I am a girl. I am also a woman, a sister, a daughter, a girlfriend, a pisces, a dreamer, a student, and a friend. There are a few people in my life who mean the world to me, and I honestly do believe that once you love someone, they will never truly leave your heart. I detest doing homeowork but I love losing myself in a good song. I love dark chocolates and kittens, I hate democrats as much as I hate republicans, I was raised a Dodger fan and although I do not follow baseball I will never be able to successfully root for any other team. I love to write although I don't share, and whatever I do share is only accessible to other people because it's furthest from my soul. I have a passion for The Shins, The Wallflowers, Carbon Leaf, The Postal Service, Ben Folds, Jethro Tull, The Pogues and The Beatles. More recently I've discovered Corinna Fugate and Don Juan Dracula. I love driving to the beach and sitting out under the stars. I love making new friends and remembering old ones. I love cuddling more than anything, I'm learning to love myself as I discover who I am. Although I tend to chatter sometimes to cover up discomfort I really don't know what to say a lot of the time, I never really knew much about being social, but I do quite a bit of thinking and I probably understand more than I let on. Two things I hate: indecisiveness and insecurities. These are the two things which I hate the most about myself and the two things I can see and detest in other people. I know they are part of who I am, but I'm trying my best to change. I love it when I'm around people whom I feel comfortable with. I love Lord of The Rings, spaghetti with meatballs, being in love, singing my heart out (although I can't carry a tune to save my life), ice cream, high heeled shoes, freshly sharpened pencils, driving in the rain, shopping, summer nights, falling asleep in my boyfriends arms, ladders, roses, faeries, angels,laughing, crying, reading, chicken enchiladas, prom dresses, mermaids, Quentin Terntino movies, graveyards, smiley faces, rescuing spiders, clutter, lists, remembering my dreams, long talks with my friends, yoga, ditching class, watching Monty Python, hugging my cat, and watching candles burn. I love making mix cd's for people...I hate feeling alone, saying the wrong thing, not knowing what to say at all, forgetting things, losing things, irritating people, obsessively religios people, obsessively athiest people, rude people, immaturity, judgemental people, critical people, doing laundry, organizing anything, lying, stubbing my toe, eating too much, eating too little, missing someone, not having enough time, breaking jewelry, finishing a good book, and losing a friend. I try to be a good person, but all that I can be is who I already am. I'm the most gullible person I know, and also the most timid, although I do strange things at random times. I love being alive and I hope to live forever. I hope I haven't bored you. When it's all broken down, I'm really just a girl.br
"Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth.
Only, I don't know how they got out, dear.
Turn me back into the pet that I was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.
And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, I'd 'a jumped from my tree
And I'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.
New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries.
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony.
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and I'm lonely.
And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, I'd 'a jumped from my tree
And I'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.
God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.
I'm looking in on the good life I might be doomed never to find.
Without a trust or flaming fields am I too dumb to refine?
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well I'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well."
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