. Chordillia and the Chaos .

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how weird is that? she stars in the movie Amélie.. my name is Emily.. eh? eh? ok.. forget it.
UPDATE TIME KIDDIES:
october.2006.
well.. time for the Autumn update:
I have faced my fears, and overcome them. as many of you may or may not be aware, there was some serious civil feuds, property destruction, and general dispair goin down around here [despite futile attempts at bettering my outer surroundings..hrmph.] Regardless. Finally that has all but come to pass. In a short few days we'll have the neighbours upstairs out, evicted, and we can reclaim what was rightfully ours.
Once and for all i say FUCK YOU LENNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we have finally gotten past that. Mike moved in recently, and we're looking at moving into the upstairs apartment soon - how exciting! twice the space, amazing windows, and a bathtub !!! oh joy. the cats are getting bigger everyday, tank's almost 10lbs and turns out Tinkerbella Miss Princess Prissypants is actually a male.. wow.. who knew.. back in school for my graduating year at niagara, so far so good - only two days a week though, so it's totally hard to get in to the schedule. It's been almost 3 months now with my shoulder having been broken and dislocated with still NO WORD AT ALL on a surgery date.. this sling is a real fashion faux pas, i'll be looking forward to starting physio and getting on my way to never having to wear this god awful contraption anymore.. Now that schools back in, the social life is picking up again.. got in touch with a few old friends, mended a bridge or two, and dismissed the shit apples who annoyed me. life is good, i'm more in love with each passing day then i ever comprehended possible, i quit smoking 14 weeks ago, and it seems as though the crazy storm cloud of genocide pegging off the family has finally passed. yep. i guess you could say things are comin up emma these days and i couldn't be happier.
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june.2006.
the house is coming along amazing. the decorations are spilling over to the outside now that the inspiration of summer has finally arrived, showing itself in the form of gardens, spring cleaning, LOTS of yard work, and a steady job of raising orphan tadpoles to transplant as full grown frogs back into my pond outback.
despite all the drama and chaos going on in my life a self read tarot card session i did recently assures me that this is natural, karmatic and is a way of cleansing the old and bringing in the new. for any of you fellow tarot card readers out there i did the Romanian Spread of 21 cards, and in the first 3, had a reversed 8 of swords (caught up in problems you've created for yourself, you want to change but your stuck, nowhere to go..) then the Death card (as bob dylan would say: times they are a'changin'...) and then 8 of penticles (courage and conviction. the karmatic ties of 8, the solid foundation of 4 times 2, two foundations, two pillars, two working towards the goal of one...) trust me. it makes sense of you know me.. i tend to think i know me...
And lastly,,, there has been much tragedy in and around the family, but amazingly everyone has pulled through, has come together and enmeshed a supportive strong hold around those who needed special TLC in a way that i could have never before imagined. It makes me proud to be a Ramanauskas. And ever so slightly redeemed my faith in humanity, and in myself.
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thankful for the blues ...
christ ... anyone on here who knows me knows that my neurroticisms fill up more then the 250 characters your allowed to put in here or whatever. but .. i guess i can give u all a bit of incite. ok. here goes ..
believe it or not, this loud mouth is quite shy when she meets new people, she talks a lot, has an opinion on everything, she's highly unobservative of whats goin on around her, on account that shes a dreamer... she prefers to live in her world of makebelieve, shes obsessed with her 4 kitties, and her fishies, and her plants, and her puppy, (all 200 lbs of him...) shes quite resilliant, yet for someone with such a high physical pain tolerance, her heart breaks too easily. Shes madly in love, she second guesses everything but never thinks twice about doing something once :)in a nutshell .....she's a nutjob ..... that about sums it up .what.. not enough? ok .. ok .. i'll dig a bit deeper..emma: self proclaimed hypomaniac. i dream of running away.wesley willis fanatic. completely perverse sense of humor. sarcasm is my shield. jerry springer rules. looking for love in all the wrong places. smoke entirely too much pot. happily wallowing in nerroticisms. independant. faded but not jaded. yet. dont like to be touched. i tend to catagorize everyone. plethora of metal and ink. cant cook. always second guessing myself. too sensitive. caffine addict. i talk to my cats. and my plants. i dont care if you think im pretty. loud mouth. brash. i swear like a drunken sailor. aquaphobic. fascinated by roadkill. insomniac. i wear my heart on my sleeve. packrat. addict. dreamer. skilled at ignoring the deepset inner ache. i love my tarot cards. too complacent. klutzy. fragile. i talk too fast. gullible. too trusting. i believe in second chances. and thirds . and fourths. naieve. my friends are my life. give me a hoodie i'll give u my soul.
im that chick yr girlfriend hates. dont sweat it tho, i probably (definitly) hate u anyway. smoke pot till you puke. blunt. sarcastic. queen of the one liners. my cats are better then people. u cant make me brush my hair. i dont do the make-up thing unless i wanna. obnoxious. swear like a drunkn sailor. im not above punching u in the throat. sexually explicit. if i tell you your ugly, take it as a compliment. NEVER enough tattoos or piercings. ever . i'll lay it out for you folks. the angry RiotGrrrL shit still rings true (for example, im still hardpressed to run a brush through my hair...) but somehow he disarmed me with a kiss. karma has a way of pulling the rug right out from under you.. what can i say. im in love.
xo
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tee hee, the South Park Emma wears a fuckin slayer shirt, i ask you , how cool is tHAT ?