dorothy wake up, it's time for work. |
so i started a new job doing catalog orders and stuff for an overpriced men's clothing line. it's pretty okay so far, but then again, i've only been working there for a week. and i guess the people th... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Wed, 23 May 2007 05:04:00 PST |
friends. |
today lexie told me it's okay to be happy, but that's not true. no matter how hard you try to make everything alright, and no matter how hard you try to make everyone happy, there's always going to be... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Tue, 08 May 2007 05:17:00 PST |
if life is really as short as they say, then why's the night so long? |
my brain is falling apart, and as always, my body is quick to follow. and then of course you have to wonder...are you really sick, or is your mind playing tricks on you? which i guess is to be e... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:32:00 PST |
she's a small town tragedy. |
sometimes i get really self-destructive. and i just kinda sit back and watch my life fall apart without making any effort to fix it.
i'll fix it tomorrow. Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:20:00 PST |
alex johnson. |
so my darling lexie is coming home tomorrow, and i'm ecstatic.
i've missed him more than ANYTHING. you don't even know. even if he kinda makes fun of me a lot for getting myself into strange rel... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 02:20:00 PST |
ode to ashley brown. |
oh how i love my darling ashley brown.
she always makes me smile when i just want to frown.
we go on adventures in her sweet white car.
and waste time talking about how stupid boys are.
... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 12:43:00 PST |
i smell sex and candy. |
i love awkward situations.
and walking in on people making fun of me.
and going to sleep all alone Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 11:09:00 PST |
strangest dream EVER. |
basically i had a very bizarre dream last night. i was apparently a vampire and i was on a ship with a bunch of my friends going to berlin. not just germany, i remember it was specifically berlin. i w... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 11:15:00 PST |
back to reality. |
why do i even let myself get in these situations where i'm basically setting myself up to get hurt? i'm not stupid, i'm just needy. and it's so easy to believe the pretty things people tell you.
&nbs... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 12:04:00 PST |
life is fucking fantastic. |
that's a lie. i'm so confused and unhappy and just generally feeling like shit. but i have beautiful roses and i now finally know who they're from.
xxsuicidelovex80: I don't understand ... Posted by kayleigh lear is so last year. on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 11:44:00 PST |