Dr. Feel Good aka Dr. Love

To my brother Cam, stay out of trouble. Remember education is first and knowledge is power. Know to control your mouth and think before you speak. I will always be here if you need help, but stand on your own first. Trust yourself and have pride from where you came from. Remember ignorance will take you no where, determination and diligence will get you the stars =). And always remember to respect your elders ( teachers, neighbors, ME and YOUR PARENTS.)
My cuzzo Angela you helped me grow spiritually even though we live different lives. I love you for who you are and who you have become, a mom. Things will never change between us even though your married and far away, your still close in my heart.
My big sis LaNiece haha what can I say we spent more time than we know together. We'll always share that brother/sister bond. Thanks for tolerating me at my adolescent age I know I must have got on your nerves when I killed your babie dolls and scribbled on your toys and stuffed animals... Oops!(haha)
Huseyin and Terris my rock of support throughout jr. high, high school, and pre college those were good times. I wish we could all go back to the beginning of senior year and relive it all. But unfortunately my friends we must move on to be "model" citizens haha. Im here if you ever need an ear or two. And in case stuff happens I got the armory to back you up.
To Jaime stay laughing til' you cry, being around you is always a joy. Especially gettn' hyphy anywhere and everywhere without a care. I hope we can stay good friends and share them precious moments friends share. Remember everything happens for a reason. Always watching...
To Brandon, Daniel, and Joe thanks for the support over the years. And Bea keep Brandon on his toes he needs it sometimes, but take it easy on him, he is sensitive. Its been a long road and we still have more to pave, just hold on tight. Brandon Im surprised you made it this far haha but thats the past. Just stick with me and you'll be alright. Daniel, my brother, keep your head strong and your heart stronger. Never give up even though it may seem hard. Your on the right track and dont look back, your friends may or may not be there but its ok to be alone sometimes. Joe, wow WTF!(hehe), sometimes I worry about you and your life has just begun. Be focused on the prize and not these STANKY ass females. We still have a lot of work to do so get to class early and stop with the excuses to why your late and why I'm waiting for your slow butt... There I go complaining right?!?!
To my B.U.D.D.I.E.S, Steve, Eric, Wayne (where ever you are), Lee, and Travis, thanks for the inspiration, confidence, and support when I needed it most. I know we will grow old and reminisce on all the drunk nights, fights, and mushy moments(haha). Oh and that one shameful time at Cheers we got caught leaking on the wall, Priceless! And that one time we shaved Kenny's eyebrows off (haha) and the patch on my head... Good Times.
To Lele, where ever you go in your travels keep a good head on your shoulders with a witty mouth. You are the most crazy and spunky girl I know and ever meet. Dont change, just remember the good old times. And always remember "Ooooo your my best friend" (haha).
To Patrick who would have thought we would been such good friends. Thanks for trying to land me that job, politics are a b*tch. I know some words where said behind my back, but hey don't let the money get the best of you. Its not everything but it sure does help.
To Justin, Alfred, & David you guys are cool dont forget each other. Your friends are all you have in the end, you keep them close like family and always show you love each other.
To Amalia thanks for listening and sharing. You definitely helped in my time of misery, even now. Friends like you make life much easier and help find moments of clarity. Remember your a super star!
To Jessica thanks for helping me look for jobs and checking up on me. Your a true friend and have a heart of gold. I wish there more kind hearted people like you around... Or not thats what makes you so special.
To Julia for being a natural down to earth lady. Your an old soul like me and I always liked that about you. You inspire me to remain a child of the earth and care about others. Thanks for your grace and warm smiles
To Ms. Jonita with much grace. You have a big heart, to match your smile. Stay smart and never taint yourself with people that bring you down. Your a shining star and I know you will go far. Im always here if you need me sis.
To Mar you enlighten me more than you know. I am honored to know you and cant believe how much you've grown as a person. Keep the love alive we need more people like you brother.
To my heart, my first, my last, you have kept me grounded all these years. You always gave me a reason to smile, made things real when I was slacking. Forgave me when it was impossible. I know I have hurt you more than anyone else. For that I give you my all, my life. My most happiest years and times are with you. My eyes are open now because of you and I wouldn't change you. I know your on a different trip and things feel like there in slow motion. But I know one day our time will continue, oceans couldn't keep us apart. My love for you is eternal, I don't always express my true feelings when I should, but I will always do right by you and remain loyal. I know that when our time resumes it will be right and will feel like an endless summer. Like that time in Santa Cruz, our foot prints in the sand will be forever. Those precious moments in my old blazer =). The time we first met at Scales and the first time we actually talked at Whale races at Marine World(Thanks LaRae). Remember hanging out in the lunch area, having that new but scary, exciting feeling. Everyday I look into your eyes on my mirror and think of how much of a fool I am. I treated our love like a high school love, but its alright Im past that now. Dont give your love away too soon... Remember me, that same old fun loving guy that takes care of you when you need it most. The guy that put his neck out for you without question. That guy that dropped his guard without regret. The guy who would give his last breath just to see you be happy forever... Remember this moment right now is forever...
But really though how long can you admit your wrong, you messed up, make yourself feel so sick about it you cant think or see straight. You try so hard in life and get no where, but dont give up. Hard work eventually gets acknowledged, happiness is in your mind, find a reason to smile everyday. Get real, its whatever, do something. Speak truth not poison!!!