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thinksac

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don'

About Me

Heyo! I'm Carrie. How goes it? I am not good at selling myself. i am what i am...take it or leave it. I look back on my life as a series of events that have added up to who i am today. i would not trade any of the experiences i have had because every lesson i have learned and every hurdle i have overcome has brought me closer to who i truly am. I do not cherish things rather experiences. i don't have a social facade and i suck at being fake...i really prefer it that way. I am blunt and meek at the same time. I want to save humanity from itself. I am going to school to become a social worker of some sort. I aspire to join the peace corps. I have learned that there is no try only do. (yoda is so smart) I am still finding myself and enjoying the journey to self discovery. I do my best to be kind to everyone I encounter, yet I have learned to be firm with those who want to walk all over me. I have let this happen one too many times. It is true that a lot of the time nice people do get the shit end of the stick. But karma will do that...Live and learn, then be who you are. I love all things from days past. I don't know what it is about the silver screen era but i enjoy the characters, music and style more than i do todays.I tend to take up too many causes and be equally passionate about every one. But that is a different rant. I cherish my family and friends.

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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My Interests

first and foremost advocacy, being lazy, the outdoors, sleeping, writing, reading, cuddling, making jewelry, going to shows, studying, scrabble, chicago, psychology, stickers, finding quotes, horror flicks, boots, biking, hiking, scribbling, volunteering, cartoons, anime, learning new things, feminism, sociology, anthropology, traveling, good conversation, meeting new people, making collages, poetry, thrift shopping, creepy stuff, cult movies, live music, garage sales, estate sales, learning about the occult, learning about metaphysics, alternative religion, alternative communities of all sorts, new age, comic books, video games, learning, dark humor, books, finding new bands to heart, drinking tea, caving, road trips, hot chocolate, coffee, good beer, spirituality, swimming, camping, laughing, hugs, quests, being an occasional wino, offending snobs, making scenes, making people uncomfortable, being blunt, jumping in puddles, blowing bubbles, playing with kids (they understand me)...playing at parks,gardening, sparkles, shiny things, stars, amber and amethyst, beads, board games, singing, playing in the rain, musical instruments, spinning in circles, finding ghosts or just hanging out at cemeteries, traveling, napping outside, going to the beach, paddle boating, anything outside!

I'd like to meet:

I am looking to meet some new people to hang out with...I heart these qualities in people: kindness, philanthropic, spirited, giving, intelligent, philosophical, altruistic, fun, humorous, tolerant, deep thinker, patient, empathic, activists, compassionate, passionate, creative, understanding, loves to learn, confident, do their best not to be judgemental, friendly, deep, respectful, down to earth, nerdy, caring, warm, open minded, tolerant, positive outlook, dark in a fun way, think outside the box, open to new ideas, basically anyone who's life doesn't revolve around material gain or their image...[/IMG] . ..

Music:


Movies:

i have enjoyed: Hard Candy, The Black Dahlia, The Machinist, thank you for smoking, waking life, Who killed the electric car, why we fight, stay, may, donnie darko, evil dead trilogy, half nelson, but i'm a cheerleader, harold and maude (best movie ever!), what the bleep do we know?, the notorious bettie page, waynes world, richard the III, v is for vendetta, the motorcyle diaries, the edukators, running with scissors, Amelie, Broken Flowers, The science of sleep, psycho, the birds, marnie (ok almost any hitchcock film) dial m for murder, and many more i cant think of. ;)I am into horror flicks, dark comedies, mystery movies, zombie flicks, indy flicks, good dramas, films from the silver screen era, and psychological thrillers. OH! and documentaries. Almost anything with humphrey bogart or carey grant will strike my fancy.

Television:

i am hooked on House. my guilty pleasure is will and grace. Other than that I mostly watch cartoons. R.I.P.: Twin Peaks, Invader Zim, Malcom in the middle, Strangers with candy, and arrested development.

Books:

Right now I am reading Ishmael which is quite possibly my new favorite book. Comic Books: Lenore, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Squee, Futurama, Batman, Xmen, Calvin and Hobbes, Snoopy,garfield and Filler Bunny. Books: Be Here Now, Cat's Cradle, Junkie, Naked Lunch, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Girls He Adored, This Much I Know Is True, Lullaby, " shes come undone" by wally lamb " "the four agreements" by don miguel ruiz, anything by the Dalai Lama (sp?), Ram Das, Steven Hawking, Carlos Castenada (sp?), Oscar wilde, Silvia plath, Edgar Allen Poe, be here now, cats cradle, junkie by william burrows, anything geared toward spirituality i will soak up like a sponge.

Heroes:

my parents, the dalai llama, betty page, Gir, napolean dynamite, Bhagavad Gita, Mia Zapata, Ghandi, Robbin williams, Mother Teresa, edgar allen poe, Martin Luther King, Jr. George Carlin, Buddha, Alfred Hitchcock, Morgan Freeman, Silvia Plath, Katie (my dog), David Lynch & Tim Burton.

My Blog

1 out of 3 people take the bible LITERALLY

Leviticus 20:9 If anyone curses his father or mother, he must be put to death. 20:10 If a man commits adultery with another man's wifewith the wife of his neighborboth the adulterer and the adulte...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Fri, 25 May 2007 01:47:00 PST

reflecting rant

I don't feel when i am attached to someone or a particular event that i can be impartial and objective.  the way i want things starts to take over which leaves room for the feelings of disappoint...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Fri, 25 May 2007 11:24:00 PST

phewwww

the semester is finally wrapping up. maybe i will have some time do something besides eat work and sleep school. I got an A in my hardest class. Which is good but i din get a perfect paper on my beh. ...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Tue, 08 May 2007 09:44:00 PST

insomnia

i can't sleep. i just found out that my project for beh. mod. is due on tuesday. i am little frazzled. ahhhh. i guess i should try and lay down again so i am refreshed and can start hardcore working s...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 02:33:00 PST

self realization

i went on a retreat this weekend and it was great. =0) I have a really hard time getting close to people because i have been fucked over a lot...so i was very apprehensive about opening up and letting...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 04:18:00 PST

On the right track

I went to Transitional services today to observe/analyze a group for my group dynamics class. Just being there as a student I felt great. It was great to listen to people, hear their stories and to be...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 12:26:00 PST

worst job interview ever!

So i just got home from a job interview...at a place that i would never want to work. they found a wayyyy outdated resume i had up on cod's job connection dealie. The man who interviewed me was nice e...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:36:00 PST

crying winos are no fun.

i was sad today for reasons i care not to disclose...i had the genius idea to go out to missy's and drink myself retarded. not so fun. i cried. i laughed. i cried some more. what can you do? i am goin...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 03:07:00 PST

the 'actual me'

..> www.actualme.com Carrie Elste, You are a Motivational Visionary Ideas and options are what you're always creating and doing. ..> ..> ..> ..> ..> ..> ..> ..> ..> ..> ..>...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 05:37:00 PST

more fun personality tests

www.similiarminds.com   Jung Test Results ..> Extroverted (E) 51.43% Introverted (I) 48.57%Intuitive (N) 57.78% Sensing (S) 42.22%Feeling (F) 67.74% Thinking (T) 32.26%Perceiving (P) 60.53% Ju...
Posted by uncovering magnificence on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 07:40:00 PST