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ash

the world is a joke when out of love ~incubus

About Me

hmm, where to start... i am a 24 year old midwest girl who's done her best to stay out of the midwest. : ) my attempts have taken me to north carolina, montana, los angeles, and nashville and here i am yet again in the land covered in snow. but the saying is true, wherever you go there you are. i have recently gotten married to one of the smartest, most talented, most compassionate, patient men i've ever met and we moved back to illinois to begin our life together. i have chosen to use this as the time to stop running from my demons, so to speak, and let it all catch up with me. the weather has recently turned and winter is upon us, everything is covered in white. every time i walk in the snow i am reminded of how life continues to give us a fresh new season. this is the first time i haven't hated where i've come from and now i can see it's true beauty. i am going to get the most out of this season because before i know it, it will pass. wherever we are, whatever we're doing, we should squeeze the life out of it because we can never get moments back. i've lost too much to not appreciate everything i have!I edited my profile with Thomas Myspace Editor V4.4 (www.strikefile.com/myspace)

My Interests

people, traveling, music, friends, family, holidays, camping, hiking, taking pictures, running, coffee shops, books, good beer, independent films, and euchre, concerts, and watching dane cook's comedy skits.

I'd like to meet:

maya angelou, martin luther king jr. & mother teresa, and johnny depp, and dane cook. : )

Music:

i love rock music, and chill out music, worship, folk/indie, punk, blues, jazz, everything....

Movies:

v for vendetta, good fellas, love actually, 28 days, good will hunting, labrynth, garden state, old school, fight club, as good as it gets, pretty woman, breakfast club, elf, american history x, crash, babel, to end all wars, american beauty, interview, once, snow cake, footloose.... i love movies

Television:

grey's anatomy, lost, house, america's next top model, project runway, sex in the city, the hills, and just about all reality t.v.

Books:

the bible & all types of books.

Heroes:

l.a.lucci..illinoismy family

My Blog

freedom

i'm in a new place in my life, a place i've never been before. i was raised in the "church" and no matter how much people wanted to press forward with God to a "new thing", it never seemed to happen. ...
Posted by ash on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 10:05:00 PST

momentum

I didn't write this....."Momentum"You are the dark ocean bottomAnd I am the fast sinking anchorShould I fall for youYou are the scar on my tissueThat I show all of my new friendsShould I show you meAl...
Posted by ash on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:55:00 PST

the man in the padded helmet

well, God has been showing me how selfish i am.  the other day i was sitting in the doctors office reading blue like jazz.  it was in mount carrol, a very small town, but for some ...
Posted by ash on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 02:20:00 PST

my house of cards

ah... life love and the pursuit thereof.  but what's the point of it all?  the more i live, love, fall, get up, struggle, chill, get stuck, and grow, the more i realize i don't know much at ...
Posted by ash on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 09:07:00 PST

the grace of God

temptation screams bliss * but only offers emptiness grasping for the wind * is what we're warned against this battle between truth and lies * this war that's in my mind my thoughts are movi...
Posted by ash on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 08:54:00 PST

uncomfortably alive

i feel an eagerness in my soul * an uncomfortablness with where i am Your presence is here, i love it so * but it's not allowing me to stay it's driving me to another place * a deeper walk down the ro...
Posted by ash on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 05:19:00 PST

read this one!!!!! yeah

hey, i saw someone else do this, and wanted to see if it worked.  post a memory with me in it as a response to my blog.  could be your favorite, or just something off the wall. just an ...
Posted by ash on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:51:00 PST