.. Hey you, I'm Sam. 5'10, UNDER 200 lbs, I'm losing weight! yes! Brown hair (and I've dyed it many times, but I'm allergic to black hair dye, so I puff up like an eskimo. No offence to eskimos or anything) brown eyes, I like long walks on the beach.. NOT!! But it the occasion called for it, I'd do it.. Beaches are nice though, but I hate when the sand sticks to your feet after you've gone swimming, and salt water kills in the eyes too. If you have any of the same interests as me, then that's what we'll talk about, but I'm pretty sure it'll lead to something else to talk about.. which is good. Most of my myspace friends are people who I know in real life, so we already have some type of base to begin convos with.
Videography is my main goal in life and is starting to really leave a mark as something I will spend my life dedicating myself to. I love making new movies and I wish that other people would come up to me with a project idea and have me assist them with it. I'm still in the beginner's process of everything, but I'm loving every bit of it. I had planned for many years to become a professional wrestler, having a passion for the sport for many years. Then injury occured and it appears my knee is worse than I thought. Everyone has had a dream crushed... and this just happens to be mine. Many possibilities are still available.. I also really enjoy Photography. Everyone who knows me well enough, will say that I'm smart. I don't believe I'm the smartest person out there, I just know that I premeditate a lot of my actions which makes people perceive me as so. I don't act my age. I lived in the Middle East for 6 years, which I think really opened my eyes to a maturity level that I'm proud to have. I grew up faster than the other kids my age, yet I can still adapt to them. I enjoy being funny and entertaining, but then the time comes that my body decides to somewhat shut down and let me relax. It's the part where I'm quiet and keep to myself, where I just want to open my eyes and ears and just watch the world revolve around me. Yes, I'm ok.. don't ask me if I am. Just leave me be and you'll realize that everything's fine.
I'm also not like most guys out there, so don't look at me like one. I don't know what happen to me along the way during the process of growing up, but I respect anyone until proven otherwise. I don't picture women like a piece of ass, and even if i try, I can't. Women are attractive, but they have brains too, and I would rather get to know them instead of knowing the color of their underwear. Other guys may think I'm gay, but it's my decision to treat people like I want. You want to judge me, go ahead. Everyone has their own opinion, but I am who I am, and your opinion won't change the way I am.
I don't smoke, I don't do drugs. It harms our body and I don't really care to end my life faster because I decided to do so. I don't care if you smoke either, I just won't hesitate to remind you that I frown upon it. Don't go around blowing your smoke in my face either.
I'm not an angry person. I usually don't express my anger, I keep it locked inside. I won't scream, I won't hit. People have told me that they don't want to see my angry/agressive side, and you know what? I don't want to either. I believe there will be a time when I let it out, and I'm scared it'll be hell unleashed, but then again, maybe it'll be nothing at all? I don't want to test it. Everything that's happened to me, I don't take back. I may wish I did, but if those things didn't happen, I wouldn't be me. Happy times: I've gone snowboarding in the Swiss Alps, I've gone on an African safari, I've done things, people will never do in their lifetime. Bad times: I've gotten the shit beat out of me by 3 drunks and could have died, had my left ear ripped in half, and bitten my tongue off, twice, a Dominican Vacation.
I'm not perfect, nobody is. We've all had our own ups and downs, personal or not. All I know is that I'm going to wake up everyday, wash my face and head out the door to where I live. I belong in this world, so you know where to find me. If you get lost, just ask for directions, everyone has a hand to hold out. I'll live the life I was given, however the hell it turns out. How are you going to decide to live yours is totally up to you. Just remember that it's yours.. forever...
Later Dayz. . ...
