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"I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect, had intended for us to forgo their use." - Galileo Galilei

"I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other gods you will understand why I dismiss yours." - Stephen F. Roberts

"It is an interesting and demonstrable fact, that all children are atheists and were religion not inculcated into their minds, they would remain so." - Ernestine Rose

I am against religion because it teaches us to be satisfied with not understanding the world. -Richard Dawkins

"Organized religion is a sham and a crutch for weak-minded people" - Jesse Ventura

"Calling Atheism a religion is like calling bald a hair color." -Don Hirschberg

"An atheist is a man who has no invisible means of support." -John Buchan

"It is said that men may not be the dreams of the Gods, but rather that the Gods are the dreams of men." - Carl Sagan

"Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent. Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent. Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil? Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God?" - Epicurus

Geology = fossils are of different ages. Paleontology = fossil sequence, list of species represented changes through time. Taxonomy = biological relationships among species. Evolution = explanation that threads it all together. Creationism = practice of squeezing one's eyes shut & wailing 'does not!'" - [email protected]

"You know your god is man-made when he hates all the same people you do." -from Usenet

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I like to think about things. It seems the more I learn the more I think. I love music, and the underlining meaning behind many songs.

In my spare time if im not spending it with my kids or my wonderful husband, im studying for something, im in college, have been for awhile and will be for awhile. I love making beaded jewelry & playing my bass guitar. I find myself online looking up many different things to sooth my curiosities, or at times playing video games to escape the madness of the world.

I love life, and I can’t remember the last time I was in a bad mood. I know I only have one life to live, so Im able to let things go easily; why live your life stressed out and worried? Why waist your time here? Do something with it, try to make a difference, be happy. I’m also in the process of becoming a Foster Parent. This is the start of what I want to do to help. (The ultimate goal is in the making and will still be a few years before it is started.)

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Music:


Eddie Vedder - GuaranteedNIN Hersey~ He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see. He tries to tell me what I put inside of me. He's got the answets to ease my curiosity. He dreamed a god up and called it Christanity. Your god is dead & no one cares, if there is a hell, Ill see you there. He flex his muscles to keep his flock of sheep in line. He made a virus to kill off all the swine. His perfect kingdom of killing, suffering & pain, demands devotion atrocities done in his name. Your God is dead & no one cares (drowing in his own hyprocrisy) if there is a hell ill see you there. (burning with your God in humility, will you die for this?) ~Heresy~ NIN

Zekeremix NIN~ See the animal in it's cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart And it's all Right where it belongs What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you wanted to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? What if all the world's inside of your head Just creations of your own? Your devils and your gods All the living and the dead And you really are alone You can live in this illusion You can choose to believe You keep looking but you can't find the woods While you're hiding in the trees What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you used to know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you wanted to be? What if you could look right through the cracks Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? NIN

Ænema Tool~ Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a bullshit three ring circus sideshow of freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfounded dipshits. Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will cuz I sure could use a vacation from this Silly shit, stupid shit... One great big festering neon distraction, I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied. Learn to swim. Mom's gonna fix it all soon. Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be. Learn to swim. Fuck L Ron Hubbard and Fuck all his clones. Fuck all those gun-toting Hip gangster wannabes. Learn to swim. Fuck retro anything. Fuck your tattoos. Fuck all you junkies and Fuck your short memory. Learn to swim. Fuck smiley glad-hands With hidden agendas. Fuck these dysfunctional, Insecure actresses. Learn to swim. Cuz I'm praying for rain and I'm praying for tidal waves I wanna see the ground give way. I wanna watch it all go down. Mom please flush it all away. I wanna watch it go right in and down. I wanna watch it go right in. Watch you flush it all away. Time to bring it down again. Don't just call me pessimist. Try and read between the lines. I can't imagine why you wouldn't Welcome any change, my friend. I wanna see it all come down. suck it down. flush it down. ..Tool

Intolerance TOOL~ I don't want to be hostile. I don't want to be dismal. But I don't want to rot in an apathetic existance either. See I want to believe you, and I want to trust and I want to have faith to put away the dagger. But you lie, cheat, and steal. And yet I tolerate you. Veil of virtue hung to hide your method while I smile and laugh and dance and sing your praise and glory. Shroud of virtue hung to mask your stigma as I smile and laugh and dance and sing your glory while you lie, cheat, and steal. How can I tolerate you. Our guilt, our blame, I've been far too sympathetic. Our blood, our fault. I've been far too sympathetic. I am not innocent. You are not innocent. No one is innocent. I will no longer tolerate you. Even if I must go down beside you. Because, No one is innocent. ~Tool

When Worlds Collide Powerman 5000~What is it really That's going on here You've got your system for total control So is there really anybody out there Now watch us suffer cause we can't go What is it really that is in your head What little life that you had just died I'm gonna be the one that's takin over Now this is what it's like when worlds collideAre you ready to go Cause I'm ready to go What you gonna do baby baby Are you going with me Cause I'm going with you It's the end of all timeWhat is it really that motivates you The need to fly or this fear to stop I'll go along for the ride but surprise When we get there I say 9 of 10 drop Now who's the light and who is the devil You can't decide so I'll be your guide And one by one they will be hand chosen Now this is what it's like when worlds collide[chorus]What is it really when they're fallin over Everything that you thought is denied I'm gonna be the one that's takin over Now this is what it's like when worlds collide. ~powerman 5000

Chevelle Breach Birth~ Be brave reshape Can't force all into molds Passing out schematics Forcing all into molds Once more about to change Some try and fall beneath molds Well it's your right so [Chorus] I'll keep on this path Turning around bending shapes Cutting it in We could excel beyond The latter fools Start a new tone Hating the same Empty the room So create, reclaim Sovereign shapes tempting us Ration out, their schematics Dare we live without molds So far what's left between They try and fail beneath molds [bridge] Feel locked in a room And starting to choke Enticing the shame Awaken a world our own

Slipknot Before I forget~ Go!Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattleFray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battlesLocked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen!

Pearl Jam Do the Evolution~ Woo.. I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in God I trust, yeah It's evolution, babyI'm at piece, I¡¯m the man Buying stocks on the day of the crash On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, I¡¯ll flatten¡¯ em out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, babyAdmire me, admire my home Admire my song, here's my coat Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, babyI'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: (hallelujah¡­ hallelujah¡­)Admire me, admire my home Admire my song, admire my clothes 'Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast Those ignorant Indians got nothin' on me Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby!I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the earth, but now I'm higher Twenty-ten, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby (2X) Do the evolution

Primus Frizzle Fry~ Hello all you boys and girls. I'd like to take you to the inside world. It's quite an irregular place to be. But never fear you're safe with me. Well, maybe. Golden hair of macrame' Against the face that's cut from stone. The white porcelain is screaming Ayee Thank God the the boy is not alone. I don't believe in Santa Claus. I don't belive in spite. I have no use for beauty dolls. Especially on this night. I don't believe in miracles. I don't belive in lies. I don't belive in hologram For I am the Frizzle Fry. Andy's painting green again, This time they might take him away. When Barrington starts to breathe again. It way just take us all away. I don't believe in charity. I don't believe in sin. And if you don't believe in me, We'll play this tune over again. I don't believe in pinochle And I don't beleive I'll try. I do believe in Captain Crunch For I am the Frizzle Fry.

~Pennywise 'My God'~ People on the street They want to find a god they'll never know Organized religeon pulls the blinds Then they pull the wool They open up your head They're fucking with your mind Now you can't see because you're blindYou try to make amends But your head's still spinning round The church of Jesus Christ Says it's time don't fuck around You want to go to heaven You see it isn't free Give your money up to meMy God Is not the one that you wanna see Your God Is a mirage, a conspiracy You pray For forgivenenss 'cause you're sinning Scared to death So your money you'll be givingHolier than thou With your one-way morality I think your shallow faith Isn't based in reality You don't like how we're living We're sinful and obcene Why are you judging me?You're richer than god But you're crying out for more You're living like a king While you steal from the poor You wanna be forgiven Get on your knees and pray Send in your cash and be savedBetter hope you've been chosen to be saved 'Cause your empathy only goes so far today Pay no mind to those in pain They just want the souls that are willing to pay their way Your god's not for me~ Pennywise

Movies:


Who looks outside~ ~ dreams... Who looks inside~ ~awakens...

Journey to the Edge of the Universe We are very small

From Milky Way to Quarks

The Hubble Deep Field: The Most Important Image Ever Taken

Birth of the Solar System

My Blog

Leafy Greens for a Long Life

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Posted by Seeing Within on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 09:11:00 PST

Scientists find bugs that eat waste and excrete petrol

Scientists find bugs that eat waste and excrete petrol Silicon Valley is experimenting with bacteria that have been genetically altered to provide 'renewable petroleum'   Ten years ago I could ne...
Posted by Seeing Within on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 02:21:00 PST

now thats alot of fire! backyard pt. 3

Smoky skies linger as San Bruno Mountain blaze fully contained About 200 people who fled their homes in Brisbane when a wildfire broke returned to their neighborhoods today, as firefighters contained ...
Posted by Seeing Within on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 01:05:00 PST

My backyard pt. 2 Fire grows near Fairfield

Fire grows near Fairfield   A growning grass fire outside of Fairfield has forced evacuations and scorched 3,500 acres, fire officials said Sunday. The fire, now located around 40 miles southwest...
Posted by Seeing Within on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 03:04:00 PST

my backyard....

It's been crazy here, hot weather and not enough coastal winds to blow on through. I live right out side of San Francisco; I get a lot of that cool wind, making the heat tolerable, cooling us througho...
Posted by Seeing Within on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 09:03:00 PST

Top 10 New Species Named

 Top 10 New Species Named: Thousands of new plant and animal species were discovered in 2007, though only 10 were bizarre enough, lethal enough or just plain cool enough to garner spots on a ne...
Posted by Seeing Within on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 08:56:00 PST

Very cool vid

I know this was passed around a while ago... maybe a year ago, but it is so cool, i had to post it as a blog.   Most realistic use of computer graphics ever   ...
Posted by Seeing Within on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:51:00 PST

Kiddie Prozac Docs Took Millions From Drug Makers

Thank you Angela for sending this to me! Kiddie Prozac Docs Took Millions From Drug Makers By Brandon Keim June 09, 2008 | 10:09:37 AMCategories: Crime, Medical Ethics, Medicine & Medical Proce...
Posted by Seeing Within on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 07:54:00 PST

Info behind the lastest party pics

What a great weekend. My mom had put together a party for my younger brother, sister and I. It was a combo party to celebrate a few things. My sister and I got married last year by the Justice of Peac...
Posted by Seeing Within on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:02:00 PST

4 Emily: Robert FrostsVandals get classroom penance

A friend of mine posted a blog a while back abt Robert Frost's former home being  vandalised, I didnt want her to miss out on the rest of the story.   From bad to verse: Vandals get classro...
Posted by Seeing Within on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 05:03:00 PST