Here’s my story.
My home town is H-Town; Raised here my entire life. Love this damn city. It’s the best damn city in the world. Up and left when I turned 18 when I came into some family tragedies and some personal indifferences. Moved to Connecticut and fucked around there for a bit and just made shit worse for myself. Moved down to Oklahoma because I had someone that wanted to help me out. We fell in love and a year later had our son Kayson. He was born September 17, 2007. He’s the love of my life. He changed my life for the better. Being a father is the best damn thing I could have ever become.
His mother and I had a lot of problems. I caused so many I can’t even fuckin’ count. We separated and I moved back to Houston about four months ago. I’m just tryin’ to get my shit straight. Pay off some debt, get my career path in check, and get my heart and soul on the right tracks. I’m in one of those significant moments of change. Getting’ myself solid and real again. Keepin’ shit simple and meaningful. I’m tired of runnin’ and I’m tired of hidin’. Gotta be the real man I am.
Tryin’ to hustle and save so I can get back with my son. Get back with the woman I need to be with. I’m lookin’ to get back into school soon. Still up in the damn air about where I’m heading. Ruled out many ideas and stuck on a short few. What the hell to do with myself. Should I become a NARC… How about a Nurse. Helpin’ people is nice, isn’t it? Yeah, but what about what I’ve always wanted. My idea of success. I gotta make that paper. I’m a business man. Always have been. Business is a circus and I’m the ring master.
We’ll see where life takes me from here. I got a good feelin’. Just gotta keep my life on lock and keep myself in check. I’ll do better than manage. I look forward to lookin’ back on what I was and the life I’ll be givin’ my son. Life is a ride…
