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samantha

snakes on a train!

About Me

My name's Samantha


Im:

  • an insomniac
  • short,
  • particular,
  • not beautiful.
  • wide-eyed fair-skinned and natural.
  • the country girl with the city mind that no one can place
  • who loves clothes and tea and questions.
  • stealth and sarcastic,
  • solid but solemn.
  • chameleon.
  • delicate.
  • awkward.
  • mysterious.
  • trainwrecked and devastating.
  • passionate.
  • charmingly retro.
  • the girl who cherishes black eyeliner
  • and makes sad things funny and funny things sad.
  • quirky and cynical.
  • offbeat.
  • forthcoming but careful.
  • I can have a full conversation with my dog for hours,
  • I can talk in an attempted ghetto fabulous accent for days on end.
  • I feel like the sign at the drugstore with one letter missing its light.
  • Sometimes I am just content with a glass of tea and rain out the window
  • my mood feels echoed in other people.
  • i let children intimidate me.
  • I compare myself to people I never want to become daily.
  • I have a bad habit of falling asleep with the light on.
  • I find myself competing with myself all the time
  • I think alot of people have inspired me to do what I want
  • I like to think that i have the soul of an artist, or a poet.
  • keeping the windows open at night helps me sleep.
  • I prefer things in muted light and exhausted voices
  • I love the people that give me a reason to smile.

    • "For those who believe in God, most of the big questions are answered. But for those of us who can't readily accept the God formula, the big answers don't remain stone-written. We adjust to new conditions and discoveries. We are pliable. Love need not be a command or faith a dictum. I am my own God. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system. We are here to drink beer. We are here to kill war. We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us. " ~Charles Bukowski

    My Interests

    movies, shows, parks, scarves, stars, night, music, books, coffee

    I'd like to meet:

    egotistical bastards,literature gods, oh, and a whole lot of hookers

    LESS GUYS WITH GIRL PANTS

    Music:

    Charlie Parker,
    Beck,
    Dizzy Gillespie,
    Danzig,
    Louis Armstrong,
    Buddy Bolden,
    Misfits,
    The long winters,
    Bob Dylan,
    Matt costa,
    blood for blood
    miles davis,
    willie dixion,
    Lucero,
    black flag,
    ac/dc,
    Bruce Springsteen
    they might be giants,
    iron maiden,
    in flames,
    gram parsons
    Beatles,
    Cursive,
    Mewithoutyou,
    billy joel,
    thin lizzy,
    avenged sevenfold,
    jack johnson,
    keller williams,
    aerosmith,
    smiths,
    Alexisonfire,
    Head Automatica,
    broken social scene,
    Johnny Cash,
    Beatles,
    Underoath,
    Copeland,
    Glassjaw,
    The Doors,
    the break,
    death cab for cutie,
    fear before the march of flames,
    The Bled,
    silverstien,
    Norma Jean,
    Darkest Hour,
    thrice,
    Hopesfall,
    the blood brothers,
    Bright Eyes,
    every time I die,
    hopesfall,
    Daughters,
    Bane,
    Converge,
    Bronx,
    Zao,
    Coldplay,
    Pedro the Lion,
    The Postal Service,
    Frank Sinatra,
    Poison the well,
    cake,
    dave matthews,
    maroon five,
    gorillaz,
    david bowie,
    duran duran,
    outkast,
    radiohead,
    modest mouse,
    jimmy eat world,
    Killers

    Movies:

    we could be here forever.
    the beat that my heart skipped,
    fight club,
    rules of attraction,
    everything is illuminated,
    the princess and the warrior,
    v for vendetta,
    star warssss,
    snatch,
    i know theres thousands more.

    Books:

    John Steinbeck
    Harper Lee
    J.D. Salinger
    Fyodor Dostoevsky
    Kurt Vonnegut
    George Orwell
    Boris Pasternak
    Ernest Hemingway
    jack kerouac
    Dan Brown
    Roy Lichtenstein
    Chuck Palahniuk
    ...and thousands more.

    Heroes:

    Tabacco companies

    My Blog

    party nights

    Between my index finger and thumb I can measure how much sun is left in this atmosphere that we call the Earth depending on the time. The nightlife takes on a whole meaning when the lights from the su...
    Posted by samantha on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 12:29:00 PST

    late night

    the night-life is when i come alive even though our bodies were designed on a clock that ticks the opposite way than what i'd prefer. i sit outside with a body spray that smells like citrus and let th...
    Posted by samantha on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 07:20:00 PST

    rooftop love.

    I go up on the roof of my house a lot when there's no much else to do and I'm sick of being inside. As much as I enjoy being a shut-in, I stop breathing in there sometimes. I complain about being hot ...
    Posted by samantha on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 11:09:00 PST

    A little silence, a little solace.

    I have a million weaknesses, and I could list them all, even though it would take me forever, but this isn't one I would have thought I'd ever have. And it's one of those that tends to eat away at you...
    Posted by samantha on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 02:51:00 PST