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mary

A mirrored reflection of something that will never be

About Me

I am a writer, mainly poetry but I do have a few short stories done and a novel I've been working on for years. I'm an amateur paranormal investigator, you can check out my site for all of the investigations I've done here Just click on the journal link when the page opens. I have also been helping Neil (LoT3k) work on his music and maintain his sites, D3m3ntia 13 and Death of the Lot3k Stop by and give him some support, he's worked really hard on his music and deserves some attention.

The main reason for me using MySpace is to wh0re out my name and Neil's name, writing, and paranormal journal. So if you request to be my friend I will more than likely accept you. Just don't post anything lame like how hott you think so and so is or how mad you are that nobody is online and you're bored. I will delete you if you annoy me.

My Interests

Writing of any sort but mainly poetry,paranormal,mystics,occult,drawing,painting,molding stuff out of any bendable material I can find,star gazing,music,thunderstorms,playing bass,video games,horror movies,reiki,accupuncture,body mod(though I don't have much work done personally),going to shows,graveyards,breaking things,sleeping.

I'd like to meet:

Nietzche,Hunter S. Thompson,Ogre,Al Jourgensen,Edgar Allen Poe,GG Allen,Paul Boothe,Gieger,Frank Zappa,Johnny Cash,Henry Rollins,Pen and Teller,Anton Lavey,William S. Burroughs,Aleister Crowley,Elvis,My ancestors,Ed Wood,Charlie Chaplin,Emeril

My other site:

Music:

Skinny Puppy, Ministry, Revolting Cocks, Buck Satan, Bile, KMFDM, Pig, MDFMK, Watts, Wumpscut, GG Allen, Misfits, Switchblade Symphony, Pigface, Jack off Jill, Acid Bath, Gwar, D3m3ntia 13, Tool, Nine Inch Nails, AFI, Chemlab, Sheep on Drugs, Fear Factory, Frontline Assembly, Front 242, VNV Nation, Killing Joke, Meg Lee Chin, Razed In Black, Type O Negative, Dog Fashion Disco, Otto Von Schirach, Mindless Self Indulgence, Atari Teenage Riot, DJ Acucrack, Rasputina, Johnny Cash, Biohazard, Joydrop, RX, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Pitbull Daycare, Sepultura, Soulfly, Marilyn Manson(old stuff mainly...Spooky Kids), Depeche Mode, Faith No More, Blood For Blood, Pantera, Opeth, Rollins Band, Otep, Luxt, Deftones, Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Bigoir, Bella Morte, Funker Vogt, Nocturne, Horror Pops, Nekromantix, Siouxe Sioux and the Banshees, Panzer AG. Columbine, Genesis P-Orridge, Gary Numan, Tre Lux, Lollipop Lust Kill, Dead Kennedys, Black Dahlia Murder

Movies:

Nightmare Before Christmas, Strangeland, God Money, Saw, The Last Horror Movie, all Night of The Living Dead, The Day The Earth Stood Still, Phantom, Freaks, Blue Velvet, Nightmare on Elm Street collection, Halloween collection, Alice in Wonderland, Falling Down, Fight Club, Amityville Horror, lots of Japanese horror, George Ramero stuff, Animal House,The Lost Boys, House of 1,000 Corpses, Devil's Rejects, The Hills Have Eyes, Corpse Bride, Bubble Boy, Plane 9 From Outter Space, Hitchcock stuff, Pet Cemetery, Exorcist, Poltergeist, White Noise, orginal Frankenstein, Dracula and The Invisible Man, Phantom of The Opera, The Three Stooges, Charlie Chaplin

Television:

T.V. = Crapp

Books:

Companions of The Night, Diary of a Drug Fiend, Go Ask Ogre, Fight Club, Nietzche, Anton Lavey, Aleister Crowley, H.P. Lovecraft, inside of cd's, various philosophers I stumble accross, Kate Chopin, anything by William S. Burroughs including his spoken word

Heroes:

My world has yet to be saved. Influences though...just read the "who I'd like to meet" section.

My Blog

Speaking With The Dead

     So it's been a while since I've done any recordings around the house and I don't think I've ever posted anything about the paranormal stuff that goes on at the house. The firs...
Posted by mary on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 09:15:00 PST

Love Dove Dripping Spoon

Crooked summer sings to meScreaming in my radioThe sun shines downSparkles in my eyesReminds me that we all die aloneFrom this dream A voice is bornTakes controlAnd loses formInside out we sing alongW...
Posted by mary on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:14:00 PST

Ink Drop Balloon

Here I leaveA little piece of insomniaA little piece of paranoiaHope that somehowA little piece of me will die Scroll though the after birthThrough the ashes that still remainA distant fairytale of so...
Posted by mary on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:03:00 PST

The Aging Idealist

Moon come down to meShine your light over meProtect me, show me the wayErase all that is this day Sun come up and take meKeep me with you Protect me, show me howErase all that is this night I have wro...
Posted by mary on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 07:27:00 PST

Drink Your Soul...Watered Down

Because you were told toYou would neverBecause you were told toYou will alwaysInside this messWe createA brand new tasteFor something bitterSomething that will trulyStand outYet get usNowhereBeautiful...
Posted by mary on Thu, 25 May 2006 07:42:00 PST

Super Supper Souper

The compliation cd for Death Of The LoTek didn't work out as planed, but there are new opportunities in progress so we shall see how that turns out.  For those of you who haven't already been to ...
Posted by mary on Sat, 20 May 2006 06:59:00 PST

LoTek News

As many of you know, my writing is on hold at the moment until I can get all of the poems under copyright and gather some art to put in the book.  In the mean time, Death Of The Lotek has been as...
Posted by mary on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:35:00 PST

Inside Your Shutterfly

Right. So I have all the poems that are going in the first book typed.  Need to type another 1 1/2 notebooks worth and every single poem written up to this point will be ready for copyright. ...
Posted by mary on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 12:04:00 PST

Book Progress

So far I have about 125 out of 400 poems typed and ready for copyright. Only started working on this about 2 weeks ago so I think I'm making pretty decent progress. All 400 poems are planed to be type...
Posted by mary on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 12:45:00 PST

Ahem

Finally decided to make one of these MySpace pages in hopes that I might get some more hits on other pages ...http://maryannsweb.bravejournal.com and http://myspace.com/deathofthelotek . Can't say I'm...
Posted by mary on Mon, 17 Oct 2005 02:04:00 PST