Jaun, A Seperate Reality, Reefer Madness, The Peoples History of the United States of America....to be continued

Heroes:

My Grandma Marie (My middle name), My two other Grandparents Rudy and Eva, My Dad, Dax, Larry Kanuit (my 8th grade English teacher), All those helping in the wake of Katrina, every veteran of war, Desmund Tutu, Nelson Mandela, Mother Teresa, Ceasar Chavez, Rosa Parks,Big Jim, Lance Armstrong and anyone who stands and acts in peace and non-violence for what they believe in. to be continued....