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SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ]

WHY GRIEVE WHEN YOU LOSE SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD...

About Me

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Get Your Own Voice Player ManageMy name is Susan. I live in Alpharetta...but looking to move to Downtown Atlanta or Midtown. I work .. and I also own NC-17 (headshop/skateshop in Atlanta).

I am always open to meeting new people. Not looking for a hookup, just open-minded and intelligent people who won't judge a book by a cover. :-)

My Interests


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Suki.
Birthday: August 15.
Birthplace: Killeen, TEXAS.
Current Location: Alpharetta, GA.
Eye Color: Brown.
Hair Color: Black...and red...and blue.
Height: 5'5''.
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right, but can go both ways if need be. :-)
Your Heritage: Half Korean, Half White (Irish Descent).
The Shoes You Wore Today: Shin kickers!
Your Weakness: Saying "no". :-(
Your Fears: Being alone. :-(
Your Perfect Pizza: In front of me. pshh.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Losing 40 more pounds.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "Word".
Thoughts First Waking Up: How did I sleep so late!?!
Your Best Physical Feature: Hmmm...maybe eyez?
Your Bedtime: Whenever I feel sleepy.
Your Most Missed Memory: The smell of my dad's house.
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Coke for sho.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mac? Thought it was Mc?
Single or Group Dates: Hmmm...not sure.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton and this sounds really good RIGHT NOW.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla, but I'm down with the brown too baby, muahahaha!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.
Do you Smoke: Blissfully.
Do you Swear: Quite often.
Do you Sing: Hellz no.
Do you Shower Daily: If not more.
Have you Been in Love: I think so...
Do you want to go to College: Nope.
Do you want to get Married: Eventually.
Do you belive in yourself: Who the fuck made this survey? SPELL CHECK!
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sometimes. :-(
Do you think you are Attractive: Too insecure to answer this one.
Are you a Health Freak: No, but I AM a hypochondriac, booyah!
Do you get along with your Parents: As well as I can.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, but not when I'm alone.
Do you play an Instrument: Just boys.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Are ya kidding? OH YES.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yep.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Quite a few in the past few months actually...losing your mind is NOT fun, but I wouldn't take ANY of it back.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: I avoid the mall like the plague.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, is this a common thing to do??
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Can't say I have.
In the past month have you been on Stage: I'm always on stage.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No and I HATE theives.
Ever been Drunk: More often than your dad.
Ever been called a Tease: Not to my face.
Ever been Beaten up: I do the beating.
Ever Shoplifted: Yes, but as a youth and shamefully. :-(
How do you want to Die: In the arms of a boy I'm in love with...hopefully in the far future.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A lot skinnier.
What country would you most like to Visit: South Korea.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue.
Favourite Hair Color: Dark.
Short or Long Hair: Totally depends on the person.
Height: 5'10'' or more.
Weight: Slim to Average.
Best Clothing Style: Again, this totally depends on the person. Some rock it tight as fuck, some rock it baggy. Some just rock it WRONG, like ME! :-)
Number of Drugs I have taken: 10ish? (this number seems to be increasing lately).
Number of CDs I own: No idea...a shitload.
Number of Piercings: At current time? I have 9. Tongue, Labret, Septum, Horizontal in both eyebrows (update, one migrated out - re-doing soon), two in the bottom lip (snake bites) and Ears. (but I don't wear ear jewelry - ironic, huh?)
Number of Tattoos: 19...NEED MORE TATTOOS!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Never regret...

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I'd like to meet:

People who aren't shallow, people who are open-minded regardless of our differences, people who I can share intelligent conversations with...is that so much to ask?

OH and your mom. :-)

Music:

Punk rock and classic rock. 80's HAIR METAL BABY!!

Movies:

The movie Kissed is awesome. I recommend it. NO, it's not a chick flik....it is a drama though about a female necrophile. Tastefully done. :-)

im an emo kid

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Television:

HAHA - Goodtimes and 227. Yeah baby...I'm ghetto like dat.

Books:

A Brave New World is one of my favorites. I also like pretty much any novel by Dean Koontz. I haven't been reading enough lately. :(

Heroes:

My dad. (passed) Often misunderstood...but I understood him. I miss ya.

And of course:

My Blog

It's okay, you don't need to say it...

So be it, I was your crowbar If that's what I was so far Until you get out of this mess And I will pretend That I dont know of your sins Until you are ready to confess But all the time, all the time I...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:53:00 PST

Used to you...

I'm still here because I've got nothing else to do you're an asshole but I'm getting used to you I like the fact that you talk incessantly I got a thing for assholes who tell good stories I think tha...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 09:45:00 PST

Blah Blah Blah

I swear to fuck I'm losing my mind.  That's all. Oh and yeah...hot single guys, please hit me up. I got my game face on.  ...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:10:00 PST

United we stand, divided...we'll fall... :-(

I sit on so many mixed emotions right now. A lot of them are past emotions that have resurfaced and I don't know how to cope. Walk away now so the pain is less in the long run if it's destined to fail...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 03:53:00 PST

Miss You in a Heartbeat...

Def Leppard - "Miss You in a Heartbeat" I believe, that there's something deep insideThat shouldn't be from time to time.I sure found out, thought love was such a crimeThe more you care, the more...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:05:00 PST

On a lighter side of moving on...

I met someone (Danny) and he is amazing in every way. Sometimes he is too loud or rambunctious but he is also quite a bit younger than me. I was VERY resistant to his efforts at first, primarily becau...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:39:00 PST

Rob, I miss you but I can finally let you go...

Who I thought was the love of my life (Rob)... "ran away" from me. I have known him for over a year and I thought things would blossom and we would be the perfect couple, start another business he wan...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:15:00 PST

Check out this event: Susan's House BBQ PARTY

Hosted By: Susan CarrollWhen: Sunday Sep 24, 2006 at 4:00 PMWhere: Susan's House505 Dorris RoadAlpharetta, GA 30004USDescription:Susan Carroll Click Here To View Event...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 02:04:00 PST

I won't forget you...

POISON Late at night I close my eyesAnd think how things coulda beenAnd when I look backI remember some words you had said to meIt's better to have lost at loveThen never to have loved at all *I won't...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:38:00 PST

100 pounds lost. :-)

Oh yes, I rock. I have lost a frikin 100 pounds in less than an year. I have about 45 more pounds to go and I will be hizot.  YayYeah MUAH and kiss my ass   :-) Suki...
Posted by SUKI [ Heartbroken & Confused ] on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 04:15:00 PST