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bunny goo

i've finally lost the plot

About Me


I want to ride horses again. Maybe for my birfday.
I used to get really angry and just fucking hate. For a long time I stopped trying and just was. A body, going through the motions, just being...not living.All I ever wanted was no regrets and now I know better. The more I perceive the less I believe. Can't shake my fear of the impalpable.
I believe in that makes-your-cheeks-hurt kind of laughter and try to inspire it every day. I constantly seek the sort of inspiration that makes you blind & delirious while time spins around you all swirly whirly because I've felt it and know it exists and I know I'll feel it again.
I still believe in love because it is the only thing that really makes sense.
I am a total pervert too. I'm a pervy pervert and I can't spell but I love words and I love writing.

My Interests

Running really far (note my average pace is low due to the extreme hills I face during every run. It wouldn't be the same San Francisco without them!
History
Art
Cheese
Photography
Writing
Thinking
Cooking
Painting
Music
Vespa
Dreaming

I'd like to meet:

my mom at my age

Movies:

'Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond imagination. It is our light more than our darkness which scares us. We ask ourselves – who are we to be brilliant, beautiful, talented, and fabulous. But honestly, who are you to not be so?You are a child of God, small games do not work in this world. For those around us to feel peace, it is not example to make ourselves small. We were born to express the glory of god that lives in us. It is not in some of us, it is in all of us. While we allow our light to shine, we unconsciously give permission for others to do the same. When we liberate ourselves from our own fears, simply our presence may liberate others.’

Television:

is crack....I'm addicted. I'm getting professional help for it.

Books:

yeah...anything vonnegut, maugham, paulo coelho, tom robbins, kundera, suskind, tolstoy. confedercy of dunces, Nineteen eighty-four, romeo and juliet, i like you, the sun also rises, blindness, little red ridding hood. .. "Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real." "Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit. "Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt." "Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit by bit?" "It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."-- by Margery Williams, from The Velveteen Rabbit --

Heroes:

my mom

My Blog

Weird Dream

I had a weird dream last night:Was on my Vespa going to Paper Source on Chestnut Street to buy a scrapbook for a portfolio I'm making to get a new job. I was hunting for parking and, as always, looki...
Posted by bunny goo on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 09:39:00 PST

each and every time

each and every time i hate life and am discusted with myself and ashamed of who i've become and know dispare can't be shaken only tolerated and accepted i always entertain the ***** thoughts and my br...
Posted by bunny goo on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 09:00:00 PST

Solution for the world

Sign language is a language of symbols that transcends linguistic boundaries. If we all learned sign language, we could all talk to each other.  ...
Posted by bunny goo on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 11:57:00 PST