JAY

i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's realthe needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everythingwhat have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the endyou could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurti wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repairbeneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else i am still right herewhat have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the endyou could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurtif i could start again a million miles away i would keep myself i would find a way